Friday, August 15, 2014

Saturday, August 9, 2014


Some distances are worth walking
Some times are worth waiting
Some risks are worth taking
Some people are worth sacrificing

Some mistakes are worth repeating
Some anxiety are worth experiencing
Some tears are worth crying
Some smiles are worth remembering

Some messages are worth saving
Some pictures are worth gazing
Some voices are worth hearing
Someone out there is totally amazing

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Generation Gap Within The Same Age Group

Age picks up on us so fast that sometimes we don't realize how time flies.

Every now and then friends of mine have been popping up news that they're getting married and expecting a newborn (or already have one). Others are well on the right track with their partners just waiting for the right moment to come.

And then there's me.

Of course it's perfectly normal to be single. But when you put someone like me in comparison of someone who's already a father or mother, what he or she has gone through and what I'm still vague of; there is a big gap.

I have no qualms to settle down with someone I like. But what surprised me was maybe the little "stress" I've been getting from my relatives and family. Every now and then there would be initiatives to introduce someone to me.

And that sparked off a nightmare few days ago. In this nightmare I have to "undergo" a pre-arranged wedding, which totally freaked me out until this very day.

But then again, I guess it would be nice, if I could just get one step off the starting line by my current age.

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

30th July 2014

Sometimes system and procedures really get into my way and mood.

I have been pro and anti system time to time. No doubt system brings order and prevents errors. But it is when a system becomes too rigid that it starts to irk me.

To make things worse, it is reusing this system over and over again that further deepens my anxiety. Dealing with different problems but using the same solution system. Over and over again. Like a loop.

Then again if it is simple, I don't have qualms. But problem is, this system is way too complicated and rigid. Going just one full round of it already got me breathless.

I do not think I can survive another round before I come to surrender...

Friday, July 25, 2014


Sometimes we tend to be calculative.

I'm surprised that this post is initiated because of my calculativeness. Because normally, I'm not.

I start becoming calculative when people are calculative with me.

I know how its done by repaying a good deed with a good action. I do that all the time.

I don't always eat at home. Yet I still pay full without fail. If I were calculative, I make sure I don't pay a single cent more or less.

And when you come asking for small money when in the fact I have already done my part in showing my generosity in another way, it really pisses me off.

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Final Fantasy

Sometimes, how I wish I can take on challenges and fights like piano pieces.

Having the guts and perseverance to practice till I get the hold of it.

Recently I got zapped back to time by Final Fantasy. The games itself are a class on its own. But what got me really really hooked are the OSTs.

Don't know whether it sounds cheesy or not, but FF really brings a lot positive energy, and emotion to me. And I believe it does to a hell lot of people out there.

Whether it is coincidentally or not, I am resuming back that good routine for almost a week already!

You know what's better than Final Fantasy? It's hoping when you look back at your life at the end, it will be something as worthy as a Final Fantasy story.