What is not told is the untold, so how can something not untold be not told or in other words, be untold? Somethings are untold when they have been told but you thought the told was untold or it passed by unheard or it really was, untold...
If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I need not suffer the delusion of thinking of you day and night, nor wait until I wear out my strength till the day we meet ; If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I'm scared of losing my mind if I can't have you, I'm terrified of the day that you might leave me even if we should be together, If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I will need not be jealous, and envious of all the girls/ guys that swarm around you... Even if I have a choice not love you, and even if it's gonna end up good, I know I'm still gonna fall in love in you. Without you, no matter how good it will be, it will always be meaningless...
OMG who ever thought of this quote is WIN... EPIC !
It is a fact, that the University is the best place to find a soul mate. If you graduate as a bachelor (for guys), chances are you will stay single for quite some time (even forever!)... So yeah... I have to admit... I am desperate... But if it is fated that I will be single for the rest of my life, I'd accept, but not without giving in a fight. For girls it's okay, as long as if you have the looks, you needn't care about being single for your life...
Well maybe some of you might say that there are better chances while working. You may be right, if you have been in the working society yourself and witnessed it. I on the other hand, am currently undergoing my industrial training, or simply internship, has found that this statement of better chance during working is absolutely W-R-O-N-G. Not only there are a freaking damn few choices, hark you would even regret for not finding one in the University. It’s that sad. And to think of it, you would be so busy working that the only time you have to find a soul mate is just looking at her. You’d still need to court, this and that, and also consider her relationship status availability.
At the university, who cares? 8 or 9 stones out of the 10 you throw would surely hit a single and available girl. I won’t talk about looks or preference. It’s too subjective. Heck even if that girl has a boyfriend, it is NOT WRONG at all to go for her. Which line in the law does it state that you can’t play the third party in a relationship? It’s not even morally wrong to begin with! But for me, I honestly don’t like playing bad guy. But if you think she is the one, go for it. The lightning will not strike you for committing a crime.
Where else in a working society, heck that girl you’re eying is maybe close to engagement. And you’re going to break you heart for something ain’t realistic and achievable. Precisely.
And you still think that you can find the princess of your dreams in the working world. If you still think so, good luck. One last point. Even in a working world, you’re not the only guy looking for a soul mate. The battle just gets a little fiercer… ;) Don't forget there ARE a lot of single guys who failed finding a girl at the University...
My advice, get your arses working. Go get the girl that you’ve been thinking of. Even if she has a boy friend, go for it, if you really like her. There is no rights and wrongs in love.
Only the best man wins… He who wins, wins all
And for those who wanna question me on my situation, I too have tried. Heck I'd even sacrifice everything. My current situation, is like a game of lousy poker. No trump cards. No royal flush, no one of a kind, no pairs. Nada. Just bunch of lousy cards. But I'd thrown in every chip I have, all in (yeah I'm that crazy).
No way there is a way of winning, but I'd still go all in. The only chance I have is, touching the girl's heart with my stupidity and idiocy that she would fold her cards and let me win...
I know I gave you a shock when I told you about “that thing”. I’m sorry. I know that I’m no hot handsome guy, nor do I have talents and skills that would sweep you off your feet.
And I’m no prince clad in shining armour to take you off to a castle.
I’m just a normal guy, who fell for the most amazing girl in my life… =)
Can a "lame" property stay un-sold for one semester? Can the buyer, be interested in it for one semester before inquiring for a purchase?
Lame because the owner appraised it too low. It's hot property from what I, the buyer sees it. This is THE ONE. How sure I am? Sometimes in such situation, it's the guts and faith that tells you what to do. That doing this something insane or crazy, is definitely worth it...
I don't know how many out there are eying the same property as I do. But I do know that I'm not the only buyer interested. And the bad part is, I'm unknown to the other buyers. How many, who's in a better position... This and that. Nada. Zero. I only know my own situation.
