Diaries Of The Untold

Happy Chinese New Year

2012-01-22T23:32:00.010+08:00

Barely a month after the New Year, it's the New Year again ( It's the Lunar Chinese New Year I meant!)

Well just like every other New Year or Chinese New Year, it's always nice to sit down and ponder and look back the the year that passed by, which I always do ( Say NO to New Year partying please and thank you! XD ). And erm. Yeah last year was very different to this year. Last year I was scrapping pass my intern, and my reunion dinner was at KL.

Funny thing is that that memory is still fresh in my mind. Although it's not exactly one year that has passed if we were to consider the Gregorian calender, it's still almost a year ago though.

Well I guess happy memories does stay imprinted. But haha. I kinda lost touch of Chinese New Year 2 years ago though. Well maybe next year's Chinese New Year will wipe away last years memory?

I hope that I can can continue making my resolutions come true as stated on 1.1.12. And yeah, I hope my friends, family, loved one's etc etc. will have a prosperous year ahead.

Seriously I'm not a fan of Fengshui. So if Fengshui is against you this year, well be thankful that I'm at least one guy out that who doesn't give Fengshui a thought and hereby wish you all, Happy Chinese New Year, and have a wonderful year ahead!

By the way, since it's the Dragon Year, I'm gonna post some pictures of dragons XP. Top 5 dragons of my opinion.

5. Rayquaza - Pokemon Emerald

Good Old Rayquaza as number 5

4. Leviathan - Mythical creature

Leviathan, the mythical sea creature/dragon as one of the keepers of hell

3. Fell Beast - Lord Of The Rings

Technically speaking a fell beast isn't a dragon, but let's consider it as a dragon, since it's so epic and looks like one XP

2. Smaug - The Hobbit

Yes The Hobbit is in the making. However how Smaug is isn't been illustrated yet in the movie. One bad arse dragon I assure you people.

1. Bahamut - Final Fantasy IX

I've only played one Final Fantasy before. And Bahamut deserves top spot. No elemental attacks. Just one cool hyper beam that wipes everything off. XP

Just nice. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! XP

Study Week

2012-01-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

This is one of the few times, or the one time, when you have a study week in the middle of the exam week. Thanks to USM's schedule, My next paper is gonna be on the next Friday.

Good or bad? Well depends on how you look at things and how people study. People who have slow progress like me, find this quite on the good side, although plenty of time mostly means plenty of time wasted.

It's still a long way to Friday paper. But I'm pretty sure time will pass by swiftly~!

Night world~! :)

Of The "F" word and Profanities

2012-01-03T23:26:00.007+08:00

Come to think of it, I used to use profanities a lot (last time!). And when I think back, they don't sound great, and I did not look cool.

To make matters worse, my mum was a teacher. Yeah. I think I let her down and brought a lot of shame (although I use them at home, but I guess they were loud enough for the neighbours to hear me).

@#$#%&&#*#*(!!!!

Well I was in my adolescence years. Rage. Rampaging hormones, adrenaline. You put me with my brother, another teen, you get hell. We always quarrel and fight. And he was the pro in cursing poison; I was the profane pro. Ah.. double shame for my parents.

I would not say that I was right to use profanities back in my teens. But I cannot deny that it isn't a norm. It's a norm to curse in profanities back then, when we tend to get angry and not choosing the physical way to show the un-keep-able rage. So compared to those fighting, we were considered mild and delicate... (LOL)

Well of course I have learn not to utter these words now(well the truth is I cut down on it. A lot too!) We're now living in a world, where what the Westerners do, is what to be followed. "Sh*t", the "F" word, and other profanities seem to be a norm nowadays. We've been to movies, listen to music. There's always the "F" word there. The world has become, more and more accepting with the usage of profanities. (It's a FACT! You can't deny this!)

One very good example is the emergence of the Internet memes. For those of you who aren't sure what Internet memes are, well perhaps you should've seen them before...

Happy Family~!

So there's this one meme that goes like this...

I've censored it! You guys know how to fill in the blanks, don't cha? XP

Using memes is a growing trend. Heck I started using them. And used them all the time. And I used it without realizing that everytime I use it, I'm using a profanity. I rarely, or you can say never (or perhaps very seldom) use profanities on facebook. It strucked me today. Hard.

Yes using memes is fun. Sometimes it's so fun that you don't realize that you're using a profanity, unintentionally. Although it's not wrong to use it, it's just not the right thing or word to use.

I'm no teen or adolescent now. I'm already 22. By age, I'm already a man. I should be rationale and be able to know how to react, or how to manage my anger, and not just depending on profanities to cool my head.

Cause deep down inside, I know that every time I use it, I'll make the people around me look down on me, and also bring shame to my parents, for failing to bring me up as a well behave and polite child.

Yes I've improved a lot compared to myself when I was a schoolboy. But life is always about improvement. I am now someone who rarely use profanities. Now I wanna be someone, who doesn't uses profanities. Not even the mild ones.

I'll just have to think of alternatives then... :D

POMPELE!

POMPIANG!

(:D))

*thank you SNSD for letting me learn a lesson today. Watching one episode which take one hour of my precious study week time, is DEFINITELY WORTH IT!
* YoonA, I'll promise to be a better man. I'm YOUR MAN! ^.^

2012 New Year Resolution

2011-12-31T23:51:00.002+08:00

Really I'm not the kind of guy who writes down my New Year Resolution (nor do I really have one yearly!). But making one for this coming year, well... At least I try?

Ok. Here they are. They aren't specifically high standards though. But achievements nonetheless!

1. Learn guitar
2. Graduate peacefully
3. Be more mature (that's a bit subjective. Haha!)
4. Get ripped (Oh oh oh! 6 packs!)
5. Practice and play the piano more often, learning more songs. Learn 4-5 new songs for the year(depends. If I'm super free, 10 would also be easy)
6. Do not ever be as dumb as year 2011, where you put your one year waiting for 2 girls who doesn't give a shit to what happen to you. BE SMART!
7. Be more proficient in English, wheter it's speaking and writing. In other words, READ MORE!
8. Learn and brush up Korean. You can only take up to 2 levels. That last level, well could probably sums up to your own.
9. Try not to get into any traffic mistakes... :)
10. Learn how to be more time cautious and be more time management. Time is the essence. Discipline is THE KEY.

'''~~~Good Bye 2011 & Welcome 2012~~~'''

:)

2011-12-29T00:06:00.016+08:00

Though the fact that I have been single and never been in a relationship, that doesn't mean I'm gay nor "Bi".

I am a normal guy, who DOES get attracted to girls.

Every now and then, when I have no one on my mind, like the current situation me (means no crush or liking towards anyone) writing this post, I always think of the requirements and qualities I set into choosing a girlfriend. And of course keep on reviewing it...

But as I have stated before here, you can state as much as many requirements you can. But when the right one comes, and when you really really like him or her, you tend to ignore the requirements you set.

What I would really like to say here, in this post, is rather a finding of my own self. A finding of myself, towards the tendency of girls that attract me... Haha! NO JOKE!

Well I have been in crushes with girls.... since standard 6 I think. Well standard 6's memory is kinda blurry now, the most I can remember back in form 1. Over the years, crushes come and go, years passed, from secondary school to Matriculation, and then to University, the same and lame old me, still failing to get into a relationship (but still normal as I still like girls LOL).

I've had crushes on many types of girls. Girls that at first, I couldn't find a similarity, a pattern or a trend that makes me have a crush for them. I mean there's gotta be a reason, even one, on why a guy likes a girl.

Well actually I kinda figured out the trend a few days back. Haha. It's like so slow right. And erm, it's not the outer beauty that I'm so "shallow", nor inner beauty (some girls that I have a crush on just makes me regret or say "alamak" at myself after getting over her). It is also not the size of their bosoms, their attitude (attitude is important in choosing a girlfriend, but I'm talking about attraction here~!), or the size of their @ss (get the word?)

Big melons. So what?

One hell of an @ss. So what X 2 ? (self mumbling control control control your..)

I'm also quite astounded by the trend. Although I've been aware of "it" being what I am attracted to, I'm surprised that it has been a trend for all these years.

The answer? simple. And it kinda explains why I use that emoticon alot...

:)

Yes. A smile. HER SMILE!

It's not just the girls that I have crushes on attracts me with their smile. Even the female celebrities that I like, adore, love, and some who did became my celebrity crush also have beautiful smiles that melt away one's heart.

I would of course like to post the photos of the girls that I did crushed on since form one until now to really justify my point, but it's kinda their personal photos and using one's photos without permission is... well not that good. But to those who really did know me, even if you did just know one crush of mine, you've gotta admit that their smile are just too... argh... SWEET!

It doesn't matter though, whether their teeth are straight or not. It's just that when they smile or laugh, they never or seldom close their mouth. They laugh out loud, showing their teeth, whether perfect or not, still feels attractive to me... :)

Used to be celebrity crush - Linda Chung :) Love her smile

Current girl that got me over my heels surely has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. She's truly an angel from heaven.. OH~~~!!!!

TADAAA~! IT'S HER!

The angel that fell from Heaven

Told ya her smile is perfect~

When you google Yoona on Google Images, most of the time you'll always find her with a smile

Laugh out Loud, and melt my heart ~!

Y U Pout lips Yoongie~~~?

So that also kinda explains why I LUURVE YoonA and not Seohyun. Although Seohyun is indeed pretty, has really good inner and outer beauty (you'll know if you've watched "We Got Married" really a perfect wife to have), I'd still choose YoonA over her...

Also pretty, and angelic

But her smile will always come second to...

My Yoongie~~~ :)

So it is proven, and published hereby, on the 29th of December 2011, 1.11am local time (+8 Singapore, Kuala Lumpur)

That I, am attracted, very much, to a woman's sweet smile. :)

;)

K-pop - Rising Music Genre

2011-12-15T01:33:00.016+08:00

Classical. Jazz. Traditional. Rock n Roll. Pop.

Music. What it was. What it has become. What it will be. It changes at a drastic pace. Genres are even more than the one's mentioned above.People from the older generations, our grandfathers, ancestors, probably never did not R&B. And maybe our fathers and mothers don't even regard rap as an alternative music genre. Alternative? HAHA! R&B has since became one of the main music genres of today's music. Not to even mention club hits which are fast rising meteorically.

Davichi. Man their voices are AWESOME!

I don't know how many you guys out there listen to music，or songs. For me, I NEVER pass a day without a song. It's almost impossible to even imagine a day without music. Even if that dreaded day come, I'll just sing with my own voice to make sure my days are never MUSIC-LESS.

And again, I don't know what genres you guys prefer either. But from what I see, apart from English pop songs, most people are also affectionate towards pop songs of their own mother tongue. Expected. But do you guys ever have an additional preferance? Or should I say an alternate genre of preference? A genre that, makes you special from the rest?

CN BLUE. Rock band style :)

Classicals are awesome. Opera is also good too. I'm proud to say that I'm a big fan of Il Divo. I know pretty much of their song lyrics, although most of them are in Spanish or Italian I-Don't-Know.

But one specific genre that I would like to highlight here, is actually K-Pop

Yes. K-pop or Korean Pop. I started to get infected when I liked this one girl. Yeah before that I did heard a few songs from TVXQ and Wonder Girl's Nobody, but they never left an imprint or got me intoxicated. But the first song that I really paid attention to the lyrics and the melody was Lee Seung Gi's "Will You Marry Me".

Maybe it all started out in how to win her heart. I admit I kinda despise Korean Music that time. Who are they to reinstate Pop? Who are they to dance and sing in such swagger and style that only the great late Michael Jackson was the one who reigns over the world of Pop? Plastic face. Autotune freaks.

Super Junior. Super singers + Dancers. MJ should be proud :)

So you can imagine how hard it is to listen to a Korean song at first. A song in a language I never knew at all. Maybe a genre I never even considered as a genre. A genre that I never did cared. A genre that I thought why even people think it's a genre. I youtubed Lee Seung Gi's "Will You Marry Me".(because that song was on her msn's "playing now").

Music starts. OWH! HORRIBLE! OMG! I CAN'T STAND IT....

But I ended up asking her for her favourite songs. It almost ended that way. Having a list of recommended songs from a girl you like in a messaging history.

Days passed. I never did have the urge or feel to further investigate the songs she recommended.

Until one day, I came across SS501's "Deja Vu" and "Ur Man" unintentionally. I don't know why this 2 songs actually injected some antibody towards my detest towards K-pop. So I re-listen to "Will You Marry Me". 1st time. Hey not as bad as it sounded. 2nd time, wow, actually quite nice. 3rd time, google lyrics. Hell that's sweet. The rest is history. That was how I went from hate to love.

SS501. The first injection of truth and acceptance

Since then, K-pop has become my main genre in music. Yes. My secondary genre is English Pop. Heck I never did update myself with Chinese Pop, unless Jay Chou or Lee Hom.

I found a genre, that offers songs with awesome bass beats, "move like Jagger" dance moves, catchy tunes, awesome ballads, lovely and "melt your heart" or "break your heart to pieces" lyrics. Gone were those negative points I once had for K-pop.

Maybe some of you may claim that I went K-pop crazy because of that girl that changed me. I wonder how true was that myself too. But almost one month ago, after knowing that she already had a boyfriend, I started asking myself. Will I stop K-poping? Will K-pop be the reason that I will never let go of he? Should I continue K-poping?

After sometime, the truth came. She was just one of the girls that made my heart skipped a beat. Yes and got me to listen what I hate in the first place. But it was not the reason on why I fell in love with K-pop. Yes I took Korean at first because of her too. But now I wanna learn Korean to sing my favourite K-pop songs, and actually use it to communicate.

BRING THE BOYS OUT~!

I know it is very hard to make someone to like a song sung in a language that they don't even know. So I can't help it if people hate K-pop like me in the first place. So maybe that's why Chinese will always support Mandarin pop. Indians will always be stuck with Bollywood. But what I have seen K-pop do is, growing and rising in such a rate, that many singers and groups has gone global, performing in countries like U.S, U.K, Brazil, where peple there don't even speak or know a damn word in Korean. Ask yourself. How many Asian artistes can perform in their own mother tongue in concerts where people pay to hear you sing in a language they don't even understand?

Yes. Maybe I'm biased. I have long forsaken the future of Mandarin pop. They only sing. They only know ballads. Only a handful are band groups. They are way behind in terms of international standard and global domination. It seems harsh. But please correct me, the day when a mandarin singer/ group that will actually stir up a storm like SNSD.

SNSD. Girls Generation. Global Icons

Maybe to went head over heels over her, was a mistake. But to have went gaga because of her and then to fall in love with K-pop was one of the best thing I never knew what I was missing all this time.

*peace music lovers :)

G.NA

Sick Of "IT"

2011-11-26T23:39:00.004+08:00

If I were to have a wish right now, I'd wish I'd never like someone again... The thing about liking somebody is, I fall so easily, yet find it so hard to forget whom I like.

It has happened all the time. Since puberty struck, I have been falling over for girls and in the end, tending my broken heart EVERY SINGLE time.

I've had enough. Please. Take away my heart. Turn me into a soul-less creature. I rather stay ignorant and know nothing about L-O-V-E.

Fuck this 4 alphabets in this spelling. If not for this four words, my life would definitely be happier.

I'm done... I FUCKING GIVE UP!

We Got Married - YongSeo Couple

2011-11-26T02:57:00.004+08:00

I'm currently watching the Korean Variety Show 우리 결혼했어요, or known as We Got Married in English.

This is a variety show, where they pair up Korean celebrities and they will "act out" as a couple.

YongSeo couple is one of the most popular couple ever emerged out from this show. YongSeo derives from the name of the couples - YongHwa Jung from the boy band CNBLUE and SeoHyun from SNSD or Girls Generation.

I'm currently up to episode 34, and yeah, they look perfect and sweet together.

Apart from believing that sweet and romantic love actually existed, there are also many lessons that can be learnt.

Reciprocity - Give and take is the rule of thumb in a relationship. Different people will always have different view. And being a couple, it is a must to always give and take.

Initiative - It is already the 22nd century for God sake. Apart from the fact that maybe guys usually must be the one's to ask a girl to start a relationship, other things can be initiated by the girl. One episode that really took me by surprise was SeoHyun automatically grabbing YongHwa's arm while they were walking. True you don't see girls doing that alot. But that actually struck me hard that, if a girl does do that, oh my god that guy or boyfriend can be so proud and happy!

Frank - It's always the best to keep a relationship straight and clear, without lies. There should be no secrets between couples - if there should be, it shouldn't be a lot! One could really end up hurting the other half real bad if he or she doesn't know the truths or knows it through other sources or people.

