My Degree :D

What to do when I’m finally done?

In a 4 year degree that was never fun

Living it was like being pointed by a gun

As if I was never gonna see tomorrow’s sun

Never ever am I going back or continue

In this god forsaken expertise or field

For if I do, I’ll probably end up killed

Or the worst, where my life gets sealed

Life was never easy in the beginning

But wait till you see THAT shit whose been waiting

The loads of notes and pressure leave you crying

While the job advancement means actually nothing

Yes they say eating is a heaven, its bliss

But they never know that food production ain’t a sweet kiss

For the working environment is nothing better than piss

As it evaporates your dream clouds into dissipating mists

*I’m so looking forward to my graduation, and then I can kiss degree buh-bye and hasta la vista~!

* I know it sounds very degrading. I don't actually hate it that much. Apart from the stress that's making me abit... wacky? XP

* Writing a poem does not require a hit or inspiration. It's in my blood I realise. Thanks to that god damn years I've spent reading which make thinking of vocabulary that rhymes, not that hard :D

Of You

I just want you to know that,

Love makes even a guy like me lachrymose

Obsession when it comes, in its max and most

Vacant it is not, this heart of mine

Ever longing and waiting for you to find.

You’d probably don’t know how strong it feels

Only to have you in my mind, for real

Upon the wake to my day, till the dreams of my night.

The dreams of you can’t be sweeter

Even if it’s about me and you together

Only making it real would it matter,

Holding back on it, would bring my heart to tatters.

How to let go the reason of them all

Understand that, you're what I will give my all

It is you who will shape me; either I stand or fall.

Just a small crush I say, would be lying

In my heart I know, you’re my everything

Ubiquitous you are, in my heart and mind

No “you” in my life, will make me a blind…

The Poem Bug

I got bitten by the poem bug
It is on purpose, not random or luck
It makes my hands flow with poems
Or wacky sentences, with rhymes and rhythms

It all started with nothing to do
Then this idea pop out of the blue
Why not write something about me
Write it as in writing it in poetry!

Through the years, the poems flow
As the size of my blog posts grow
Thoughts, stories or random ramblings
Problems, conflicts and even sweet tidings

Once again, the mood is back
As I pull these works out of my bag
Why it's back, I need not mention
Thanks to "her", she's my inspiration.

Waking Up

Waking up is the hardest thing to do
In dreams I'm king while reality a fool
Life so empty while I wished it was full
But what to do, I ain't got a clue.

Waking up is the hardest thing to face
Life is complicated like mind bending maze
One must be up to the challenge and craze
Or else you'll be stucked, stunned and fazed.

Waking up is the hardest thing to swallow
Cos the fruits you reap might not be mellow
Doesn't matter even your sweat pours and flow
Heartbroken you are like an arrow from a bow

Waking up is the hardest thing to admit
Cos anything about me, you don't give a damn shit
But why oh why does my feeble heart beat
Maybe it's possible, that our hearts may meet...

He Is The Dark Knight

A bat sign aloft the dark sky,
A shriek of terror, a distress cry;
A flutter approaching evil's legion,
A black bat silhouette, Gotham's guardian.

Peace and justice always disrupted
Fighting for it this man knows no tired
Be it the Joker, Riddler, or Penguin Man
The cape crusader vanquishes them at the end

Still some who perceived him as the villain
Blamed for crimes, slaughter and disdain;
Yet he took the blames without complain,
And took no praise, no accolades gain.

Everytime when the signal is lighted,
Fear not that it may not be sighted;
Bad guys out there, better flee and flight
You'll have no chance against Gotham's Dark Knight

挑

捞啊捞，钓啊钓，
海中的鱼儿上千万条，
是否自己的的眼光高？
所以我一条也钓不到。

找啊找，瞄啊瞄，
树上的的鸟儿都在叫，
等到找到再瞄一瞄，
结果一只鸟也打不到。

闹啊闹，抱啊抱，
情侣分分离离看到饱
早上吵架晚上和好
和不好就分道扬镳。

我的心，
它，

烧啊烧，跳啊跳，
想爱但我知道爱不到，
就算一生都找不到，
我还是会捞，钓瞄找。

=)

If I Had A Wish, I Would Be Him

If I had a wish

I would wish that I am him,

A lone ranger from the North,

Yet within him the blood of Kings.

If I had a wish,

I would wish that I am him,

A man with dreams deeper than the sea

As he set sails to rule the Grand Line.