As I did mention in my previous post, I can only hope it stays un-sold. To wish it to stay un-sold, would be plain selfish. I have to understand the basics. The best buyer always win. It need not be the richest, or the highest bid. The one who succeed, is hence the best.
Yes. I have been out of the transfer market for like ages. Every time I kept out was because of the wrong choice.
But this is the one, that I know once I give up, it would be hard to find another similar one. Let alone a better one...
Cos it's a hot property. And every buyer, would be interested.
The only thing I can do now, is sit back and observe, for 9 effing months, as I monitor the progress of the property...
Another freakin post in Chinese. Pardon me cause I think when it comes to love and relationship, some how it's better to be written in Chinese, despite the fact my Chinese sucks and I hate writing in Chinese. 爱情之所以甜蜜，不是自己去体会它有多甜；而是尽力地让对方觉得，它有多甜... =)
If you are looking for something regarding anti-virus, you can navigate away right now...
Back to the main topic
Yes. I currently have this anti-relationship software installed, since the "last nightmare". I vowed never to get hurt again, vow never to do something stupid again, and cry for nothing.
Good thing about this software is, it gave me 2 years of one hell of a single life. Along the road, there have been crushes, but it all went by and passed by smoothly, just like when you insert an infected thumb drive into your computer, the anti-virus sounds an alarm and most of the time, succeeds in removing the malicious malware.
Bad thing is, I feel that it's expiry date is around the corner...
Worse part of it, I think I found a "virus", who I would willingly let it take over my system...
Okay, I watched this like 2 weeks ago. But since Lee Hom Wang is my idol. My one and only Mandarin Idol (我的唯一 XD）I think he deserves a spot on my blog, since that I haven't been blogging anything about him!
The movie is about a pop star 杜明汉（pronounced as Du Ming Han) portrayed by Lee Hom, who saw visions of butterflies when 宋晓青（pronounced as Song Xiao Qing) played her 古筝（Gu Zheng). So weird was the scenario that he stalked her down by posing as a student to enroll in the oriental musical academy.
Not a bad 二胡（Er Hu) player himself, plus with his band guitarist as his sidekick, Ming Han succeeded in joining the team who are to perform in front of the audience. He succeeded in befriending Xiao Qing, and continue to have visions of splendor everytime Xiao Qing played the Gu Zheng.
Through a lecture he found that in Ancient China, there was a sublime Gu Zheng musician named 伯牙（Bo Ya）. Magnificent was his skills, but only one person, 子期（Zi Qi) knew the meaning he conveyed, able to see the images and pictures he sculpted using his music, known as Bo Ya's 知音（Zhi Yin) (Zhi Yin means someone who knows you very well, consider to be your other half in love, but can also be a perfect partner in other aspects). But sadly, after Zi Qi passed away, Bo Ya never played the Gu Zheng again. This led to Ming Han to think that Xiao Qing is his Zhi Yin.
As he got to know Xiao Qing, only did he realised that Xiao Qing had a crush on one of the seniors. Hiding his sadness, he sacrificed a lot for her, even motivated her to be brave and make the first move. Sacrifice as in Ming Han put his super star career on the line as he spent most of his time going AWOL from the actual life he had.
But in the end, Ming Han and Xiao Qing eventually fell in love with each other, but Xiao Qing is still not clear of Ming Han's superstar status. Aftr spending a romantic night under a tree (Yeah it's true!) too bad Ming Han's manager found out what he was up to and forced Ming Han to give up on his disguised life.
And of course, Xiao Qing was heart broken when she found out about this...
But all' well ends well. After hearinf Ming Han's story and felt his sincerity, Ming Han was allowed to rush back to do a promotion for Xiao Qing's musical school, which is owned by her father. After making a dramatic entrance by falling from onto the stage, he played a changed version of Xiao Qing's poem as in the theme of this song, 你不知道的事（Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi）（The Things You Never Knew)
Story ends with Ming Han and Xiao Qing in a relationship, with paparazzi snapping pictures all the way. Finally, Bo Ya and Zi Qi met each other and lived happily ever after...