Emotional - Not as in being angry or mad, but to show true feelings to the other half. If you really miss him or she, just express it or say it. If you're mad, then tell in a subtle manner instead of giving a cold shoulder. Being a couple doesn't mean your other half is psychic and is able to know everything that you think...

Forgiving - Humans can never escape from errors. We all are bound to make mistakes. So if the other half does make a mistake once in a while and apologise, then it is always okay to forgive and forget. Same thing happens the other way round too. He or she should be able to forgive you too~

200 days

2011-11-22T23:28:00.003+08:00

I really don't know how to start, or what to write...

Is knowing someone for 200 days something to celebrate or to be happy about?

I don't know... Because most of the time, we don't really count the days the person has came into our lives.

Even our best friends, and maybe our parents too...

Yeah we know our parents have been there for us since we were born. But for exactly how many years and days, if it was not your birthday today? You still need to count...

There are very few examples where you actually keep track on how many days someone has come into your life. Some couples even place a timer to automatically count their days they've been together... Seldom they count manually...

Well I did. And 23rd of November will be the 200th day we've known each other, and the days that have passed since we last saw each other... Time flies...

I hope you're alright with your life... And erm... Let's look forward for the 300th day shall we?

Keep in touch okay? :)

너무 보고싶었어요 ...

미안해요 공주...

On What Happened on the Bridge

2011-11-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

This is an account of what I've went through during my marathon, some 22 hours go... No graphical details are available.

It all started well. I sprinted fast. I cut the crowd gracefully as music pumped the adrenalin throughout my body. I felt unstoppable.

Then came the normal fatigue we all experience when we do somtime for quite some time. I can hear myself panting during the interval break of the songs of my playlist. But it was all good as I was used to the fatigue, since I have been experiencing much worse or it seems normal during my thorough training.

I paced as if the wind was blowing. I charted 1 hours exactly for reaching the point of the bridge where we were required to turn back.

Then, the 1st test arrived.

I got a slight tingling in my stomach. My undigested dinner was churning. It was something slightly spicy, so it slowed me down. And yes. There was this urge to go to the toilet. But I have to move on. I slowed down and continue at normal speed once the tingling feeling was gone.

I prayed, even though I never did believed in God. Soon after the tingling was gone, another pain came. My singlet was drenched, and the jogging motion was making it abrasive against my skin(my nipple to be precise!). The chilly wind makes thing worst as the abrasion got serious I had to make this wierd action, pulling my singlet and making sure there was no contact. I've had enough of the abrasion pain. I took off my singlet, and ran upper part naked.

Then the ultimate test was looming. I was running non stop, and my legs finally took its toll. Cramps happened. I really have to stop running and walk carefully, before getting into a jogging motion again. At first it was just the calves of my left leg. Soon it got worst. The both calves of my legs were equally susceptible to cramps should I not be careful of my pace.

Although there were ice stations, and also pain reliever sprays along the way. it did not did any good. My body was totally out of sodium. Every step was a cramp pain for my muscles. However, I jogged on and stop, vice versa, everytime the cramp struck. My legs weren't listening to the orders my brain gave out. It was as good as dead.

The cramps got worst and worst as I continue to push myself. When I reach the 3km mark from the finishing line, I was totally flat. The only thing I can do to keep moving was to walk in giant strides. Any slight jog would just cramp up my legs. I grimaced for every step I've took.

Until the finishing line was in sight, I started to jog again. The pain was overwhelming, but I kept pushing myself to run towards the finishing line. Scared that I may be disqualified for not wearing my singlet (as I did said I was naked) I quickly pulled it back on. But my head got into my arm's compartment of the singlet. I was laughed by the crowd... HAHA...

It was not easy to finish the marathon within the time limit. well probably I finished it 30 minuted earlier. But still, my target of acheiving it in 2 hours and 30 minutes remains elusive. The pain and tests I suffered along the journey, really has dampened my speed and spirit. But good thing was, it did not stopped me from moving forward.

I never stopped to sit down, or take a breather. Even if I stopped, it was to take the drinks prepared. The slowest I got, was not for resting in the middle of the marathon, but it was took walk, but in a jiffy manner.

I so wanted to win the medal and certificate. That was my dream. My target. And I vowed not to stop or rest once I really achieve what I have set out to do. This, I have manage to do. And yes, I'm proud for what I held on so strongly, in which in the end made me got what I want.

As I have said in my previous blog. No distance is too far. No time is too long. If you have the heart and will to do it, you'll avhieve what you yearn in life.

*P.S. If it was not for a playlists of adrenalin pumping song, I think I would not have made it. Thanks :)

Counting Down to The Penang Bridge Marathon 2011

2011-11-19T11:34:00.006+08:00

The International Penang Bridge Marathon is roughly 13 hours away.

I may feel a little nervous. But not panicky. Maybe it's because I deem myself fit and had gone through vigorous training?

Yesterday a friend asked me why I decided to join the marathon. And err.. I kinda don't know how to answer her.

Or maybe I know, but I just did not say it out. I said that my friend asked to join. So I joined. Partially yeah, that would be one of the reasons.

But the main reason is, I wanted to give myself a challenge. I wanted this to go into one of my lifetime achievements. I wanted to prove to myself and the world, that when I, set myself on to doing something, I will do it.

Training wasn't easy. I started off vigorous training late, prolly 2 weeks ago. I started off lumpy, stopping everytime I went out of breath.

Days went by and I sense the improved stamina in me. I felt the adrenaline pulsating everytime I push myself to sprint harder, numbing the pain and soreness of my legs that have been awesome although I push myself very hard, until that I was kinda limping while walking.

And of course, I wanted to let "her" know that, no matter how far we can be, no matter how long it takes, I'm gonna get to her.

Missing her and running a marathon has some similarities. Missing someone hurts and is torturing, So is a marathon, where you push your body to the limits, go through the pain and fatigue level.

Sooner or later, after running a while, you kinda get used to it. Getting used to the pain and strain. Same goes for thinking of somebody.

There are days that I don't feel so much torturous when I'm thinking of you. Not that I don't like you anymore. It's just that, I have already gotten used to it.

It is the same everyday. Since the day we met. Until this very day, every moment.

I'm gonna finish my marathon, I'm gonna graduate from my course, and I'm gonna get to you. If there is a chance. A chance, like a Penang Bridge Marathon, to prove my worth... :)

No distance is too far. No duration is too long...

You Know You ARE a SONE

2011-11-09T23:27:00.005+08:00

~Sunny, Tiffany, Sooyoung, Seohyun, Yuri, Yoona, Jessica, Hyoyeon, Taeyeon~

You know you're a Sone, when their songs keep playing on your mind

You know you're a Sone, when you're mesmerized by their songs and dances

You know you're a Sone, when you can differentiate ALL 9 members with ease.(this is still kinda complicated, but yeah, I can differentiate)

You know you're a Sone, when you wanna know more about them, watch variety shows about them.

You know you're a Sone, when you think they are considered among the world's most hottest and prettiest girls. (In my case however, only Yoona is on my list-top 5. Other members do make it to the list, but not all XD)

You know you're a Sone, when you have SNSD wallpaper as one of your desktop wallpaper(my desktop wallpaper changes every 30 minutes, so that's why its one of them)

You know you're a Sone, when given a choice to choose, example SJ, Big Bang, CN Blue and bla bla bla, you'll choose them without a doubt. (I started with Big Bang and then CN Blue. But SNSD is just a poison too potent. Plus its more normal for me to say I like SNSD rather than boy bands. At least there is an opposite sex attraction XD )

You know you're a Sone, that maybe their songs may not be that awesome, you still rate it 5 stars. ( The Boys rock man! come on! BRING THE BOYS OUT~!)

You know you're a Sone, when K-pop news has anything to do with them, you'll definitely READ THE NEWS!

You know you're a Sone, that when somebody says they're not naturally pretty or cute, you just don't give a damn to what they say. They are awesome just the way they are.

I know that I'm a Sone, when I spent almost a significant amount of time to write this blog, and thinking of all the points and truths to prove that I am...

소녀시대 좋아해요~~!!

In Time - What It Taught Me

2011-11-08T10:30:00.002+08:00

Watched In Time. And erm. Hmm. It kinda changed me, a little should I say?

I’ll cut the synopsis. It’s better for you to not know anything about a movie before watching it. Movies that don’t really featured in trailers if you’re an ardent cinema go-er. This is the type of movie where you go in blank, and come back out knowing the story. Something like Inception, where you don’t know a bloody single thing but when you come out, it’s like wham, cool story.

How does it change me? Hmm.. Well it kinda jolts me to life, where it made me realized that time can be so important. That when people do know that they have a timer ticking day by day as they pass their lives, they would be trying to do anything, whether by hook or by crook, just to prolong their lives.

Yes. That sci-fi world is kinda like our world. Only thing is the value each world place upon is different. There without time, you die. But in the real world, without money, you can still live on. That’s the difference.

The whole idea of the film is to place time as the ultimate subject, of ultimate value, and a tangible asset which has taken over what we have in this world, known as money, wealth. People work to credit time in their lives, pay for meals using their time. It’s all about time.

Funny how we people here sometimes tend to take things simple and easy. And slow. It’s always like, there is still plenty of time, why rush and so on.

But the difference is that, should time is made tangible, that would be a whole new story, where time travel is then made possible, since time in our world is not a measure of wealth, rather a measurement of longevity, and sometimes a requirement to do what we want.

But hey, to be honest, at least people in that world value time more than we do. Every seconds count. They are afraid of death, because they know it’s coming when their timer starts to whittle down to the dying seconds. What about people in our real world?

They drive like daredevils. They smoke. They overdrink. These are the kind of things that will take away a bit of your life when you do it. Maybe they don’t know it. Or maybe they just don’t know when their time will come…

I’m neither drinker nor smoker. But what this movie did taught me, was to treasure each and every single second of my life. Cause compare to them, I’ll never know when my life will end. And if it’s tomorrow, I don’t wanna regret for not doing what I want or achieved anything great before I leave this world. Or maybe cursed the time I wasted when I could have done something good.

Time… Future… Something to look forward to, or something to hide from?

My Degree :D

2011-11-04T00:19:00.006+08:00

What to do when I’m finally done?

In a 4 year degree that was never fun

Living it was like being pointed by a gun

As if I was never gonna see tomorrow’s sun

Never ever am I going back or continue

In this god forsaken expertise or field

For if I do, I’ll probably end up killed

Or the worst, where my life gets sealed

Life was never easy in the beginning

But wait till you see THAT shit whose been waiting

The loads of notes and pressure leave you crying

While the job advancement means actually nothing

Yes they say eating is a heaven, its bliss

But they never know that food production ain’t a sweet kiss

For the working environment is nothing better than piss

As it evaporates your dream clouds into dissipating mists

*I’m so looking forward to my graduation, and then I can kiss degree buh-bye and hasta la vista~!

* I know it sounds very degrading. I don't actually hate it that much. Apart from the stress that's making me abit... wacky? XP

* Writing a poem does not require a hit or inspiration. It's in my blood I realise. Thanks to that god damn years I've spent reading which make thinking of vocabulary that rhymes, not that hard :D

Love Quote

2011-10-19T01:20:00.003+08:00

如果能够不爱你，那该多好，我就没有相思的苦，没有守望的累；如果能够不爱你，那该多好，失去你，我怕迷失自己，得到你，我更怕你哪天会离去；如果能够不爱你，那该多好，我就不会有醋意，不会嫉妒你身边的花花草草……纵使不爱你有多么好，我还是毅然决然地爱上你，没有你，再好又有什么意义

Translated would be:

If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I need not suffer the delusion of thinking of you day and night, nor wait until I wear out my strength till the day we meet ; If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I'm scared of losing my mind if I can't have you, I'm terrified of the day that you might leave me even if we should be together, If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I will need not be jealous, and envious of all the girls/ guys that swarm around you... Even if I have a choice not love you, and even if it's gonna end up good, I know I'm still gonna fall in love in you. Without you, no matter how good it will be, it will always be meaningless...

OMG who ever thought of this quote is WIN... EPIC !

Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez

2011-10-14T09:43:00.001+08:00

BE WARNED THAT THIS SONG IS POISON. MOST PEOPLE KEEP HITTIN' REPEAT PEAT PEAT PEAT PEAT PEAT... Don't know what it means, well listen... XP

[Verse 1]
It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

Nice song to sing to a loved one? Yes. Definitely. Me gusta :)

Uncertain

2011-10-11T23:44:00.003+08:00

I don't know whether I will continue blogging or not. Ok wait. The correct word should be I don't know whether I will be able to frequently update my blog or not...

It feels like the enthusiasm that I first have since I started this blog has been diminishing. I don't know why. As I am also aware that friends keep on deactivating and stop blogging, I started to think, is it just merely a trend?

Of course I will always force myself time to time to add a thing or two here, but I think with Twitter around, which enables me to post virtually everything I'm doing, sometimes blogging just runs out of topic. Furthermore, it doesn't require to beautify, unlike a personal blog.

Nawh I'm never closing down my bloggie. But I sure pray hard that the "kick" to write awesome poems and other stuffs comes back.

It is a gift to be able to write with flair. And I don't wanna lose this gift :)

如果...

2011-10-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

如果有一天，我们真的不讲话了。我不知道，我会如何。
会害怕。会着急。会惆怅。会胡思乱想。
就是不知道会做什么。
打电话问个清楚吧。拨打您的号码，已足够让我全身颤抖。

如果有一天，让你真的遇见您的另一半。
我也不知道自己的感受会是如何。
就算明明知道，他会对你很好，我还是会心酸，心痛。
我会虔诚地祝福你。但我不会高兴。

如果有一天，我真的不喜欢你了。
如果你也一样喜欢我，那我会恨死我自己，
即然伤了一个喜欢我的人。
不管什么原因都好，都不能够原谅。

如果有一天，我真的知道自己无法和你在一起。
我会明白理由和原因，未必接受。
但请你给我一个机会，
来说一句“我爱你” 然后才让你离开。

如果有一天，那上天真的让我许一个愿。
我会告诉他，
你不要再让我在情路上跌跌撞撞了啊！
我就要她，那粒矮冬瓜。
就算看起来不扥对，我还是要她。

如果我没有在当天你离去后追着你拿您的天话号码。或许今天的我，不会在此胡思乱想，乱乱写东西。就可能是你忙，不回复我，还是会有那惆怅，紧张的感觉。

如果，现在的我，有个愿许。我就要上天把握化成一封信息。就这样，把我自己送到您的手机去...

Principles

2011-09-24T00:40:00.005+08:00

Defined as a law or rule that has to be followed, and under no matter what circumstances shall it be negated nor neglected.

Science has it's own principles.

So does life.

A person with principle can never go bad in life. That again if we assume the principles in his or her mind are the good ones.

Love also has it's own principles. And of course, it has one of the vast array of them.

Normally, as we are all mortals, we usually uphold the normal sayings or principles or cliche sayings when it comes to love principles.

1. Love has no right and wrong

I myself have been trying to take this saying or principle into a test. And there are times where I swiched sides along the way. But in the end, up till this very day, I still believed that love has it's right and wrong. It will always end when one or both individuals have comitted something wrong that cannot be forgiven, or maybe it was out of something so small that the other person could not even forget... Whoever breaks the tie in a relationship, is ALWAYS wrong. Nuff said.

2. Fate
Sounds so like some romance love story. I for one never believe in fate. Our paths are not fated to be what they are. Rather it is up to us to shape our own destiny. But maybe people nowadays just watch too much love drama... "I'm sorry, we're not just meant t o be together." Hello? This is a real life scenario, not some lovey dovey story. Besides, chances are he or she will never get back to you after you've said that. It's definitely one of the lamest and most unsophisticated reason of all...

Okay I don't know why I blurted out so much crap that I never intend to write, but I guess it was some way to finally get to make me say what I want to say.

My principles of my own LOVE life (which haven't occured yet)

1. Like ->Love = Loyalty

Of course. At first you start having a crush on someone. Then you like him or her. Then probably you get deeply and madly in love. But then again, feelings do somehow weakened and gets diluted as time goes by. This is where loyalty comes in. Our fathers and mothers have done miraculous efforts to maintain their relationship (well mine does!) compareed to nowadays where it is much easier to keep in touch with each other but then relationships seem so much more fragile.

For me, if I really like a girl, then there is no point considering other girls. No plan B nor plan C. Just plan A. Even though at times, plan A may be deemed to fail. But I'd still hang on to plan A. No backing off and letting go. No. My heart and head just doesn't allow that.