If I had a wish,

I would wish that I am him,

Ushering the Golden Age of Microbiology,

Finding cures to life threatening pathogens.

If I had a wish,

I would wish that I am him,

The whole field at his mercy

As he roams and terrorizes defenders.

If I had a wish,

I would wish that I am him,

Cos he is the one in your heart,

The one you deeply care for and love.

Terrible, Horrible Penang Drivers

This poem is directed to the horrible and terrible rich Penang drivers out there, especially the one’s with big new cars. Cos they’re always the road bullies

Every time I drive on the North-South highway

I’m bound to see something or someone crazy

Nope not accidents they’re not so frequently

Its drivers rushing like there’s no next day

When I come to Butterworth things get ugly

Big cars with number plates starting with a “P”

Again look at the numbers, they’re all the same

Of course is Chinese, you wanna bet? Game!

You are a businessman, manager so what?

You always busy so you say speeding “boh huat”

People too slow you accelerate and “cut”

Eh come on lar, toll there also wanna “cut”?

“Cut” that time also don’t want use signal

Is it no hands, or you have really short fingers?

Highway people all drive very fast you know?

Not as fast as you la, I only one one zero

I also wanna cut slow drivers

But you behind me always give me pressure

Drive so near and keep flashing me

If I emergency break, we both GG!

Press oil pedal press until so “syok”

Petrol naik you first one “beh syok”

That time see you really make me “syok”

I say to you: “ Save one time. Save lai tok?”

Really degrading my English to voice out my frustration. But still, I really hopes that it adds the “Hokkien” flavour to it….

F*CK you lousy drivers!!!

* Not all Penang drivers are dreadful. But if we were to make a poll, you’ll find the most terrible one’s all right here…

It's Complicated

When something cannot be stated

Which may be doomed or fated

Or maybe born and created

From something we loved or hated

It could be something we’re trying to understand

But in the end as if nothing makes sense

Or maybe it’s something that has no end

Or it disappeared just like the sea washed the sand

The me I see is never the same

Sometimes so quiet, sometimes furiously untame

Sometimes damn serious, sometimes plain lame

Never the same as the portraits hanging in their frame

Sometimes it’s you, sometimes it’s her

A test or a trick, I’m in a blur

Before I can think, talk or even slur

Rather not change that status of mine- single

I’ve never really thought of getting serious

Although getting into it does make me curios

But I fear I may make many furious

I'd rather stay single and ridiculous

Are you happy?

Are you really happy,

When you first came to this world?

You screamed and cry as hell unfold

No matter you’re hungry, full, hot or cold

Yet your parents treated you like gold

Are you really happy,

When you celebrate your 1^st birthday?

Your parents actually survived till this day

But they know there is more to come on the way

The squeals, the cries, the shouts, the brays

Are you really happy,

When you went to school?

And ended up looking like a fool

School never was something cool

We all cried, till the tears made a pool.

Are you really happy,

When you were in a puppy love

It’s as if a gift from the sky above

But when it cools down just like every hearth

Stand tall and brave, don’t cry on the turf…

Are you really happy,

When you got your degree?

You’ve got the cert which everyone can see

So what, you’ve got it, is it the key?

Then comes the work, you’ll never be free.

Are you really happy,

When you happily retire

After the years of work, tension and pressure

Thinking of giving yourself a treat, a breather

Death claimed you that night after your supper…

The purpose of life was never about achievements. Achievements are the elements that make up the accolades in one life. If life is just about being happy, then just do what you want to do, not do what you're told to do, or need to... Screw the tests and exams that are making my life so miserable, yet everyday on Earth and in life, is precious and un-tradable. Live everyday like there is no other day. Cos you'd never knew when Death comes knocking on your door... =)

Masks

An art of deception,
Or art of transformation?
Depends on the situation,
As both are options.

Some are funny,
Some are scary,
Some are of animals,
Some look like cannibals.

It's never easy looking through a mask,
As every mask has it's own reason and task;
Sometimes to hide, sometimes to run,
Sometimes to trick, sometimes for fun.

A sad clown may look happy with a smiley face
But who knows the sorrow that he taste?
To look through a mask to see the real face
Is like finding an exit through a complicated maze.

Some people aren't emotional; they hide their feelings,
Some are fakers; they blend into the surroundings;
To understand someone, is never ever easy,
If you try too hard to understand, you might end up crazy.