The theme song, is in my playlist, plus the lyrics and of course, rough translation... =)
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 How many times must a butterfly rub it's eyes 才学会飞行 Then only to learn how to fly 夜空洒满了星星 The night sky is laden with stars 但几颗会落地 But how many will fall down to the ground
我飞行 但你坠落之际 I'm flying, but you're on the ground 很靠近 还听见呼吸 We're so near, I can hear your breath 对不起 我却没捉紧你 I'm sorry, because I did not held you tighly
你不知道我为什么离开你 You never knew why I left you 我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 I will never tell you, no matter how hard you cry 你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地 Your tears are like the raindrops, falling to the earth 在心里清晰 Heard so clearly inside my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心 You never knew why I was so cruel 盘旋在你看不见的高空里 Hovering above the sky where you can never see me 多的是 你不知道的事 So many are the things, you never knew
From today onwards, I'll increase another section of my blog by making short updates on quotes or questions I made up myself. Some are words of wisdom. Some are food for thoughts. Some are critics. It's easy to be in a relationship (for some, not all!), yet it is never easy to really fall deeply in love with someone. Love is always about giving and sacrificing. The day you stop giving, is also the day you stop loving. Our parents(most of them) have passed the test of time and space. Why, do we fail then?
If you are a flower, let me be the bee; If you are a fish, let me be the sea.
If you are a bird, let me be the tree, if you are a dog, let me be the flea.
The wood is kayu The egg is telur, When I think of you, I cannot tidur.
Roses are red, Violets are blue, I'm scared it's too late To let you know i love you.
The moon is blue, White when it's full; I haven't got a clue, On why I fell for you.
I'm not a knight, I don't know how to fight; But I will try with all my might, To keep bad bullies out of your sight!
If it's the dark scary night, Then let me be your guiding light; If it's the shadows that gives you the fright I'm here with you, hold me tight!
A short update after a hectic week with few updates. Some are copied. But most are thought of. A little funny side, topped with a romantic feel ,maybe? =D
I heard this song while driving, and I thought, hey, is Il Divo singing somebody else's song. After Google-ing and Wikipedia-ing, its originally by my all time favourite group... Il Divo... This song, is for the special, her...
I used to think that I was strong I realise now I was wrong Cause everytime I see your face My mind becomes an empty space And with you lying next to me Feels like I can hardly breathe
I close my eyes The moment I surrender to you Let love be blind Innocent and tenderly true So lead me through tonite But please turn out the light Cause I'm lost everytime I look at you
And in the morning when you go Wake me gently so I'll know That loving you was not a dream And whisper softly what it means to be with me Then every moment we're apart Will be a lifetime to my heart
I close my eyes The moment I surrender to you Let love be blind Innocent and tenderly true So lead me through tonight But please turn out the light Cause I'm lost everytime I look at you Lost everytime I look at you~
Do I think of you these days, No matter study, work or play, Yes, I say, it’s a very firm yes, Only thing it’s increasing, not less
I ask myself,
How is every fairy tale’s ending, Prince and princess both embracing. Am I worthy the prince of your dreams Or I’m just the ugly toad unseen it seems
I ask myself,
Why did I ponder and wait, For I thought the feeling would fade Nevertheless, I became aware, I’ve fallen for you, it’s true, I swear
I ask myself,
What is the strength I have in me? To make myself worthy to thee. Never thought I felt so empty How in the world can I match with thee?
As the yellow sun sets from afar Purple velvet sky lit with stars This poem is written for you As your name in this poem I seal.
It took me one year to forget my tragic past. Along the road, I played and took things lightly. It took me almost one year to really found out that there is someone out there, who makes my heart filled with yearning and desire to see her, everyday...
Dear Ong Joo Parn, below are your love test result:
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. You give 75% and expect 25% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend. You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality. You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.