2. NO 3rd party

One of the principles that seldom adhered by others. Most people don't care about it. They come, they like, they conquered and they snatch. And a lot of relationships end because of 3rd party involvement with one of the individuals who are already in a relationship. Plus relationships nowadays are so weak and fragile, it's almost like no big deal someone breaks up and gets on with another person. Well no not for me.

I will never gatecrash someone's relationship. Even if it's gonna hurt.

But then again, gatecrashing a relationship is not a sin. It's just a choice to be a better man rather than some animal who are merely following their feelings and lust, should I say?

*************************************

I myself have had crushes on girls who were in a relationship. And I felt proud that I chose not to gatecrash.

And to that special girl who has been running around my head since the first day we've met, you can count on me. I'll be willing to give up my final year at my University aka the sea, where there are a thousand of girls aka fishes swimming around waiting to be caught.

Because I choose you... :)
Because YOU ARE MY PLAN A!

Well let's just see how I can cope with it for one year... ;)

Readers, wish me luck and strength!!!

그리워해요 공주님...

我想当一封信息

2011-09-15T01:15:00.004+08:00

人都已经二十二岁了。但谁说二十二岁就不能够发白日梦？内心的我，还是一个小孩，还是喜欢想东想西。

记得小时候，有想过要当飞机啊，电脑啊，机器人啊等等。那当然现在不会幼稚到这种地步。但还是有时候，一个人想啊想，发一些小孩子的梦。

现在的我，有想当一封信息的感觉。

好希望能够把自己，发送到妳那儿去。

也不知道你收到我这封信息，会怎样...

就算你会当场把我删除掉，甚至把我忘掉，我也不介意。我还是想当一封信息。

虽然一封信息的限制不像一封手写的信，要写多少就写多少。但也不用尽。

因为我想对你说的，只是四个字....

*唉写得好没feel。爱睡了。Feel 不在了... >.< 写到很随便...

New

2011-09-10T22:57:00.003+08:00

As much as I would like to hide and deny, which in fact I can't, the new semester is finally commencing. There goes one hell of a 4 month break... 4 month break of nothing, emptiness, yet PAINLESS AND PROBLEM-NESS. Never had I experienced the true meaning of Bruno Mars' The Lazy Song up till my break.

Yeah new semester. New challenges. Bla bla bla. New problems. Ah quit the bad and undesirable "News"...

New reformatted lappie

Yeah ANGRY BIRDS!

Yeah I HAVE JUST became a Windows 7 user... All these time I was the so loyal Windows XP user. Notice that I have tons of games on my desktop. Yes I'm a gaming dude. No games I just can't study... =D

And notice that I am using Chrome and Firefox all together. WHY? Because I don't know what's up with Chrome and Firefox. Chrome crashes when I load too much browsers, and Firefox just can't load my Grooveshark player. Sucky. Chrome is to load and stream my Grooveshark player while I do my online thingy using Firefox... My old Firefox on XP never did complained of over work... Noob Chrome... -.-

So it can all sums up that not all that is new is good.

That's why I'm gonna welcome the new semester with the same old me...

Well perhaps with a slight change. After all, who can stay the same after 10 months away from notes and lectures huh?

Anyway, as much I would like to hate the new semester, I'd still say, nay I shout it out loud!

WELCOME NEW SEMESTER! I CAN'T WAIT FOR MISS HOLIDAYS TO FIND ME AGAIN!

Stop and Start

2011-09-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

I stopped doing a lot of things...

I stopped reading like a nerd which I used to... Which in some ways is bad because I sense my English plummeting into the abyss...

I stopped playing games for long hours. I grew bored of games...

I stopped writing poems... Owh man... That was like one of my talents... No reason or commitment to write one...

I stopped blogging frequently. Used to be a chatter and always blogging. Don't know where the enthusiasm has gone...

I stopped having perfect spellings. Never did ever relied on the wriggly red lines to correct my spellings. Not any more...

I stopped doing daily routine of push ups and sit ups. Lazy and just recovered from a fever. I'll get that back when semester starts...

I stopped playing football for quite some time. Never did have the mood or timing where everyone is free.

I stopped self learning Korean online. I keep on thinking that I will eventually learned it when I take Korean classes when semester starts. Now that it clashes with my core courses chances are I might have to drop it. Let's hope they changed the class time...

*******************************************************************

I started listening to Korean songs. And yeah, I don't move like Jagger :) (I shuffling once a while though, not everyday XP)

I started to realize that my mind is still not sure on what I would be. Well I have things planned out, but chances are large they may change. Unless... ;)

I started to realize, that feelings can fade and disappear. But it can also get stronger...

I started to realize, that you may be far away from me by distance, but never far from me in my head. You were always there, right there and never left, since the day we met.

I started to realize, everything I started to do, it DOES has a connection to you...

I started to realize, that you might not be the one girl in my life. But that doesn't give me the right to stop believing it wouldn't happen!

Girl, girl, girl~!!!

2011-08-13T23:49:00.004+08:00

It's not easy talking to a girl. Opps. THAT girl to be precise. What THAT girl? THAT girl that makes your "thump thump" beat so fast when you see her. THAT girl that you can't get your mind off.

Yeah THAT girl.

I don't know about you guys, but for me, it's hard talking to THAT girl (of my heart. You go find yours XD ). It's not like talking to other girls. I tend to be more lax and more of a joker when I talk or interact with normal female friends. Maybe there are times where I may over-do or "mis-speak" something, it usually does not leave any heavy damage. It even doesn't matter if I get too lame or lol-ed too much.

But for THAT girl... Owh.. No way. Clicking on her name on MSN already makes my heart skip. Typing a "hi" or "hey" makes thing trickier. I mean my brain just hang or gets stuck when I see her log in... ARGH!

It's so pathetic that sometimes I need to think of something to say before we chat... Think as in think during I day dream or when I have nothing to do...

Yeah I'm so freaked out that I'm so so scared of being lame when I say something wrong... T.T

Another thing is impressing her. Sometimes when I find something exciting, unusual, most of the time I'll share it with her... The sad thing is or what upsets me is when she says she seen it before or when she doesn't find it interesting... That makes me... Emo? (*nods head).

No its just not the current girl or my ex (heck I don't even have an ex). It's just my brain... Ugh... When she appears, I just...

Yeah... Precisely...

I just....

T.T

Thought of The Day

2011-08-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

As uncertain as the future may be, then as much as scary is what I am feeling. I don't know how or will I be driving a car or not, live in a house or not, get life partner to start a family with, or maybe live to a ripe old age.

But there is one saying or rule of thumb of being happy is, forget yesterday's misery, fret not future's uncertainty; live everyday happily. So to continue being sane and normal, no point for me to live in my past's shadow, nor be terrified of my future.

But then again, there must be a dream or something we must be looking for or aiming at the current situation, that we might somehow get or achieve in the future, or when the time is right.

If I were to choose something in future that would make me to look forward to,

I'd choose you...

The reason to look forward to, the future...

Mowing The Grass

2011-08-04T23:49:00.006+08:00

No. It is not the title. Rather how I wanna start my post. It's been quite sometime I've updated my blog. I used to be quite a blogger. Sometimes 2 post per day. I used to blog about music, every movie I went to. But then, I don't know where the initiative disappeared to. Probably I was put off by other bloggers who are so easily garnering views and ad income because of their looks.

No harm or critics. Looks does play a major role these days. Not that I condemn you. Rather envy would be a better word.

Well, let's keep that aside and I'd rather talk about what's on my mind at the moment.

Lesson One

It's the freaking long break. I have all types of fungus and mushrooms all over me. Everyday I just do the same thing over and over and over. Eat, play, sleep. Round and round the clock. I tried to find part time work. But hmm... Those unanswered calls resulted into the stimulation of the viral and contagious laziness that is manifesting inside me... I would have killed myself knowing I was virtually doing nothing good... T.T

But hey, to think back I was such a nerd and was in such a strict family during my secondary days made things easier. I only played computer games during the weekend, that only at most 2hours per day. I did not had a cellphone, so hitting out with girls was never on my list.

So, I got into Maplestory and was kinda over-indulged in it. There was this specific level where you can get job advancement and learn more powerful skills. It was a game that you yourself, play to try to reach the top.

So deep down inside, I set a level of 120 to achieve ( the last job advancement level. Max level is 200). So after playing for about 4 months ( I started playing on the beginning of April), I finally reach level 120 on Monday, 1st of August 2011. Exactly 4 months.

Of course there was this feeling of achievement. Come on 120 isn't easy. I didn't knew a single thing about how to get to 120. I went through forums and guides. I played without using real money. And I did not freaking play whole day either!

But then now, I felt quite lost. Now what? 200? Note that it takes more and more time to get to the next level. So getting to 200 before my semester starts is out of the question. Well then I'll just stick to leisure play... No rush and hush... =)

All these days, until the day I reach 120, I've realised something. That no matter what we do, there must be a target or level that we are aiming for. I aimed for 120. I've made it. I felt happy. But there are times when we know that we are much more capable of doing something more. Maybe in this case I should have set a target to a level of 150. *ponders

Okay quit using a game as a reference. A smart and hardworking kid should not just aim for 80 marks in a test when he is capable of achieving 90 marks. Of course 80 marks when compared to others is a rather respectable result, but hey, with great power comes great responsibility. If you're brilliant, why not aim higher? Why aim for the sky, when you know there are footprints on the moon?

Lesson 2

Okay after the day I reached 120, I made up my mind to do the Zakum pre quest. Now one of the pre quest involves a jump quest, which basically requires you to jump on platforms at the right time.

Here's a video on what's a jump quest...

So basically this "pro" took 6 minutes. In reality, it could take up to 4-5 hours depending on your skills and luck. I took around 2 hours +. And err, remember ONE MISTAKE, you'll dropped down the lava beneath, taking 200+ hp damage per 5 seconds and you have to swim through the lava back where you started... And yes, the jump quest has 2 stages. Means there is a stage one and 2. Finish both means you've succeeded.

I admit it really got to my nerves. Everytime I fell I was like SH*T! WTH! D*MN! And I was impatient. Sometimes I did not wait for the right moment to jump. I made a perfect jump, but the falling rocks made me fall into the lava... *fuming with anger that time...

Good thing about this was, I read a guide on how to do this jump quest. Of course there is no particular skill or technique really. One most important aspect is a calm mind. This is a test of patience! One good suggestion I read was, pop in some soothing music and you'll breeze pass it. And those words of encouraging that I gave myself like, it's okay, try again, you did well, but try to remember the sneaky part and all those things and stuff. In the end I made it.

The 1st stage I think I fell around 20 times... The second stage, I think I fell less than 5 times... Hence such is the miracle or difference a sane and patient man can be compared to a rash and impatient counterpart.

Other than being patient, it is the spirit of never giving up. No matter how many times you've fall, it's all right to climb back up and be ready to fall again, until you manage to vanquish your fear and obstacles. Life is cruel. But we human, are hardy folks ;)

Yes, playing Maplestory (too much!) is a waste of time, I admit. But surprisingly what I have gained, or learned are lessons of life. Life inside a cyber world is similar to the reality. But to say it is entirely the same is completely outrageous and obnoxious. I've a million in my cyber world and I grow crops in FarmVille or Barn Buddy. That doesn't make me a millionaire in the reality or a farmer that steals his neighbour's crops... LMAO!

So, basically, I just proved that playing computer games does wonders huh? XD

But then again, don't think all gamers are so wise to realise lessons of life in games huh? *chuckle

Ah yes, my blog seems tidy now.... =D

Thought of The Day

2011-07-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

I found that life, isn't as easy as it would be.

Most of the time, I was given something that I don't like or don't want. It's like being given an apple when you want an orange. Then something would happen and made me want an orange, but by that time I had given it back and traded it for an apple...

What I want or like now, may not be what I want or like in the future. What I have now, may not be what I want or like, but could be what I want or like in the future.

One small decision or miss step can alter the path of the future, which we all are unaware...

If only I have the ability to maneuver space and time.... Oh how I wish...

The Hobbit - An Unexpected Journey

2011-07-23T13:02:00.004+08:00

Ah Yes! AH YESSS!!!! The Hobbit is within 1 year of hitting the screens. I myself, not only a movie fan, but also A TOLKIEN FANATIC am DAMN EXCITED!

I'm quite up to date with the updates and progress of the films (should I say) and yeah, because Sir Peter Jackson does update his vlog time to time on youtube, so one can't help but be amazed by the progress so far...

For those who haven't got a clue on what The Hobbit is all about, well it is actually the prequel to the Lord Of The Rings trilogy, on how Bilbo Baggins, Frodo Baggin's uncle went on an unexpected adventure which somehow led to the finding of the One Ring.

Although The Hobbit itself is just a book, I can't help but wonder and was surprised that the film was actually made into 2 parts. How long each part runs is still a mystery, but if we were to expect EPICNESS from Tolkien like The Lord of The Rings, it would be 2hours and 45 minutes...

Not much wallpaper on the movie has been released. But you can find them on http://www.theonering.net/ which is the current official site and news for the movie, while Sir Peter Jackson's vlog on youtube is http://www.youtube.com/user/HobbitMovies

I'll end my post with an epic wallpaper, the 13 dwarves of the films. Better start remember who they are, or else I wouldn't consider myself as a fanatic XD

From left to right, their names:

Nori, Fili, Dori, Bofur, Gloin, Dwalin, Thorin Oakenshield, Balin, Oin, Bombur, Bifur, Ori, Kili

One hell of a wallpaper. Gonna make it my desktop wallpaper... MUAHAHAHA~!!!

BERSIH [2.0]

2011-07-07T17:56:00.003+08:00

I know majority of my blog readers are Malaysians. So the title says it all. However, should there be any non-Malaysians who stumbled upon my blog, I'll enlighten ya... =)

Bersih, which means "clean" in English, is the name of a non-governmental organization. It's purpose is to continue its crusade for clean and fair elections independent of any political party, where proofs and evidences of dirty politics have seem to run riot in my country, Malaysia.

Bersih's 8 demands include:

1. Clean the electoral roll

The electoral roll is marred with irregularities such as deceased persons and multiple persons registered under a single address or non-existent addresses. The electoral roll must be revised and updated to wipe out these ‘phantom voters’. The rakyat have a right to an electoral roll that is an accurate reflection of the voting population.

In the longer term, BERSIH 2.0 also calls for the EC to implement an automated voter registration system upon eligibility to reduce irregularities.

2. Reform postal ballot

The current postal ballot system must be reformed to ensure that all citizens of Malaysia are able to exercise their right to vote. Postal ballot should not only be open for all Malaysian citizens living abroad, but also for those within the country who cannot be physically present in their voting constituency on polling day. Police, military and civil servants too must vote normally like other voters if not on duty on polling day.

The postal ballot system must be transparent. Party agents should be allowed to monitor the entire process of postal voting.

3. Use of indelible ink

Indelible ink must be used in all elections. It is a simple, affordable and effective solution in preventing voter fraud. In 2007, the EC decided to implement the use of indelible ink. However, in the final days leading up to the 12th General Elections, the EC decided to withdraw the use of indelible ink citing legal reasons and rumours of sabotage.

BERSIH 2.0 demands for indelible ink to be used for all the upcoming elections. Failure to do so will lead to the inevitable conclusion that there is an intention to allow voter fraud.

4. Minimum 21 days campaign period

The EC should stipulate a campaign period of not less than 21 days. A longer campaign period would allow voters more time to gather information and deliberate on their choices. It will also allow candidates more time to disseminate information to rural areas. The first national elections in 1955 under the British Colonial Government had a campaign period of 42 days but the campaign period for 12th GE in 2008 was a mere 8 days.

5. Free and fair access to media

It is no secret that the Malaysian mainstream media fails to practice proportionate, fair and objective reporting for political parties of all divide. BERSIH 2.0 calls on the EC to press for all media agencies, especially state-funded media agencies such as Radio and Television Malaysia (RTM) and Bernama to allocate proportionate and objective coverage for all potlical parties.

6. Strengthen public institutions

Public institutions must act independently and impartially in upholding the rule of law and democracy. Public institutions such as the Judiciary, Attorney-General, Malaysian Anti-Corruption Agency (MACC), Police and the EC must be reformed to act independently, uphold laws and protect human rights.

In particular, the EC must perform its constitutional duty to act independently and impartially so as to enjoy public confidence. The EC cannot continue to claim that they have no power to act, as the law provides for sufficient powers to institute a credible electoral system.