There are many types of people, hence the many personality. And with different situations, we'll have even more complicated person arising. Each and everyone has their own mask. To know the real he or she, requires lots of trust!
=)

Love Poem Parody

If you are a flower,
let me be the bee;
If you are a fish,
let me be the sea.

If you are a bird,
let me be the tree,
if you are a dog,
let me be the flea.

The wood is kayu
The egg is telur,
When I think of you,
I cannot tidur.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I'm scared it's too late
To let you know i love you.

The moon is blue,
White when it's full;
I haven't got a clue,
On why I fell for you.

I'm not a knight,
I don't know how to fight;
But I will try with all my might,
To keep bad bullies out of your sight!

If it's the dark scary night,
Then let me be your guiding light;
If it's the shadows that gives you the fright
I'm here with you, hold me tight!

A short update after a hectic week with few updates. Some are copied. But most are thought of. A little funny side, topped with a romantic feel ,maybe?

=D

My God

I aren’t a follower of Buddhist, Islam or Christianity

Nor am I a member of a cult, brotherhood or Illuminati

But the faith in God I have aplenty

As I always feel His presence everywhere with me.

I don’t read scriptures or chant prayers

Nor am I a Sunday Church go-er

But when I feel lost, tired or in danger

He’s there with me to make me stronger.

He does not forbid me to enter the church

Hindu and Taoist temples I enter without a lurch

Cos if one can learn all good from all religion

Then it no doubt makes us a better person.

He requires no sing of praises from me

Or burning joss sticks and paper for Thee

He wants me to trust that inner part of me

As that is his greatest strength for me.

There are times when I face obstacles

Or come upon a task I deemed impossible

Nevertheless, I’ll brave my heart, readying for a tackle

With that great faith in myself, I’ll held them on steel shackles.

*There are many times in life that I have been searching for answers and reasons to satisfy my claim for what God is and what He does. I come to realize that none religion existed is able to make me believe that He is the one God and satisfy my claims. I fashioned myself to believe that there is a God; He lives not in Heaven. He is the good part, that good side of me, which will affect everything I do and say in my whole life. That to me, is the best reason that I could accept, which I have thought of. In a nutshell, don't all Gods want their believers to strive to the good path?

By the way, if you are the one like me, then there is this term called Deism. That would be our religion.

Cheers

* Note that this is my very own perspective on religion. In fact I do go to churches and temples and I do accept their teachings of righteous. Somehow if this post insulted your religion, then sorry and a thousand regrets.

The Two Towers - The Lord Of The Rings

A new power has arisen, it has

Armies of uruks one has mass

Weapons and armor with the white hand as crest

Once Isengard now Orthanc a big burning mess

An elf, a dwarf and a man

Over hills across plains they ran

To catch up with the Uruks before they reach their den

To save Merry and Pippin their hobbit friends

Then they came to the land of Rohan

The noble Theoden, Rohirrim at his command

Though shadow now covers the sun

For the king is possessed by Saruman

Eomer and his men reach the Uruks first

Slaying all in their way quenching revenge like thirst

Leaving nothing but orc carcasses

Whilst the hobbits escaped to Fangorn Forest

Followed behind after a blood spilt night

To the place where there was last night fight

To the forest, to the hobbits with all their might

Never to think to find an old friend, white in light

All was indeed in peril

As everything was following Sauron’s will

Slowly with evil the shadows creep

Thus commence the battle of Helm’s Deep

Ladders were raised to scale the Deeping walls

Ballistae were fired high and tall

Rohan’s end was about to be called

As the Deeping wall crumbled and fall

When all hope had finally gone

They’d realized they were not alone

Set atop on the hills of stone

Help came as the morning sun shone

This victory is however just the beginning

Of the battle of Middle Earth on the horizon looming

As the Ring bearer wander towards Mordor in discreet

Not knowing the evil and peril that they may meet

A Farmer's Harvest

38 days countdown from now

Seeds of success I now sow



To yield the crops of the best
Consistent and daily care is the test
For if every step is done with zest
It'll sure be a bumper harvest



Till the ground, sow the seeds
Water them everyday, pull the weeds
Cater them for their daily needs
Care them with love, not with speed



When comes the day of harvesting,
Remember to give yourself a resting,
For if one cannot finish his harvesting,
All effort and crops thus end in wasting...

Time to work hard people for your final exams. But of course, get enough rest and sleep during your exam period. A lethargic body and tired mind is useless even though it is full with knowledge... All the best my friends...