Sunday, March 26, 2017


You can be slow, but you can't be lazy
You can't be normal, need a lil' bit crazy
For the gifted everything seems easy,
For you its the tough way, its gonna be uneasy

You can be tired, but can't make it an excuse
You gotta keep running even lost and confuse
For time is ticking and death draws closer
You have one life to change, ain't gonna be another

Aim for the moon, shoot for the stars
Catch all your dreams, put'em in jars
Don't let dreams only appear when you sleep
Else waking up to reality's a nightmare in the deep

Saturday, March 4, 2017


What is happiness?

Happiness for one, is able to love and be loved

When you have tasted and given love before, but yet somehow lost it along the way... It's a sucky feeling. It somehow feels like a big part of life, the purpose of living, just somehow disappears.

I think its the worst relationship failure feelings of all. Getting friend zone or rejected can be attributed to the simple failures and obstacles we face in life.

Losing someone you love is a whole lot level. Sometimes you just try not to think about it. But when it recurs, its gonna be like cancer. It will eat up all the positive emotions in you.

Fear not readers. I am still sane and will not proceed to any life endangering acts. But I think I have tasted one of the bad feelings that drive people mad enough to do crazy things.

How I wish I can turn back the clock to the days we have together.


Sunday, February 19, 2017

Earn SGD, Spend MYR

It is almost a year since I quit my job in Malaysia in favor of a stronger currency just across the straits.

The job itself comes with pros and cons. But the very fact that I am earning SGD and spending MYR certainly paints a better picture compared to my previous financial predicament.

It seems like a fool proof modus operandi. Nothing can go wrong! Work up the corporate ladder, earn more and more SGD and invest everything back to Malaysia. Sooner or later life starts getting easier and better. Well to be honest it is already!

But, those who know me, well you know me. I don't settle for the norm. I don't want to settle for such an easily predicted life. I still believe deep down in me I have all it takes to make a difference. To be different. Even down the road I may end up lesser than the above fool proof method.

Of course I ultimately aim to beat the life of earning SGD and spending MYR. It is a hard and tough decision. It is a path of uncertainty. It is a path of risk.

But it is also a path to higher grounds and achievements.

Time to make it count. The time is now.

Monday, January 23, 2017


久未放晴的天空 依旧留着妳的笑容
哭过 却无法掩埋歉疚

风筝在阴天搁浅 想念还在等待救援
我拉着线 复习妳给的温柔

曝晒在一旁的寂寞 笑我给不起承诺

我只能永远读著对白 读着我给妳的伤害
我原谅不了我 但对你的爱依然还在
我睁开双眼看着空白 想换回妳给的期待
脚步不够快 感情已经不在

久未放晴的天空 依旧留着妳的笑容
哭过 却无法掩埋歉疚

风筝在阴天搁浅 想念还在等待救援
我拉着线 复习妳给的温柔

曝晒在一旁的寂寞 笑我给不起承诺

我只能永远读著对白 读着我给妳的伤害
我原谅不了我 但对妳的爱依然还在
我睁开双眼看着空白 想换回你给的期待
脚步不够快 感情已经

我只能永远读著对白 读着我给妳的伤害
就算不原谅我 但至少让我们再重来
我睁开双眼看着空白 希望再有一次恋爱
如果你不在 我索性不再爱

Sunday, January 22, 2017


我们, 好久没见了。

不知, 我是否还出现在你的脑海里?

如果你看到这篇文章, 就让你知道, 你, 依然在我脑海里。

还记得, 当我们的感情能够克服瞬间的距离。

如今, 没了距离, 我们依然败给了时间?

Sunday, January 8, 2017


Still looking for the definition of it.

One thing for sure. It isn't working for a company whose dreams and ideals are not what you believe in.

Even if they pay you a higher salary

Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Prioritizing and Time Management

Saw a TED video on time management yesterday and it hit me hard.

Got me realize that there are some important things that I have been procrastinating and I needed more order and control in my life.

That daily and weekend schedule of mine is finally out. At least I have a guide to obey to and to maximize my efficiency.

It's time.. to put aside my fears. And to improve further. Learn more and do more