7. Stop corruption

Corruption is a disease that has infected every aspect of Malaysian life. BERSIH 2.0 and the rakyat demand for an end to all forms of corruption. Current efforts to eradicate corruption are mere tokens to appease public grouses. We demand that serious action is taken against ALL allegations of corruption, including vote buying.

8. Stop dirty politics

Malaysians are tired of dirty politics that has been the main feature of the Malaysian political arena. We demand for all political parties and politicians to put an end to gutter politics. As citizens and voters, we are not interested in gutter politics; we are interested in policies that affect the nation.

*note that that was a rip out off the main page.

The demise of our country is visible. The rampaging dirty politics practiced and the affect is already devastating enough.

I know there are people who don't support Bersih. But at least, don't show hatred and leave poison words and accusations when you have no points to support them. From a simple motive to campaign for cleaner elections, even racial and religious agendas can be brought in...

I wish for a better Malaysia. That doesn't mean I'm supporting for the Opposition. I love Malaysia. Although I will not be one of those fighters that will fill in the Merdeka Stadium, or worse come to worse rally on the streets, I'd give my all and support.

Black And White - G.NA

2011-06-26T22:20:00.004+08:00

OH MY GAWD~! G.NA IS SOO HOT & PWEETTY~!!!

Enjoy~!

(Black Black Black White)
(Black Black Black White)

Black and white
Black and white,

Black and white

black and white
neowa naneun Black and white
You and I are black and white
naneun Hot naneun Cool
I'm hot, you're cool
Couple in ge Mystery
It's a mystery that we're a couple

jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal maldo andwae maldo andwae

It really, really, really, really doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense

meori buteo balkkeut kkaji

matneun ge hana eobtni
From head to toe, there's nothing in common
neo boda jal matneun

namja deul malheun tende
There should be lots of guys who's a better match than you
jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal maldo andwae maldo andwae
It really, really, really, really doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense

Hey boy machwo bwa, bakkwo bwa, haebwa Come on boy
Hey boy, match it, change it, try it, come on boy
ja jomshin ttawin Kick it, Kick it, Kick it
Something like dignity, kick it, kick it, kick it
Oh no oh no oh no oh no

ije jom machwo bwa

Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no, try to match me now

neowa na Black and white
You and I, black and white
neo neo neowa na Black and white, Oh

You, you, you and I, black and white, oh
ne motdero je motdero ojjom geuroni
Doing whatever you want, how can you?
neoneun molla naemam molla wae molla
You don't know, don't know my heart, why don't you know?

neowa na Black and White
You and I, black and white
neo neo neowa na Black and White
You, you, you and I, black and white, oh
na bakke eobseo eobt dago juwil dulleobwa
Doing whatever you want, how can you?
jebal jebal jebal Back to me
Please, please, please, back to me

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

dodaeche myeot beonjjae

mannatda heojini
How many times are we going to break up and start again?
na boda jal matneun

yeoja chatgi bappeuni
Are you busy looking for a girl who's a better match?
jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal

maldo andwae maldo andwae

It really, really, really, really doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense

Hey boy jakku neo ireollae

jakku Come on boy
Hey boy, are you going to keep doing this, come on boy
geojitmal ttawin Kick it, Kick it, Kick it
Something like lies, kick it, kick it, kick it
Oh no oh no oh no oh no

naman jombwa jullae

Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no, will you only look at me

neowa na Black and white
You and I, black and white
neo neo neowa na Black and white, Oh

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

(Hey neoreul bwasseo Boy) kiss haneun neol bwasseo
(Hey, I saw you, boy) I saw you kissing
(Hey neoreul bwasseo Boy) neon geunyeo ga deo johatni
(Hey, I saw you, boy) did you like her more
(Hey neomu haesso Boy) nan neo bakke eobtneunde
(Hey, this is too much, boy) I only have you
neo jebal jom ireo jima
You, please stop doing this

neowa na Black and white
You and I, black and white
neo neo neowa na Black and white, Oh

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

zomok bu shi leh! =(

2011-06-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

zomok ni bu shi neh!

ru guo ni shi de hua, fu tang dao huo, fen shen sui gu, wo dou hui zao ge li you zhao ni...

zomok ni bu shi neh!!!! T.T

그리워해요, 공주님...

条件？ Requisitos?

2011-06-20T00:29:00.006+08:00

是人都对自己以后的另一半都有某些条件和要求。可是感情一到，很多时候，我们都不再去乎这些条件。毕竟喜欢一个人，就该接受她的好与不好。
We all have expectations and requirements for our partners. But sometimes when you fall in love, you'll just ignored the requirements. Because when you truly love someone, you'll accept their strengths and weaknesses.

爱，就是那么奇怪的。
Love, it is that weird.

我当然也有我自己的条件。哈哈。而且还蛮多的。还蛮复杂的。给你们知道我立下的条件，你们的一个反应就会使：“酱多条件，不用找更好。”
Of course I have my own requirements. In fact it can be quite a lot. And quite complicated too. If I were to let you know my requirements, you would straight away shoot me:"Its better not to find one then."

也不是说很多而已啦。只是比较specific. 就是要“这一种”类似酱的意思。
But actually it is not considered as surplus or an overload of requirements. It's just that I'm more specific. Like what cup of tea I want.

但是就有时候，发现，喜欢着的那个女生，并不那么符合自己设下的条件与要求。哈哈。反正都喜欢了。那为何不给她机会来改变或改善呢？就算改不到或没改进，也是否该接受她的缺点？
But sometimes, I notice that, the girl that I have a crush on, actually does not fulfill the requirements I set myself. Haha. There is already the "feel" there. Screw requirements. Why not give her a chance to be the girl you dream of, rather than to find a one that you dream? Even though she can't be one, shouldn't she be accepted as she is also human and has her weaknesses?

所以，我可以肯定。条件，每个人都有自己私人立下的条件。但最后，它只不过是一个指引。感觉一到，我们也没什么会去理会它。
So, I can guarantee, that requirements, everybody has their own personal one's. But in the end, they're just merely guidelines. When the feel is right, we'd never really care about it.

爱是最大权利。
The power of love, is the greatest.

Insomnia - Whee Sung

2011-06-19T00:36:00.007+08:00

Okay this is a really really old old song. And I'm quite embarrassed that I only knew it within this week. The original one was sung by Craig David, but I however prefer Whee Sung's cover. One because I got the K-pop fever. Two because it's better (for me). Three there are some awesome dance moves, which is so damn efffing COOL!

You know - that I love you.
Can't you see my eyes. There's only one, the real slow.

Naega dallineun gireun Love, Love, Love, Love
The path that I'm running is love, love, love, love
Heona geu giren ontong deot, deot, deot, deot
But on that path, it's all a trap, trap, trap, trap
Pihal su eomneun hamjeongeun mamui geop, geop, geop, geop
The inescapable traps give my heart fear, fear, fear, fear
Machi neupcheoreom yonggireul samkyeo jeomjeom...
As if it's a swamp, swallowing my courage
Little by little I'm becoming smaller

Nan jagajyeo sarajyeoganeun eolgurui balgeun pyojeong
The bright facial expression on the disappearing face
Nae gobaege deungdollin chae oemyeonhal kkabwa jakku duryeowo
I'm afraid that you'll turn your back and ignore my confession

Baneul gateun geokjeongeul begoseo oji annneun jameul cheonghago
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can't
Kkumboda deo saengsaenghan ne saenggak ttaemune kkeutnae bameul saewo
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night

Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia,ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah

Neoraneun goseul hyanghae oerowodo ganeun gil Love, Love, Love, Love
Going on the path towards you even though it's lonely
Love, love, love, love
Myeot beoneul neomeojyeodo ireoseo gal teji But, But, But, But
No matter how many time I fall
I'm going to get back up and keep going
But, but, but, but
Jammajeo mot deuldorok neoreul boda geollyeodeun byeong, byeong, byeong,
byeong
Watching you and not getting enough sleep I got
Sick, sick, sick, sick
Ne sarang gatji motamyeon naeul su eobtji yeongyeong...
If I can't have your love then I can't get better
forever, forever, forever until I die...

Yeongwontorok jukdorok neoui heorangman gidarigo
I'll be waiting for your permission
Myeot nyeonideun myeot saengaedeun neoreul wihae jonjaehagetjiman
No matter how many years, how many lifetimes
I'll be existing for you

Baneul gateun geokjeongeul begoseo oji annneun jameul cheonghago
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can't
Kkumboda deo saengsaenghan ne saenggak ttaemune kkeutnae bameul saewo
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night

Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah

Ah... bultaneun I sarang...
This burning love
Geuriume jichyeo naerineun bi gateun nunmure jeojeodo sikji annneungeol...
Even if it gets wet in the tears that fall like tears from the longing
It doesn't grow cold everyday
Maeil ipsureul mulgoseo oji annneun jameul cheonghago
I bite my lips, I pretend to sleep though I can't
Kkumboda deo saengsaenghan ne saenggak ttaemune kkeutnae bameul
saewo
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night

Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah

Will You Marry Me - Lee Seung Gi

2011-06-10T22:27:00.005+08:00

A very very very nice song. And YES. I caught the Korean Pop fever... =)

Nalang gyulhonhae joolae
will you marry me
Nalang pyungsengeul hamggae sallae
do you want to live together forever
Ooli dooli alkong dalkong seolo saranghamyuh
we can sweetly love each other,

Na dalmeun aeehana nuh dalmeun aeehana nako
have a baby that looks like me, a baby that looks like you,
Chunnyun mannyun apeujimalgo nan salgo shipeundae
not be sick forever.. i want to live like that

Soljikhi malhaesuh naega nul duh joahae
honestly, i love you more
Namjawa yuhja saiae
in a relationship between man and woman
Geudae jodago hadundae
they say it's better like that

Naega duh saranghalggae
i'll love you more
Naega duh aggyuhjoolggae
i'll care for you more
Noonmmoli nago himi deulddaemyun apeulddaemyun
when tears fall and it's hard
Hamggae apahalggae
when it hurts, we'll hurt together
Pyungsengeul saranghalggae
i'll love you forever
Pyungsengeul jikyuhjoolggae
i'll protect you forever
Nuh mankeum joeun saram mannan gul gamsahae
i'm thankful that i met someone as great as you
Maeil nuhman saranghago shippuh
i want to love only you everyday

Nalang gyulhon haejoollae
will you marry me

[rap]Maeili maeili hengbokeh gyuhwuhsuh
[rap] everyday, i feel so happy that
Gwenshili naeili gidae dweneun saram
for no reason, i look forward to the next day
Waeili waeili ddullineun gulgga
why why am i trembling so much
Bogo ddo bwado naegen jaeilin saram
no matter how i think of it, you're my number one person
Gumeun muhli pabbooli dwelddae ggaji
until our black hair turns white as snow
Uridure saengi dakkutnal ttaekkaji
until our lives end,
Sonae mooleun mootchyuhdo nnonae mooleun juldae an moodchyuh
even if you suffer physically, i won't ever make you suffer emotionally

Nun naeh banjjok gaseum
you're the other half of my heart
Nan nuheh banjjok gaseum dwaeuh
i'll become the other half of your heart
Soomeul shwineun geu soon gan soon gan
every moment that you breathe
Nul saranghae joolggae
i'll love you
Shigani jinasuh jooleumi neuleonado
even as time passes and our wrinkles grow
Ggok jigeum chulum neowana youngwonhi hamggae halgeoya
you and me, we'll be together forever like now

Naega duh saranghalggae
i'll love you more
Naega duh aggyuhjoolggae
i'll care for you more
Noonmmoli nago himi deulddaemyun apeulddaemyun
when tears fall and it's hard
Hamggae apahalggae
when it hurts, we'll hurt together
Pyungsengeul saranghalggae
i'll love you forever
Pyungsengeul jikyuhjoolggae
i'll protect you forever
Nuh mankeum joeun saram mannan gul gamsahae
i'm thankful that i met someone as great as you
Maeil nuhman saranghago shippuh
i want to love only you everyday

[rap]Neonun machi eodoowutdun nae salmeul balkyuhjooneun bit
[rap]you're like a light that brightened up my dark life
Bogeul bogeul jjigae solilo ban gyuhjooneun jib
a house that welcomes me with the sound of stew boiling
Maemalatdun nae maeumae naelyuhjooneun bi
a rain that watered my dry heart
Sarangilan cham yulmaega damgyuh itneun shi
a seed that contains the real fruit of love
Haneuli junghaejoon oonmyungae ggeun
a string of fate that the heavens decided
Neowa naeh mannameun chunseng yunboon
our meeting was destined by the heavens
Isesangeul dajoondaedo baggoolsoo ubneun nae salmen ojik pyungseng neobboon
i wouldn't trade you for the world
in my life, there's only you, forever

Naega duh saranghalggae
i'll love you more
Naega duh aggyuhjoolggae
i'll care for you more
Noonmmoli nago himi deulddaemyun apeulddaemyun
when tears fall and it's hard
Hamggae apahalggae
when it hurts, we'll hurt together
Pyungsengeul saranghalggae
i'll love you forever
Pyungsengeul jikyuhjoolggae
i'll protect you forever
Nuh mankeum joeun saram mannan gul gamsahae
i'm thankful that i met someone as great as you
Maeil nuhman saranghago shippuh
i want to love only you everyday

Nalang gyulhon haejoollae
Will You Marry Me

Grenade Remix ft Lil Wayne

2011-06-01T01:20:00.002+08:00

	Bruno Mars feat. Lil Wayne - Grenade .mp3

	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Chinese Proverbs and Idioms

2011-05-31T22:40:00.003+08:00

I've never been the awesomest student when it comes to Mandarin. And somehow I suck in Chinese if it were to be compared with my English and Bahasa Malaysia. But there is something that attracts me about Chinese. It is the idioms and proverbs. Unlike many English idioms and Peribahasa (Malay proverbs), many of the Chinese proverbs are accounted for, in terms of who uttered it and the source of document it came from.

And Chinese proverbs can be so artfully describe, as ancient China emphasizes a lot in the beauty of their language. Whether if it is about love, scenery, words of advice, or even artful swipes, there IS always a suitable idiom to be used.

But sad to say that Chinese language itself is under threat. The only majority speaking Mandarin countries are just China, Taiwan and Malaysia (if I'm not mistaken, and judging by the articulate Chinese they use).

I know there are quite a number of Chinese who had never received proper education in Mandarin. So since I'm quite free, I basically translated the idioms that are introduced in the secondary syllables.

As to help those with an insight to Chinese proverbs, and also for myself to refresh the idioms I've learned, and also to be taught again on the values it has.

Here we go~! (THIS IS JUST PRE-FORM ONE aka PERALIHAN STANDARD!)

1）君子绝交，不出恶声

Literal meaning: Even when a gentleman dislikes someone, he doesn’t talk bad about him or her

2）祸莫大于不知足

Literal meaning: The root of all problems is because human’s greed

3）不经一事，不长一智

Literal meaning: If you never experience something, you’ll never learn something

4）三人行，必有我师焉

Literal meaning: Even among three people, there is always something an individual have that can be taught to the other two.

5）劝君莫打枝头鸟，子在巢中望母归

Literal meaning: Do not disturb the birds in their nests. They are eagerly waiting for their mum to be back.

6）己所不欲，勿施于人

Literal meaning: If it is something that you don't want, then don't expect others to want it by giving it to them

7）亡羊而补牢，未为迟也

Literal meaning: It’s not too late to mend a broken pen keeping goats when one goat is missing from the pen

8）业精于勤，荒于嬉

Literal meaning: Studies are improve because of hard work, neglected because of slacking

9）一日不见，如三秋兮

Literal meaning: The time of going through a day without you is like spending an unbearable three years.

10）投我以桃，报之以李

Literal meaning: For showing gratitude of the peaches, I’ll give you pears

11）小时了了，大未必佳

Literal meaning: A kid may be smart, but that doesn’t promise him a bright future.

12）一语为重百金轻

Literal meaning: A word or a promise, is heavier or more precious than a hundred gold bars

13）近朱者赤，近墨者黑

Literal meaning: You’ll turn red when you touch red dye; you’ll turn black when you touch black ink

14）记人之善，忘人之过

Literal meaning: Remember the good deeds people have done, forget and forgive the sins that they’ve commit

15）敏而好学，不耻下问

Literal meaning: If one really does intend to learn, it is no sin for him or her to ask someone who is from the lower status

16）温故而知新，可以为师也

Literal meaning: The secret of mastering something is to keep on repeating doing it

17）本是同根生，相煎何太急

Literal meaning: We come from the same roots, why must be kill or harm each other?

18）名不正，则言不顺

Literal meaning: If you’re not a good example, don’t expect others to follow or listen

19）口惠而实不至

Literal meaning: Promising someone verbally but in the end not doing or achieving it practically

20）尽的大的责任，就得大快乐，尽的小的责任，就得小快乐

Literal meaning: If you’ve accomplished something big, your happiness is definitely “bigger” than those who accomplished something smaller

21) 一日曝之，十日寒之

Literal meaning: Hot for a day, cold for ten days. Meaning no discipline or determination

22) 人逢喜事精神爽，月到中秋分外明

Literal meaning: During a joyous occasion, people tend to have happier mood, during moon cake festival, the moon will be rounder than other times

23) 欲穷千里目，更上一层楼

Literal meaning: If you want to see more of the view, then you’ll have to climb a higher level of the tower

24) 慈母手中线，游子身上衣

Literal meaning: Each strand of thread or yarn that a mother knits is to make a sweater for her outgoing children

25) 富贵本无根，尽从勤里得

Literal meaning: There is no secret ways to be wealthy or accomplished rather than to be hard working

26) 以子之矛，攻子之盾

Literal meaning: I’ll attack your shield with your spear. Meaning one’s word are contradicting.

27) 谁知盘中餐，粒粒皆辛苦

Literal meaning: Who knows the rice taken during meals, each and every grain is the fruit of a farmer’s hard work

28) 清明节时雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂

Literal meaning: During Chengbeng it drizzles, the people walking all look so sullen and sad. Used to describe Chengbeng occasions

29) 路遥见马力，日久见人心

Literal meaning: Only a long journey may we know whether a horse is strong; only going through days and years we know what’s inside a person’s heart

30) 明日复明日，明日何其多；日日复明日，万事成蹉跎

Literal meaning: Keep on delaying tasks for tomorrow, how much tomorrow you have? Every day you keep on delaying for the other tomorrow, you’ll end up with everything undone.

There you go. 30 of'em. =)

2011-05-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I just don't know what to say...

Talking to you is different than talking to other girls. I need not really think or plan when I talk to other girls. But with you, I really need to plan what I wanna say the next time we chat.

Girl you just shut my mind down if I were to chat with you spontaneously.

I would have love to chat all day. But hmm.. sometimes I just run out of things to say.

Or sometimes, I'm scared that you might be terrified of me... =/

....

*The only thing I CAN do is to wish you good morning and good night princess. Cause it's one of the ways I want you to know that you're ALWAYS on my mind, without needing to say IMY...

UEFA Champions League 2010-2011 Season Finale Review - F.C. Barcelona versus Manchester United F.C.

2011-05-29T11:41:00.002+08:00

So hence end another season of football. The Champions League has always been a perfect way to end a season.

However, not so perfect if you are a Man United fan. If you haven't know yet, F.C Barcelona thumped Man United 3-1 to get hold of the Ol' Big Ear trophy - the holy grail of European club football.

So as a Man United fan, it is a heartache to watch the whole match, where we couldn't really match Barca's style of play.

True that the referee was sometimes more prone to make decisions in favour of Barca, but even if we were to put in the best referee in the world, it would not have helped much either. Barca are truly a masterclass.

But then again, the happiest thing about watching Manchester United is not that they are always winning. It's when they get beaten, tossed and turned over, you still love them and are willing to get heartbroken over and over again when they fail to win. I always say I love Man United like a man love his wife.

And I think I've proven that... =)

Evolution, or Mutation?

2011-05-28T18:08:00.004+08:00

One theory has stated that men evolved from apes, our precursors. I don't quite believe in this theory, but compared to believing God created everything, then I'll just stick to the previous theory.

This post is not about God or religion. Rather a way to start my topic. Evolution. A change in physical or mental for the better; in someways also creating a new species if we look from the point of view of science. Birds evolving from dinosaurs, men evolving from apes.

Mutation? A change too. However, rather a forced one due to circumstances. From the point of view of sciences, mutation is caused by radioactive compounds that somehow temper with the DNA or nucleic acid arrangement.

Evolution.

Mutation.

Evolution of the human race. No doubt that we have become more and more advance if compared to the past. In the past, Icarus was treated as a joke and died when he tried to fly. Now flying seems to be a norm. Yes. Though the evolve is rather the evolve of science and technology, but in the end, it must be credited to the human brain that made this all possible.

However, although Science has been evolving all this years, sadly to say that the human nature is mutating all the time (for the worse). Kids nowadays are showered with more than what they need. And yet for them its still not enough. And also regarding moral values. Bullying your own friends, posting your heroic deeds on facebook, only to be condemned by the whole world.

C'mon. CUT YOUR FRIEND'S HAIR?? YOU KIDS ARE SINFULLY SICK TO THE CORE.

SICK!

And for what you wanna take handphones to school? And you create a page to counter the ban the school places on handphones... WTF...

Kids nowadays.... are MUTATED!

Facebook page for kids who counter the ban of using mobile phones in school

IPHONE SOME MORE...

Home

2011-05-20T09:43:00.004+08:00

Some say that home sweet home. Home is everything. Home is where you don't need to hide yourself. A place where you can do what you want.

Not always for me. Sometimes, a home is just like a big cage with love. You mostly get what you want, but in the end you don't have much freedom. You can feed a bird in it's cage with the best food in the world, drink the freshest water, but in the end what matters most is to be granted the freedom to soar above the skies.

Maybe I was brought up in a "cage" where I was given more than enough. I never knew how "flying in the sky" was all about. Internship life changed me. Freedom given to a point where I could misused it, but ended up utilizing it to almost full potential.

Once you get the feeling of flying. Haha. You'll end up wanting to stay in the skies. I start to question the weekends I purposely came home during my university days. In the end, I realised I made a big mistake. Those were the time for me to fly up high. To test myself. To enjoy myself. To grow myself.

Not to say the feeling at home is torturous. But what I want to say is, when the time to fly comes, don't hang on to the cage. Lift your head high and spread your wings.

You'll be amazed by the height and view when you're up there.

*I know I'm still learning. I know what I do probably won't fit in your mind as perfect. But in the end, I'm learning. Learning does not mean following what comes out from your mouth as critics, advices or guidance. It is what I've gone through and realized, that actually makes me learn.

Pirates Of The Caribbean IV - On Stranger's Tide Review

2011-05-19T19:37:00.012+08:00

Finally, another movie worthy on a spot on my blog (LOL!). The forth installment of Jack Sparrow's swashbuckling antics definitely fulfill it's promises for those who yearn for a pirate's life (that will be me~!)

Ready for the synopsis? Here we go~! Don't worry about potential spoilers. The plot is straightforward. Proceed to read all about it.

Story kick starts in a scene where Spanish fishermen caught a man, who claimed to be the crew of Juan Ponce de León in their nets. The man seemed to be alive (after 200 hundred years since Juan Ponce) so they brought the man to their King. Upon meeting the king, the man saved from the sea passed a battered note book to the King, displaying the details of the ultimate location of this movie - The Fountain of Youth.

Words then spread like fire that the Roman Catholic Spanish began their search for the fountain of youth. Meanwhile Captain Jack Sparrow came into the scene as a prisoner who was doomed for the gallows. Never thought Josahmee Gibbs appeared as a replacement while Jack imposed himself as the Head of Justice of the trial. He sentenced Gibbs to life imprisonment so that he could break Gibbs out during the journey. Never thought that the crown forces held him as captive to foil his plans.

Caught~!

Jack was then led to see King George II, who is enraged that the Spanish are actually going to seek the Fountain of Youth. So he pledge Jack help guide an expedition to the location, knowing that Jack has the map. Jack then meets his old nemesis, Barbossa, who turned into a privateer in service of the king and as the captain for the expedition.

Jack escaped from custody and began searching for an imposter that was using his name to search a crew destined for the fountain of youth (which led his location to be known and to be captured before this). He soon finds out that the imposter was actually Angelica, his old love.

The pretty Penelope Cruz as Angelica (Angel in Spanish)

Blackbeard - The pirate all pirates fear

Angelica then set Jack up and brought him aboard the Queen Anne's Revenge, Blackbeard's ship. Angelica is actually the daughter of Blackbeard, the antagonist of this film. Suspecting that Angelica is lying, Jack plots a mutiny with the crew, but foiled at the moment Blackbeard stepped out of his cabin.

"I can point names and say fingers!"

It was then be known that the ritual for the fountain of youth requires the water from the fountain and a tear from a mermaid, drank from the silver chalices of Pounce De Leon. Hence the hunt for a mermaid commences. At Whitecap Bay, Blackbeard and his co managed to capture a mermaid named Syrena after a series of fight with a swarm of man eating mermaid.

Then when all was set, the search for the fountain of youth began. Blackbeard's crew were somehow later than the Spanish when Jack found that the Silver Chalices were missing. But never did he know that Barbossa had already been there waiting for the right moment.

Fountain of Youth, here we come!

Both Barbossa and Jack sneaked into the Spanish camp and stole the chalices. And then Jack led Blackbeard to the fountain of youth with some luck. While Jack surprised Blackbeard by teaming up with Barbossa, who is prophesied to kill Blackbeard, the Spanish arrived to destroy the Fountain of Youth, claiming that no one should live eternally other than God.

Stealing the chalices... SHHHH~~!!

Barbossa stabbed Blackbeard with a poisoned sword, and while Angelica tried to save her father, she accidentally cut herself with the poisoned blade. Jack however saved Angelica in time by tricking Blackbeard into drinking the water that was destined to give up one's soul.

Scene ends where Jack dumps Angelica on an island, while Gosahmee Gibbs got back The Black Pearl from Blackbeard's ship.

The best of the best, has got to be Captain Barbossa. He claims Blackbeard's ship and re-lived his pirating days once again. =)

Captain Barbossa

Plot ***
Acting ***** (Johnny Depp rocks)
Scenes **** (Cool graphics)

Overall ****

Not fantastic, but good enough. Plenty of sword fighting and cannon. Not to mention Queen Anne's flamethrower~!!!

Amazed - Lonestar

2011-05-16T13:09:00.002+08:00

One nice song, with beautiful lyrics...

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

~music~

Every little thing that you do

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
ooohh~
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

-Untitled-

2011-05-08T21:06:00.006+08:00

A lot has happened since yesterday. Yes. Yesterday since I went up the Genting with my friends for a final get together session, before I finally end my internship life for good.

Something unexpected happened. Something that led me to rethink. Reconsider. And also changed part of how I feel, and think.

Why can somebody treasure and appreciated you so much, can talk and chat about so many things, while the other can just treat you as nothing, even when it comes to caring.

Why what we talk in one day, be more than what I talk to you in a year?

I have been waiting and waiting for you to change, and somehow mend the ties that was severed due to unforeseen circumstances. But, in the end, it did not kinda happen.

Why did I went and took her number, and changed my 4 month life and perception?

Perhaps it's really time to let go...

Perhaps, you were right...

I deserve better....

*A miracle happened. It changed my perception and the reason that I have been living through this 4 months. Yesterday's night, was undoubtedly, the HAPPIEST DAY for me, in the year 2011...

Grenade - Bruno Mars (Piano Arrangement)

2011-05-06T19:32:00.003+08:00

Alright! This is the 1st of the 1st piano arrangement of mine. All time favourite song. Self arrangement. For me, not bad for a 1st try. A few flaws here and there. Sorry for that. Am a nervous person when I play for people and even the camera. Anyway, enjoy!

妳不知道的事

2011-05-03T21:37:00.005+08:00

1. 想妳已经是一种习惯。眼睛一打开，脑海一定是关于妳。还没入眠的那一刻，脑子里，还是妳。

2. 女人有七十二变。男人也有。为了妳而改变自己该改的地方，不容易，不简单。但，我愿意。

3. 我不怕喝了咖啡因而不能入眠。是怕想妳想太多而不能入眠。就算入了眠，也不好睡！

4. 我一直在想，妳到底是不是在逃避我，还是不理我之类的可能性。毕竟我觉得我没有怎么烦妳，或者打扰妳。也没有做出什么很令人出乎预料而妳不喜欢的事。就一直相信，妳有妳的东西忙。我不应该打扰妳。但假期的妳，怎么可能没有时间，来给我那一点点的回应？？？ T-T

5. 我不想在这四个月的假期无所事事。因为无所事事的我，会更胡思乱想。我真的怕我会想到发疯！！！

6. 美女，我活了二十二年看得多。令我要回头望多一次的多得很。但看了一次却一直出现在我脑海里的却寥寥无几。目前那一位，就是妳。

7. 我也不知道为什么会喜欢妳。而且还喜欢到如此地步。但有时候，靠感觉，不会错到哪里去。

8. 对于未来会发生什么，我自己也不清楚。但我觉得，还是要未雨绸缪。我还真的在为我理想的未来，筹备着。

9. 其实，我是一个很想和你聊天谈笑的。还没让妳知道我喜欢妳的那段日子，还过得蛮愉快。我就会那么的傻傻等妳上网聊天。

10. 就算我追不到妳，当我选择或逼不得已得放手时，我也会给一声交代。毕竟都喜欢过一个这样的妳，并且会亲口，面对面地送上一句待在我心里很久的那三个字...

我爱妳...

What I dislike and perhaps hate

2011-05-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

1. Liars - Even if you lie for the better good. It's still lying. And lying is ALWAYS BAD!

2. Cutting queue - This scenario is most seen in USM when students are getting on the shuttle bus. How I wish I can shout out loud:" EH TAK TAU BERATUR KAH???!!!" and stun all of them.

3. Cheaters - In context to relationship. You have a girlfriend and boyfriend. Then be content and do not flirt around.

4. Weak self defense - It is one's duty to fend off attention of the other sex, when you're already in a relationship. The best way is to totally not let oneself fall to deep when one sense a possibility to run astray.

5. Complicity - When things like 1+1 = 2, you still have people second guessing thinking it as a trick question.

6. Negativity - HATES IT A LOT when people ALWAYS give negativity instead of looking to the positive side. Remember! Positivity creates DRIVING FORCE to move FORWARD! Negativity only halts your improvement.

7. Scandals - Dislike this quite a lot too, when you already have someone special in y0ur mind. And also, if you really wanna pair me up scandalously, do find someone better... Sometimes this does give me nightmares and goosebumps...

8. Bossy - Sometimes there are people who are born to be leaders. But then again, good leaders are also good listeners. Sometimes people just want things their way instead of listening to other people's opinion and feelings.

9. Ignored and neglected - Although I may not be the world's smartest guy, handsomest guy or what so ever, I need no respect, but attention nonetheless. Hates it when you're the last to know everything and ignored when you inquire or do something.

10. Disliking what is above and sometimes doing them - Double standard. Hypocrite.

Rest assured that the only thing I ever do above is cutting queue while waiting for bus. That also is when I'm late for class and with everyone cutting. And again, I DO NOT do it all the time. Most of the time I find myself squeezing in as the last passenger.

Hello - Lionel Richie

2011-04-30T12:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I just think that, how lovely this song can be, and how, it can suit my, feelings...

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, and my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

~music~

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you

Hello, is it me, you're looking for?

长情，还是笨？

2011-04-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

今天，是我没看到妳，的第155天了。天啊！若要看到妳，都恐怕得等到九月开学的时候吧....

这一百五十五天，还真不容易过。有些天，摆满了活动，想妳，都只是在一起身的那一刻，和还没入眠的那一刻。

但大多数的天，一无所事事，很自然的，妳就会自然的出现在我脑海里。而且是一直不断地在那儿徘徊着。所以我得承认。想妳，还真的很幸苦！

但幸苦到来，我会觉得很高兴。不是在暗爽（LOL!)。而是，能够真正地喜欢一个人，不简单。能够无条件，无要求地慢慢地等。我既然做到。所以，觉得自己，很有成就感一下leh!

我也不知道，在等什么。等妳say yes，还是等机会来临，还是等这份感情淡掉。那我当然希望的是机会的到来吧～！

未来是如何，谁都不请。但能够为未来筹备，那再也好不过了。我，已把我接下来的两年时间，赌在妳身上了，小姐。

天啊！我怎么，那么长情（笨）啊？

Of You

2011-04-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

I just want you to know that,

Love makes even a guy like me lachrymose

Obsession when it comes, in its max and most

Vacant it is not, this heart of mine

Ever longing and waiting for you to find.

You’d probably don’t know how strong it feels

Only to have you in my mind, for real

Upon the wake to my day, till the dreams of my night.

The dreams of you can’t be sweeter

Even if it’s about me and you together

Only making it real would it matter,

Holding back on it, would bring my heart to tatters.

How to let go the reason of them all

Understand that, you're what I will give my all

It is you who will shape me; either I stand or fall.

Just a small crush I say, would be lying

In my heart I know, you’re my everything

Ubiquitous you are, in my heart and mind

No “you” in my life, will make me a blind…

Reasons Why McDonalds beat KFC - A noob's point of view

2011-04-06T20:42:00.004+08:00

Okay, to clear things up, I would say I probably got "infected" or "converted" after working at Macfood. Even previously, if I were to choose, I would have chosen KFC. I didn't knew what the fuss was about with people going gaga over McD.

But as I have delved deeper into understanding the way McD runs it's business, you can't help but to be amazed on what McDonald's have achieved all this year. I'm no professional analysis, but here are a few points that I have highlighted out as personal experiences, that justify why, the restaurant with the Golden M, reigns supreme.

First and foremost, good business and marketing strategy. McDonald's is the first one to come up with McValue lunch. Selling at a price almost half than the usual, this move almost triple the turnover if I'm not mistaken. Then you have other fast food chain also following in. You can't deny that McDonald's actually have the guts to take the risk by becoming the pioneers of offering cheap and fast lunch.

Secondly, catering the people's choice and taste. It is undeniable that there are more McD fans than KFC fans. Reason? There are actually more KFC outlets in Malaysia than McDonald's. To be precise, KFC owns almost twice the amount of outlets than McDonalds (445 versus 220). And yet, you have McDonald's scooping up the best restaurant 2nd time in the row this year (2011) and with a higher turnover than KFC. Amazing? McDonald's surely owe we people a lot!

Thirdly, doing what they are best at - fast food! McD are known to serve their customers fast and efficiently. The most you need to wait during normal time would be around 3 minutes. Every food is sorted and compartmentalized so that it eases the waiters. Fact that most people don't know: the Mcdonald's kitchen is carefully measured and engineered to ensure the least movement around the speed up human capabilities. I don't know about KFC, but if I were to think back, I think that I've waited a lot more longer at KFC's

Forth, smart and planned service. Notice that whenever your McD's order is taken, you are needed to wait beside the counter to allow the person behind you to take his or her order. By that time you're waiting, you have already paid for your food. Unlike KFC, after taking your order, the cashier would be the one personally serving the food, dealing with one customer at a time rather than multi-tasking compared to McDonald's. Customers are thus more prone to be impatient. I don't know whether KFC have adopted this same approach like McDonald's since it was quite a while I have been to KFC. But if they haven't consider this as another point added to McD.

Fifth, but not last, serving what you put on your menu. Never have I ordered something and being told that there is no stock at McD. And neither did I have to be told that you need to wait for half an hour. Yes. I am directing this "accuse" to KFC, especially the breakfast. Till now, I never have the chance to really have KFC's morning breakfast. Everytime I go in and ask I would get the same response. Either there is no stock, or I'll have to wait for half an hour. LMAO! Half an hour? I could have finish eating mee jawa or nasi lemak by that time! Not that I don't make an initiative, but the thing is when you make one, you are not even given the choice.

Note that this post was done without much analysis and more to personal experiences. I might be biased, but hey ask yourself. When do you actually see an offer or promotion that you need to open your eyes bigger and can't believe what is offered? And for those who are always on facebook, tell me when, have you actually see KFC's promotion being supported like mad?

Food for thought...

*This post is not meant to dis-honour any fast food restaurants. This is only the preference and experience of a food lover, who may be biased. Hopefully the words and terms I use are not of offensive and degrading. KFC is good, but you're just not that good compared to McD. Sorry...

二十一岁的最后一天。My last day as a 21 year old

2011-03-29T21:52:00.005+08:00

坦白说，我很害怕长大，害怕变老。我并不像一些人，来到了二十岁，背上的翅膀硬了，一些甚至开始飞了。我还站在悬崖边，缺乏勇气往前涌。

但无论如何，人终会老。时间不停的溜走。地球不停地公转自转。没办法。

如今的我，位于Subang Jaya SS 13 的Macfood Services(M) Sdn Bhd 实习着。也算是踏入社会的第一步。

每次吃午餐的时候，都会看到上班族穿着整齐的西装，到饭店用餐。我羡慕的，不是他们的豪华车，也不是他们整齐的衣裤。

我羡慕的是，他们如何能够，重复一天又一天的工作生活。一直到五十六十岁左右，才来退休，享受生活。

或许身为白羊座的我，会再次显示出我不耐性的一面。但在想象以后的我，若我真的有了一个家庭，就算工作多烦恼，多压力，能够在放工后回到家，看到自己心爱的家庭，有着一餐温馨的晚餐等着我。这，已足够的给与我勇气，来面对每一天的挑战。

能够和另一半过着柴米油盐酱醋茶的生活，已经是上天赐予足够幸福了。我不想要多。

因为，遥远人生的道路，会越走越孤单。无论如何，总该有个伴。

也不知道，为什么会这样想。或许，我真的喜欢上妳了吧。无可救药了吧？

或许，这个是自己要面对现实的未来而想像的情景。可能是不要再让自己沉迷在小孩子的美梦里。

或许，是时候，飞了吧？

或许，让我能够有勇气地飞的原因，就是，妳？

With you right here, I'm a rocketeer~!!!

Earth Hour 2011

2011-03-26T21:52:00.008+08:00

It's another Earth Hour day. Unlike the last one last year, which I blog about it here, I actually went through it. But I still stand still to the point.

This year however, I'm gonna go a bit more detailed. Like narrowing the crossfire to something more detailed.

Saving one hour of electricity, is nothing, especially when you are using air conditioner and water heater all the time.

Now when questioned on the world's greatest invention of all time, especially those rich aunties or uncles, no doubt they will answer: AIR CONDITIONER. In fact, the reason they give is it cools the house or room.

Yes it does cool. But how? Did you ever wonder? If you're a kid, you'd probably think that it creates and releases cool air to the room, and you'll be like standing under it to feel the cool breeze (that was what I did when I was small).

Law of Conservation of Energy- Energy can neither be generated nor destroyed. It can only change from one phase or type to another. It can also be transferred if there is a delta or difference between two medium that comes in contact.

In lay man terms, your god damn air cond does not "make" your room cold. It simply transfers the heat in your room to another place, a.k.a. the environment, until there is so little heat left in your room that you feel cold! If an air cond can really "make" a place cold, I suggest that the government or WWF to build a humongous air conditioner, to make global warming an issue of the past, a history to be forgotten.

That's why for me, switching on an air conditioner is the worst sin I could ever have committed. I am proud to say that, I have NEVER SWITCHED ON the air conditioner MYSELF for a long long time(more than 1 year). I rather switched on my fan at a higher speed. At least I know, I am suffering together with Mother Earth. I won't let her take the heat ALL BY HERSELF!

You see, the fact is that, most people still aren't educated, in the sense of really caring for the world. In this world, you can never deny that money ALWAYS come first. It is always getting the newest Iphones, Ipads, and other gizmo techs and stuffs. Note that there is only "I". Screw the world. Screw Mother Nature.

Human have been too dependent to science and technology, that we somehow have forgotten that our ancestors, once lived in jungles, hunted like animals to survive.

Now, once you're born to this world, anywhere apart the rural and poor areas, you're destined to survive. You don't need to run away from lions or dinosaurs like cavemen of the stone age. You don't need to hunt for meat or pluck fruits from the trees. You have markets, supermarkets and McDonald's for Christ sake! You don't even need to cook your own food! You don't need to walk or migrate when the soil is not fertile for crop growing anymore. And heck again, you don't even grow crops or plant a turf of grass!

And when you think the world's giving you too much, you commit suicide. Heck! Have you ever seen a wild animal commit suicide? I don't think so. How can we humans, become so weak?

And once again, you think that switching your lights off for one hour is so damn noble, think again. It makes things worse when you play with candles. OMG... Can you for once, sit down and enjoy the night, with only the moon and stars as your light?

*sorry for being offending in this post. I know some of you did played with candles or other things. What is done is done. You can act noble again for one more hour by doing nothing, or you can actually try to change thoroughly, starting by banning... Air Conditioners!!!!

LMAO~!!

I Dreamed a Dream

2011-03-24T21:33:00.004+08:00

If this question were to pop out:"What is your dream?" or:"Where do you see yourself in the next 3 or 4 years?" I'll have to honestly say I don't have an effing clue. Yeah, it's true.

But if it is about my final year at USM, I roughly got everything figured out. My Plan A, Plan B, C and so on. (To tell the truth, the plans stop at C LOL!). It was very difficult, pondering over a future that I am so unsure and uncertain, like the black skies at night, full with velvet clouds, where you can't even catch a glimpse of the stars, nor see the face of the moon. It's like a muddy puddle of water.

Not that I do not have something I wish in my mind currently. Things are quite complicated if I were to go into it straight away. I need a prologue.

I am a stubborn person. Actually, strong willed would be a better word. Stubborn makes me defiant when I'm wrong, which is most of the time untrue. Strong willed. Yeah, that's the word.

When I want something, most of the time, I try my best to get it. But there are times too, where I set lofty targets which are so damn impossible and beyond my limits, that when I don't achieve them, I'll give myself an effing consolation or reason to pamper myself.

But yeah then again, most of the time, I'm strong willed. Quite. If you don't know me, then let it be known, that to become a doctor was something like a trademark for me. I felt like I was born to live a life of a doctor. I wasn't scared of blood and injections when I'm supposed to be at my age. My dad is a respectable doctor, an mentor. That dream was set when I was just a small boy. Even my primary school teachers know that. That a boy will someday make his dad proud, by joining ranks with him. A king in the making for a king.

Not that I went around boasting to everyone, nor was it the destiny my parents were trying to write into my future. Everyone just acknowledged that a doctor's son was surely to become a doctor. Not that I mind. But subconsciously, it seems like everyone at your hometown that you know, is waiting just to listen to the news, that the son of a doctor finally DID took up his father's footsteps.

Unfortunately, things don't always go as they are planned. I failed my dream. The dream that was there in my head since I was a small kid. The dream that when ever everybody asked me what was it, I would so proudly say it out, if not yell it out. The time comes when I know I can never yell out such an answer. I flunked my precious Matriculation Program, the Golden Ticket to realizing my dream.

My mind was in tatters. How can you accept that the dream you dream, is nothing but a dream? Confusion and blindness took me. I still questioned the choice of the degree I applied on till this very day. A Plan B I haven't even thought about. I got the chance to live back the life I SHOULD HAVE halfway during the 1st year 1st semester. I was on verge of quitting my current degree to pursue my dream in a private college. But somehow, I made a funny decision to stick to this course, and never looked back. Manly tears burst from my eyes. I was this close of quitting my current course.

Yes I still question the degree I'm still taking and haven't even graduated. But I have since put down that dream of mine, that dream of a small kid. I knew that dream was real enough to be reality (I dream of it every single day!), while most students studying medicine right now, applied mostly for the honours and prospect it offers, and of course of the fulfillment of the grades they've acquired.

Not to say that I'm a sour grape who looks down on at medicine students, but hey, this is the truth. If you have RM1 million to spend for one day, and at the end of the day, you're required to give back the balance you haven't spend, surely everyone would've spent every single cent of it. Why let such a good result go to waste, when you can be the hottest prospect?

Yes, current medicine students would mostly be better doctors than me, even had I have venture into medicine. But when it comes to the passion, the dream I had and the truth it holds, they would still lose out to me. At least I know when I want to save or help someone, my conscience is crystal clear. That was my dream. It isn't now. But it hasn't change my personality of willing to put myself into the deepest shit, to help those that I deem really require them.

Letting up a dream doesn't guarantee you to find a replacement. I'm too old to dream anymore. I prefer setting targets and achieving them. What for dream, when you don't give a damn of it becoming a reality?

Maybe I have mellow down, maybe I became more of a realist rather than an optimist. Failure does impart your confidence. But they also give you valuable lessons that none can teach.

My dream? I wish I had it now in my head. It's not a solid one. Rather it's like how I should live my life, what I should do...

If I really were to become someone's else girlfriend, my life would all be about her. She would be the number one priority. Forget about further studying. There is a future family that I have to feed. Even if it were to be working in Hell, I would gladly take up the job and work my ass off.

If I were to be cursed to solitary my entire life, then there is plenty time for me to think yet. Current situation seems to be heading this way rather than the one I mentioned, making this my Plan A. But if I were to choose, I'd wish Plan B up there were to happen.

You can plan all you like, you can try all you like, but things don't always turn up the way you like. So in conclusion, it's better to have contrasting dreams so that you won't end up like me in the first place. LMAO!

到头来，我并没有再为自己找了另一个梦想，只是对残酷的现实期望着和拼命地奋斗着，一个我想要的未来...

Burlesque

2011-03-22T21:26:00.004+08:00

Now another film that is a must watch~! Although the concept is singing and dancing, and the rise of a "farm girl" to a well-known performer, the story is much more original and entertaining.

Christina Aguilera stars as Ali, who left a bar she worked in her hometown to pursue her dreams. She arrived at LA and finds work at a club named Burlesque. However, things did not really go smoothly for her as Tess, the owner, currently did not need any recruits and was also unaware of Ali's talent. Ali's hotel was then robbed and she had to stayed in at one of the bartender's house, named Jack.

So chance finally came knocking on the door when one of the dancers have to go on maternity leave. Ali became the substitute. And it was before long that lead singer Nikki kept pissing off Tess that she sent her home and allowing Ali to take Nikki's place. Nikki tried to sabotage Ali's 1st show by shutting off the sound system, since Burlesque focus mainly on dancing and lip syncing songs. But that of course, gave Ali, who sings like a nightingale, a chance to blossom into the club's hottest property.

Ali then caught the eye of entrepreneur Marcus. Marcus was trying to buy Burlesque from Tess so that he can finish his mega construction. Luckily Ali found that out, and saved Tess from selling Burlesque to Marcus because of plunging into debts by asking another entrepreneur to buy Burlesque's air rights to foil Marcus' plan.

And of course, Ali and Jack fell in love along the story, which added romance into the film. Original soundtracks with a fantastic theme, IT IS A MUST WATCH

Guys watch out for Christina. She's smokin hot!

Girls, watch out for Jack. He's the MAN!

Review: Absolutely undoubtedly 5 stars. The movie totally nailed it!

The Passion of the Christ movie review

2011-03-20T21:09:00.006+08:00

Now this is one movie that had so many positive reviews (as in a good movie) but I quite haven't had the chance to actually watch it. But thank God I did have that chance. And it is certified to be a 5 star movie, most probably one of the best film you mustn't miss in your lifetime.

Now since I'm not very good in Christianity nor well verse in the bible, this review of synopsis is based purely on Wikipedia.

It seems that the whole story is based on the last 12 hours of Jesus' life beginning with the Agony in the Garden, where sometime after The Last Supper, Jesus took a walk in the garden and prayed to God while his followers were asleep. Never did he knew, that one of his followers, Judas, has secretly betrayed him to the temple guards and led to his arrest not long after.

As the guards move in to arrest Jesus, Peter cuts off the ear of Malchus, but Jesus heals the ear. The temple guards arrested Jesus, while his followers flee. Jesus was brought and questioned by Caiaphas, the Jewish high priest. After admitting himself as the son of God, Jesus was brought to Pontius Pilate, the prefect of the Roman province of Judea, to be demanded to be crucified by the people.

Pontius felt that it was harsh to crucify Jesus, instead he chose to chastise Jesus and to set him free. But after scourging Jesus, the crowds still wanted Jesus to be crucified. Pontius had no choice but to give in.

A lot happened along the way to the crucification, but at last when Jesus died while crucified, a drop of rain fell from the heavens, causing an earthquake and wrecking the Jewish temple and rips the cloth covering the Holy of Holies in two, to the horror of Caiaphas and the other priests. Satan is then shown screaming in defeat. The story ends with Jesus rising from the dead and exiting his tomb.

Although the film is not in English and is in reconstructed Aramic, Latin and Hebrew, with the help of subtitles, one can surely understands how the plot is going. You don't need to be a Christian to enjoy the film...

And my, the scene where Jesus was chastised... Ouch~!!!!!

Jesus being chastised

Crucified....

Be sure to watch it...

Lara 梁心頤小樹

2011-03-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

Seriously I think I am falling for Lara's song... She has such a SWEET voice... Amazing..

一起种的小树全心全意照顾
为何他的绿叶留不住
我们像那棵树无绿尽就干枯
难道努力不一定幸福

还爱你却无能为力
没养分爱化为泪滴
心碎像落叶满地
痛都还来不及

还爱你但无能为力
只能静静看你离去
原来爱死了可以没有原因

沉默凋零从前杂草布满心田
腐化我们说好的永远
期待整个无奈你却仍不明白
爱不是用眼泪来灌溉

还爱你却无能为力
没养分爱化为泪滴
心碎像落叶满地
痛都还来不及

还爱你但无能为力
只能静静看你离去
原来爱死了可以没有原因

还爱你却无能为力
没养分爱化为泪滴
心碎像落叶满地
痛都还来不及

还爱你但无能为力
只能静静看你离去
原来爱死了可以没有原因

The Reason- Hoobastanks

2011-03-13T17:03:00.002+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I tried forgetting you. And suddenly, all the hard work and self-discipline I have adhered too vanished into thin air. I became restless, tired, always wanting to escape from the real world. I indulge into hypersomnia. I slept like there was no tomorrow. Yet every time I wake up, I knew I had to face this bitter world that the fact you don't give me a single response. I thought that maybe if I let things be for a while, I could actually succeed. Last night I dreamed of you and the old wounds started to break. I'd know telling you this won't mean a thing.

But just remember, for the time being, you are always The Reason.

When Disaster Strikes

2011-03-12T18:07:00.005+08:00

When disaster strikes, you'll get people all around the world saying they'll pray this and pray that etc.

Note that I am not a religious person. I've give up the fact that God created this world and my fore fathers. I would rather believe the Infinite Monkey Theorem rather than the Watchmaker Anology . However, do not get me wrong that I do not respect other religion. I am actually fascinated by each religion's studies and believes. So I hope you respect my believes too.

One thing I perceive about praying is, even if it is miraculous, no natural disasters would have occurred. Everyday around the world, people prayed, but to what extent must we pray so that we were to avoid "God's Fury"? God was never angry. It was we who reap what we sow. Or probably the destruction of the world is just a ticking time bomb, predicted way back since the Mayans.

Even if praying grants you God's blessing, to pray for something good to happen when a catastrophic event has occurred, only makes thing more impossible. Praying does not turn back the time to avoid an apocalypse, nor does it reduce a full power effect of it. What has happened has happened. Even God can't turn back the time to save us.

If we were to pray, we should have start by doing it EVERYDAY! But do we actually PRAY everyday??? This question's crossfire is of course out of range for the Muslims and Christians, whom I know pray daily and in fact very often. The urge of reaching out to God, when all else fail, is simply humorous. God is not someone you can lean onto when you need Him and someone that does not even appear on your thoughts when you do not need Him.

At least, that is my perception on God.

Praying was never about lamentations to God to reduce a burden or pain endured in life. Nor is it about seek gratification for the lust and desire that one has on his or her mind. It is a personal belief to seek will and strength to cope with the obstacles that we face in life.

How is it possible, that animals in the wild with no religious expertise or believes, are granted with the unique ability to sense danger or natural disasters, sometimes making such a huge migration to evade them, while us humans, the race and organisms blessed by God with intelligence at the top most pinnacle, must rely on Science and Technology to even sense a tsunami in the making?

Food for thought...

*note: I haven't said a single word on praying since mega quake hits Japan. Nor am I going to pray for that, I presume. I too have relatives there. All I can do is actually HOPE, that everyone is safe, for those who are trying to escape Death, actually does escape, and for Japan, to quickly rebuild and resume it's daily events normally.

My Point of View

2011-03-08T22:44:00.007+08:00

Now, how to begin? Apart from the "different people have different point of views" cliche.

Let's just begin. No doubt. Adults always think they are right. Most of the time, yes, but not always. Even when you pit an adult against another adult, there would surely be a difference. One may be right and one, might not be that right. But if you were to pit that adult with a less "wise" compared to a younger person, let's say a son versus a father, you would still end up with a situation where the son follows the father's plan or advice, even though from a 3rd person's point of view, we know that the son's perspectives, is some how more acceptable.

Somehow it is quite random for me to come up with such a post. However, there is a reason behind each and every post I write. Even for the random-est post have their reasons.

Night time or the time before I sleep is when my brains starts thinking, brainstorming. And yeah, this happened yesterday before I was about to drift off. It's a bit sensitive, since it is something quite personal.

I'm in KL, staying with my aunts. One aunt provides the accommodation, one provides the meals. And paying them the rent and money for meals monthly can be a hassle.

Well, a little bit. I don't mind going to the mall to withdraw money and pay them personally. But hmm.. not for my dad. He practically freaks out when I haven't paid one of my aunt's rent.

Yes, as a tenant, it is your duty to pay rents on time. But considering that my account is dried up, and the money that my parents just transferred in just got through, I shouldn't be the one to be blamed, correct? At least with a 10 day limit to pay up the rent, won't make me a lousy tenant right?

And when it comes to accounts and money, not that I do not trust people. It's just that I see business the traditional way. You pay, he or she receives, and you get what you want.

Yeah, asking my aunt to straight away withdraw money from MY account seems to save me from hassles and troubles. But I rather go through the hassle and pay her the right way. Paying face to face somehow leaves a permanent mark that you actually clear a debt or whatever, and it does shows respect to both parties.

Yeah it's impossible for big and humongous business transactions to be paid face to face, but hey, even in sports competition, winners get to receive mock cheques from organizers.

So now you get what I mean?

But still, yet again, since I am my dad's son, and I somehow dislike arguing, I guess I'd rather keep my mouth shut, and do things HIS way.

After all, I just need to pay another 3 times of rent and I'm OUTTA HERE KL!!!

*note: Not that my dad is not smart. He is in fact one of the smartest guy I've known. And I bet he is surely smarter than YOURS! XD But then again, he is human, and he is not smart in every single thing on this planet. ;) Just that probably in this situation, he has his points and I have mine, which I deem more acceptable. Now don't cha think so? XD

A Blog Activist's Tale With Raja Petra Kamarudin

2011-03-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

For the 1st time, you'll see a political post or video on my blog... Enjoy, and maybe realize the real situation... =)

唱歌

2011-03-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

其实hor，如果你们真的不知道，我hor，很爱唱歌。

而且奇怪的是，我不是从小就喜欢唱歌的。我开始喜欢唱歌的时候，应该是form 5吧！那时候，很heng周杰伦啊，王力宏啊。So 有听歌，就automatic会唱了lor。可是那时候唱。都是在厕所唱。唱给自己听。

我也不知道自己唱得好不好听。自己是觉得okay lar。没有走音走到很厉害，或者是唱的时候给人家骂：“shut up!" 还是说：“玻璃要裂了” So 就当作是可以听啦... WAHAHA!

第一次真正有人叫我唱歌给他听的，其实是男生。不要误会。我们不是gay。他是我在NS，算是好朋友吧。不过现在没有联络了。一开始我还说他siao 的。叫我唱歌给他听。他就说NS很闲的时候，没有歌听，就叫我唱咯。那时候周杰伦的rap歌我又背完整首。给人家当神拜。所以就这样一次两次，他又介绍我给他的朋友。就这样，开始慢慢唱歌给人家听。

过后，第一次唱K的时候是还没进大学预科班(matriks) 的时候。那时候还呆在Hua Lian 打算读Form 6。就有一次给朋友jio去唱K。第一次真的很怕，因为没有唱过mar... 还记得第一首歌是《蜗牛》。害怕到还没唱K之间，都在家练习... 哈哈... 想回去都觉得好笑!

唱了第一次，就会有第二次。也会有第三第四次。Ok lor。就这样，我就喜欢唱歌了。

现在就讲，我为什么会爱唱歌。刚才是讲喜欢罢了。

就在Matriks的时候，喜欢上一位女生lor。喜欢了就追咯是不是？但是hor，那时候她有男朋友。就很sad和down咯。我不喜欢做第三者的。但是又对她很好，好像让自己越掉越深。那时候刚好是Martiks的Pesta Tanglung。爽爽跑去audition却被选中表演。让她知道我会唱歌，她就叫我唱歌给她听... 就唱了《安静》给她听。Live。

《安静》
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

那天晚上，真的很down。而且也说明了为什么选要唱这首歌。又感动到她。但她也很感谢，因为我做了对的选择。但在把故事fast forward一下，她跟她男朋友分手后，我们的感情真的有所进步。还没来得及把对她的感情灭掉，它已hot了起来。

跟她暧昧到很深。时常唱歌给她听。唱歌，似乎已变成我述说我感情的方式。当我唱歌给她听的时候，我不会怕走音，不会怕难听。每一句，每一粒音符我都把感情放下去。让她听得甜蜜蜜，让她觉得，原来一位喜欢她的男生唱歌给她听，是那么爽的。不是每一个男生都会唱歌给女朋友听的leh! 唱歌给一个你喜欢的人，就是那么的有成就感。就算是对着电话唱，也知道她在电话的另一边是眯着眼笑着。

那是Martiks的故事。虽然，我们并没有真正开始过一段恋情，但是，喜欢一个人，就有那种要唱歌给她听的习惯，已autosave了。所以，要知道我自己到底喜不喜欢一位女生，很容易。就看我愿不愿意，为她献歌献丑。就那么的简单。

自从Matriks的那位女生到现在，我还以为，那个要以心中的那首歌来述说对一位女生的感情以离我而去。已经很久没有那个感觉了。

直到我遇见妳，那个感觉又回来了...

你愿不愿意，听我唱歌吗？

*注：我没说我唱歌好听。只是说不会难听。不要以为我很beh pai seh 啊！！！ XD

Listen

2011-03-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

This is an old song. Yes. I was damn ulu back that time. I admit that I have only heard of it THIS YEAR (OMG! I'm from Mars). But guess what, it instantly became one of the songs that I will never skip while it plays...

So here it is... Happy LISTENing...

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen oooh
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known -

Oh

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm free now and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have know

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start
But I will complete -

Oh, Oh

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
My own

Oh yeah, I L-O-V-E Charice's cover!!!! And seriously mesmerized by her voice and talent!!!!

Dumb

2011-02-27T12:19:00.001+08:00

Okay I dunno why I started liking rap

It’s like a poison that spreads you need not to adapt

And it does not need to sound nice or even freaking rhyme

All you need is a fast mouth to catch the beat and time

It all started writing poetry for the sake of writing poetry

And then I started listening to Eminem and then life got crazy

And never thought that loving you made me more crazy

But the cold shoulder you gave me made me fall into the abyss

Is it the feelings I conveyed to you on January the 3^rd?

Or is it the sonnet I wrote to you on freakin Valentine?

Or is it the constant care that you treated as a freak’s harassment?

You make me sound like a fool for everything I do I am wrong

Do you remember the times when we would chat endlessly?

Or the times I would wait blindly for you to even appear online

Cause now the only freaking thing I think I am waiting

Is a backlash from you that’s gonna slap me real hard in the face

Did I talk too much, no no heck we’re like strangers now

Did I give too much? Heck you’d push back everything I tried to give

Know that loving you was never a choice for me

But for treating me as a friend or a jerk, you choose the latter for me

So now what, my life is in topsy turvy

I dunno how to get you off my f*cking mind oh God help me

Sometimes I feel it’s better to sleep and have nightmares

But the damning fact is that nightmares wake me up to reality

Where I know every single message goes without a reply

And every single comment on your status goes to your blind eye

I tried to be casual, normal and friendly

But at the end of the day, you’d still f*cking ignoring me

Note that I never say I love you or I miss you all those truths

Cause I know it don’t matter you aren’t even treating me as a normal friend to start with

Normal conversations break off as if I’m talking to the wall

Oh no wait, I forgot, Bruno says it is me talking to the moon

If a total erase is what you want

Then tell me in the face, don’t act like I’m invisible, and I’ll give you what you want

I don’t know what a silent treatment holds

Just say:”F*CK OFF!” and I’ll disappear and letting you go…

COOL? XD

Food For Thought On Reality (Love)

2011-02-26T22:22:00.007+08:00

It is a fact, that the University is the best place to find a soul mate. If you graduate as a bachelor (for guys), chances are you will stay single for quite some time (even forever!)... So yeah... I have to admit... I am desperate... But if it is fated that I will be single for the rest of my life, I'd accept, but not without giving in a fight. For girls it's okay, as long as if you have the looks, you needn't care about being single for your life...

Well maybe some of you might say that there are better chances while working. You may be right, if you have been in the working society yourself and witnessed it. I on the other hand, am currently undergoing my industrial training, or simply internship, has found that this statement of better chance during working is absolutely W-R-O-N-G. Not only there are a freaking damn few choices, hark you would even regret for not finding one in the University. It’s that sad. And to think of it, you would be so busy working that the only time you have to find a soul mate is just looking at her. You’d still need to court, this and that, and also consider her relationship status availability.

At the university, who cares? 8 or 9 stones out of the 10 you throw would surely hit a single and available girl. I won’t talk about looks or preference. It’s too subjective. Heck even if that girl has a boyfriend, it is NOT WRONG at all to go for her. Which line in the law does it state that you can’t play the third party in a relationship? It’s not even morally wrong to begin with! But for me, I honestly don’t like playing bad guy. But if you think she is the one, go for it. The lightning will not strike you for committing a crime.

Where else in a working society, heck that girl you’re eying is maybe close to engagement. And you’re going to break you heart for something ain’t realistic and achievable. Precisely.

And you still think that you can find the princess of your dreams in the working world. If you still think so, good luck. One last point. Even in a working world, you’re not the only guy looking for a soul mate. The battle just gets a little fiercer… ;) Don't forget there ARE a lot of single guys who failed finding a girl at the University...

My advice, get your arses working. Go get the girl that you’ve been thinking of. Even if she has a boy friend, go for it, if you really like her. There is no rights and wrongs in love.

Only the best man wins… He who wins, wins all

And for those who wanna question me on my situation, I too have tried. Heck I'd even sacrifice everything. My current situation, is like a game of lousy poker. No trump cards. No royal flush, no one of a kind, no pairs. Nada. Just bunch of lousy cards. But I'd thrown in every chip I have, all in (yeah I'm that crazy).

No way there is a way of winning, but I'd still go all in. The only chance I have is, touching the girl's heart with my stupidity and idiocy that she would fold her cards and let me win...

Oh man.. I am such a lousy poker player... >.<

Perfect Nightmare

2011-02-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it, I already know I don't deserve it, but if it's from you I don't mind hurting, This is my perfect nightmare, so when will I wake up and scream no way?

Perhaps I won't. My life would be in eternal nightmare if that should be the case. But if you're in it, I don't mind and don't give a damn! =)

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell her goodbye
Sometimes I should but
Sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that its wrong
Sometimes I hate sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But its okay I just got to pay (yeah)

And I don't ever wanna leave em' alone
They say I'm brain washed but I'm in love with this girl (yeahhh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if its from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way
But if its from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Sometimes I keep it cool
Sometimes I let 'em know sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let 'em go but I don't ever wanna leave 'em alone
They say I'm brain washed but I'm in love with this girl (ooooh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if its from you I don't mind hurting
She is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Hopin' she's changing but I'm scared she's not cant see a way to leave her she open'd my eyes and I..

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if its from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if its from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

Sorry Seems To Be Hardest Word

2011-02-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

你喜欢白羊座的人吗?

2011-02-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

白羊座的人――不会随便爱上一个人。

白羊座的人――很专一又很滥情。一旦真正喜欢上一个人就会很致命，一直把你牢记在心。

白羊座的人――很容易被感动。

白羊座的人――很敏感，看似什么都不计较、不细心，其实是在包容你，所以会装作什么都不知道。

白羊座的人――很正义，讨厌虚伪、谎言，讨厌欺骗。

白羊座的人――吃软不吃硬，要知道双鱼座脾气很硬，不会允许别人的不信任和挑战。

白羊座的人――很重感情，只要是真心认定的朋友，都会真心对待。

白羊座的人――很浪漫，最讨厌软弱拖拉的人，更讨厌自以为是的人。

白羊座的人――不习惯主动和别人套近乎。

白羊座的人――决定要做的事，就会坚持到底。

白羊座的人――可以看着喜欢的人转身离开，望着他的背影泪流满面，却不敢开口挽留。

白羊座的人――很开朗，不开心的时候会故意隐藏自己，总是想把自己装的更独立更坚强。

白羊座的人――其实没那么重的生理洁癖，只是精神洁癖更严重。

白羊座的人――表面坚强，嘴巴硬，其实内心很容易受到伤害。

白羊座的人――总是很任性和小孩子气的固执，即使是错，下次还是固执。

白羊座的人――很胆小又害怕失败，但表现出来的都是强悍的一面。

白羊座的人――生气的小事很快就会忘记，不记仇。

白羊座的人――别人对自己的好会铭记于心，有恩必报。

白羊座的人――不善表达自己的情感，所以常常用沉默取代表达。

白羊座的人――最不能接受朋友的不信任、出卖和背叛。

白羊座的人――现在的生活很迷茫，找不到出口，但对未来坚定而充满希望。

Valentine's

2011-02-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

Black are her eyes, black as ebony

Black but with a sparkle that captures me

Her hair are of amber flowing down naturally

Concealing the face every man would die to see

Yes thou aren’t the fairest of them all

But then again, you made me stutter and fall

Beauty and fair should never be put together

Cos when comes beauty there is no other

The times that we’ve met can be counted

The conversations we’ve had even more limited

So don’t ask me why I fell for you

Even me myself don’t have a clue

We’ve been chatting less lately

Maybe you’re busy, maybe afraid of me

Afraid that you’re irritated by me

I suppress the urge to talk with you forcefully

Sometimes I just can’t sit still in my cell

When I know that you are unwell

Pardon me for being a busy body

I meant only to concern, care and worry

Last of all, grant me an apology

Was told to rub you off, I didn’t, sorry;

Even if I try, it’s going to be very hard

To forget someone etched deep in my heart.

I know I gave you a shock when I told you about “that thing”. I’m sorry. I know that I’m no hot handsome guy, nor do I have talents and skills that would sweep you off your feet.

And I’m no prince clad in shining armour to take you off to a castle.

I’m just a normal guy, who fell for the most amazing girl in my life… =)

我爱的人...

2011-02-13T14:47:00.001+08:00

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说"我们"
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说"我们"
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

兔年

2011-02-01T15:58:00.005+08:00

虎年行好运。那是一年前的祝贺。很快就要新年了。兔年到了！时间还真的过得很快！

在这里祝福每一位身体健康，万事如意，恭喜发财。第200张发帖... 我的部落格在慢慢长大了 =D

Still have fond memories of last year's Chines New Year. Last year's celebration was still fresh in my mind. Never thought time flew passed me like a breeze. Yet a lot has passed. It's normal to look back on the happy times, approximately one year ago. On such joyous occasion, one is sure to ponder and look back, cherish the moments. My time as a small boy is running out. But I want to hold on to every second of it, even though I know, it is impossible.

Still, the choice of living is mine to decide. I would be the same small boy that I love to be, until someone changes me, or till I meet someone who I am willing to change for... =)

Happy Chinese New Year. And may everyone enjoy the year of the Rabbit. Treasure the present, cos it will be the year of the Dragon, very very soon!

200th post for my blog. It's growing and getting bigger! =)

Total Eclipse Of The Heart

2011-01-25T23:09:00.006+08:00

Used to dislike this song. But am now loving it! Powerful, nice lyrics, and full of... sadness?

(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit lonely
and you're never coming around
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit nervous
that the best of all the years have gone by
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit terrified
and then I see the look in your eyes
(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

The Poem Bug

2011-01-18T23:29:00.005+08:00

I got bitten by the poem bug
It is on purpose, not random or luck
It makes my hands flow with poems
Or wacky sentences, with rhymes and rhythms

It all started with nothing to do
Then this idea pop out of the blue
Why not write something about me
Write it as in writing it in poetry!

Through the years, the poems flow
As the size of my blog posts grow
Thoughts, stories or random ramblings
Problems, conflicts and even sweet tidings

Once again, the mood is back
As I pull these works out of my bag
Why it's back, I need not mention
Thanks to "her", she's my inspiration.

Waking Up

2011-01-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

Waking up is the hardest thing to do
In dreams I'm king while reality a fool
Life so empty while I wished it was full
But what to do, I ain't got a clue.

Waking up is the hardest thing to face
Life is complicated like mind bending maze
One must be up to the challenge and craze
Or else you'll be stucked, stunned and fazed.

Waking up is the hardest thing to swallow
Cos the fruits you reap might not be mellow
Doesn't matter even your sweat pours and flow
Heartbroken you are like an arrow from a bow

Waking up is the hardest thing to admit
Cos anything about me, you don't give a damn shit
But why oh why does my feeble heart beat
Maybe it's possible, that our hearts may meet...

On Horoscopes - The 13th - Ophiucus

2011-01-16T23:08:00.007+08:00

Another post on horoscopes. Although I state it clear again, that I don't really believe in them, but I do think, that they do play a part in life. A small part. A part we call, FATE.

Now recently, there is a controversy. The 13th zodiac, Ophiucus, arises and somehow thwarts our believe in our original horoscopes. There might be a shift and breakdown of the calender, causing some of us to a changed horoscope.

Ophiucus, the snake annoyer. Guess he's annoyed plenty of you people.. XD

I know many people are kinda sad with this situation. Some even distress. I'm not saying that you should not be. Hell I'm a proud Aries myself, and suddenly you want me to be a Pisces? Be a fishy guy? NO WAY! I'm a sheep for life. A CUTE ONE TOO! XD

But when it comes to luck, destiny, I do not believe a single thing about it. Okay when it comes to prevention, I somehow earmark it. Hell I do not even read the daily horoscopes now like I used to. But I'd do go through the yearly one's if they are posted on Facebook.

Why I don't believe? Why should you not believe too much of it? Each horoscope spans for around 1 month. So that means you share the same fate, luck destiny with all of those who are born in the same month. Okay for you maybe a month is nothing. But logically speaking and making assumptions, you WILL share the same fate with 1/12 the population of the entire Earth's population. If you picked up a 5 dollar bill today because of your luck, does that mean the rest of the 1/12 population will pick up money too? Think again.

Many people think that greatness is born with life. If you are born a leader, you will be a leader. EXCEPTION HERE! I'm the odd Aries who prefers to be a follower rather a leader. I'm not the one with fiery temper that would be ablaze easily you to hell everytime you piss me (but please don't make me angry, that would be the last thing you'd wanna do XD).

Yes. Every horoscope has its own strengths, and weakness. So what if I were to changed and improved on my weaknesses. Will that make me an alien of all the Aries? Would I need to change my horoscope to the one's that fit my new personality? No. I'm born as an Aries. I will die as one too. No matter how I may "mutate" as I improve or change in my whole life.

Some people rely on their horoscopes to shape their personality. I wouldn't say that it is wrong. But to actually want to act like the mold of your horoscope is actually quite dumb and illogical. If your horoscope signals today as a day where you'll have a windfall, would you invest your money into competitions, or bet them and really believe in luck? Or maybe you'll spent your whole day searching the ground for that 10 cents to justify the horoscope's claim?

No doubt luck plays a role in life. But one's destiny and course can be easily altered, if you realise how great you can be. Be the master of your life, and not let others be your master. Aladdin would not have be a prince if he continued his life as a street rat. He need not be a brave courageous Aries to be the hero that in the end vanquish Jaafar and be Jasmine's fiance. So does Hercules.

Aladdin. Brave, courageous. One of my favourite characters =)

Always remember. Winners make their own luck. Random luck can be do without. But when it comes around, be sure to HOLD IT TIGHT and make the use of it!

星座-王力宏

2011-01-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Look carefully... XD



山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化

如果说女人才十二种不同
爱情不会给我二十年的头痛
那么心动之前记得开口
问一问星座才能进攻
可惜感情远比星星复杂
身在其中换做谁都无法自拔
一肚子的疑惑谁能回答
爱情印正在星座神话

信不信心诚则灵
天空把答案都藏的好美丽
倒可以多点信心
我为了了解爱的神秘下定决心
谁中意星座话题
快告诉我山羊女应该怎么搞定
可惜好像没有机会
bala bala bala now wait

山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化

古老的发明如今疯狂流行
是否因为太多人曾为爱伤心
不期望爱只是需要机会
宁可牺牲一切甚至是命
努力研究魔羯座找寻线索
该怎么说该怎么做该怎么掌握
像个学生一样努力用功
下次爱情能一路顺风

信不信心诚则灵
天空把答案都藏的好美丽
倒可以多点信心
我为了了解爱的神秘下定决心
谁中意星座话题
快告诉我山羊女应该怎么搞定
可惜好像没有机会
可是我还是在坚定

ok 大家知道了吗
其实很简单
我那所谓的她的星座我讲过了,
知道吗?
不知道
what
讲过了
但是
ok ok ok 我再说一次
come on 大家听清楚 come on

山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座(oh)
金牛双子巨蟹座(我不懂这些星座问题女人的话题)
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座(oh)
金牛双子巨蟹座(魔羯座是她的星座)

He Is The Dark Knight

2011-01-11T23:29:00.004+08:00

A bat sign aloft the dark sky,
A shriek of terror, a distress cry;
A flutter approaching evil's legion,
A black bat silhouette, Gotham's guardian.

Peace and justice always disrupted
Fighting for it this man knows no tired
Be it the Joker, Riddler, or Penguin Man
The cape crusader vanquishes them at the end

Still some who perceived him as the villain
Blamed for crimes, slaughter and disdain;
Yet he took the blames without complain,
And took no praise, no accolades gain.

Everytime when the signal is lighted,
Fear not that it may not be sighted;
Bad guys out there, better flee and flight
You'll have no chance against Gotham's Dark Knight

What happened last week?

2011-01-10T23:22:00.013+08:00

A week has passed since the start of my new life at KL. It's my internship semester. I'm 'lucky' to say that I was chosen to join food manufacturing giants Macfood, who are solely in charge of Mcdonald's franchise raw ingredients all over Malaysia, Singapore, Middle East and some other countries as well... Think of the capability and the production volume to cater for such a humongous market!

As I had promised myself, more photos! ORIGNAL SELF TAKEN PHOTOS! Let the pictures do the talking ;)

The dress code to enter the production line. It's a must to obey the GMP (Good Manufacturing Process)

One of the trial project which I'm involved in. It's called the lettuce head soak. I call it the head shower. XD Temperature of chilled water at 4 degress Celsius!

LETTUCE! The shreds that you find inside every McDonald's burger. Handpicked and packed. ALL TOUCHED BY ME!!! XD

Proof that it's all done by hand...

I did not have the chance to take photos from the burger and chicken patty line. Hopefully in the future! More photos can be found here

Weekend was also well spent. Saturday morning was a hiking trip up Bukit Saga. Surely one of the most challenging hikes of my life! No photos are available as bringing a phone on a hiking trip is sometimes a burden... Up there, are retired oldies who enjoyed nature's gift. They built simple huts up there, and lived half of their days on top. Ah, what a way to live a retired life!!

Then Sunday was a trip to Ampang TTDI, where a housing project is on it's final touch ups. Managed to snap a few wonder photos from a model house...

One of the bedrooms...

The TV room or lounge on the second floor

The master bedroom (only a portion of it!)

The cute baby room~!! *personally like it a lot!

Study room

seashell themed second floor... beautiful!

A shot of the garden surrounding the house

What a well spent week it was. It was also hectic, but at least, that week, definitely opened my eyes and senses!! =)

More to come, more to share! Stay tuned!

Something About Love

2011-01-09T23:54:00.005+08:00

Last week. Exactly last week. I did something. Something that requires much bravery. And stupidity. Confessing a feeling. Even though I knew, chances of failure, was imminent.

I gave her a shock. She probably did not see that coming. Neither did I, if I were to flashback time. I'd never thought, it would be her. Constantly appearing on my mind.

I'd never knew that, this poison, this virus, was so contagious, when my Kaspersky Bachelor Sercurity was expired and I did not install a new one. My system IS infected.

However, sad to say that she wasn't in. She apologised. Told me to forget her. Rubbed her off my mind.

As if I could. As if this kind of things can be nullified. As if my brain is a computer. I did not argue. But I had many to say.

You called me to rub you off. You said there was no chemistry. I can't deny, nor can I agree. If I were proud enough to ask back, I could have ask you to rub the "him" off your mind too. If there was chemistry between you both, something will have happened. Where is that something? Is it God's fate that you're waiting for?

I do not know whether that something between you and "him" on your mind will happen or not. But you knew that we had 0%. Total failure. Nothing. No end product. Nada. Seems like you know me a lot, while the truth is, I may know you more than you know me, yet still will not say that I've known the real you.

I'm not angry. Nor am I challenging you. And I do not want to change your point of view. It's your choice to choose the best. So far I'm the worst when it comes to this kind of things (0% success rate my entire life). But the way you say it, is like sending me to a hangman's noose without a question. Like I'm a destined loser.

I'm not also calling you to give hope either. But at least, a chance to prove. That's all.

I have you deep inside my mind now, but that doesn't mean that you're gonna be the one of my life. Anything could happen. Hell I may even get a foreigner as my future wife. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN. But we can't be sure that what will or will not happen. That's my point."

But then again, I do not object your point of view or ways to handle this matter. Nor do I want you to change. This post is just to express my views. Nothing more...

If everything in this world is fated by God, even if I'd really believe in Him, I'd be mad at him. He'd fated me to be broken up to pieces everytime when such matters arise. I'd rather have one time to learn through the process of a relationship rather than learning everytime I flop.

I know chances are as thin as a thread. Getting you is like finding a needle through a haystack. But I asked myself the same question again, everytime I fail. And I stick to the principals:

"You do not have to be together with someone when you like him or her. What truly matters is his or her happiness."

I'd wish for your ultimate happiness, like every princess in fairytales, for your bliss to be immortalized, for him to be your knight in shining armour. Even though I may end up in broken pieces again, I DO NOT CARE.

It is your happiness, and my heartbreak, to make my feelings, TRUE!

If God gave me a wish right now, I'd wish for that guy to be living happily ever after with you. I wouldn't wish that I was that guy. Funny huh. Guess I myself destined myself to be a loser.

XD

Life's Greatest Challenge

2011-01-05T22:50:00.004+08:00

What is life's greatest challenge? Many people have their own views. Some may think becoming a millionaire. Some may think becoming a nation's leader. Some with lower aspirations, but also great dreams.

Everyone's dream depends on his or her limits. For a successful entrepreneur, earning 1k per day would be horrendous. But for a teacher or a normal clerk, it would always be a dream. Yeah an impossible dream, to get a daily salary like that.

Not to say that most people or some people do not have great dreams. Mind my words. Everyone's dreams and targets depend on their capabilities.

For me, life's greatest challenge, is nonetheless waking up every morning. Yes. Waking up from sleep. Waking up into the bitter reality, where you are nothing when you haven't achieve anything. Waking up to the endless problems ahead of you, obstacles that lie ahead unseen. After you're done and fully awake, you're ready to rule the world, and make your sweet dreams, a reality.. =D

I have no great dreams. But I do have my own dreams. Dreams that are so sweet, that I'd give up anything to make it a reality. I'm giving all I have.

Please, do come TRUE!

When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you..

It's still there

2011-01-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

Although it is a failure, but a failure is the start of another action.

Phase 2....

I won't give up. I can't give up. Too much to lose. Too much at stake.

Diaries Of The Untold

Happy Chinese New Year

Study Week

Of The "F" word and Profanities

2012 New Year Resolution

:)

K-pop - Rising Music Genre

Sick Of "IT"

We Got Married - YongSeo Couple

200 days

On What Happened on the Bridge

Counting Down to The Penang Bridge Marathon 2011

You Know You ARE a SONE

In Time - What It Taught Me

My Degree :D

Love Quote

Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez

Uncertain

如果...

Principles

我想当一封信息

New

Stop and Start

Girl, girl, girl~!!!

Thought of The Day

Mowing The Grass

Thought of The Day

The Hobbit - An Unexpected Journey

BERSIH [2.0]

Black And White - G.NA

zomok bu shi leh! =(

条件？ Requisitos?

Insomnia - Whee Sung

Will You Marry Me - Lee Seung Gi

Grenade Remix ft Lil Wayne

Chinese Proverbs and Idioms

UEFA Champions League 2010-2011 Season Finale Review - F.C. Barcelona versus Manchester United F.C.

Evolution, or Mutation?

Home

Pirates Of The Caribbean IV - On Stranger's Tide Review

Amazed - Lonestar

-Untitled-

Grenade - Bruno Mars (Piano Arrangement)

妳不知道的事

What I dislike and perhaps hate

Hello - Lionel Richie

长情，还是笨？

Of You

Reasons Why McDonalds beat KFC - A noob's point of view

二十一岁的最后一天。My last day as a 21 year old

Earth Hour 2011

I Dreamed a Dream

Burlesque

The Passion of the Christ movie review

Lara 梁心頤 小樹

The Reason- Hoobastanks

When Disaster Strikes

My Point of View

A Blog Activist's Tale With Raja Petra Kamarudin

唱歌

Listen

Dumb

Food For Thought On Reality (Love)

Perfect Nightmare

Sorry Seems To Be Hardest Word

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