Saturday, September 24, 2011


Defined as a law or rule that has to be followed, and under no matter what circumstances shall it be negated nor neglected.

Science has it's own principles.

So does life.

A person with principle can never go bad in life. That again if we assume the principles in his or her mind are the good ones.

Love also has it's own principles. And of course, it has one of the vast array of them.

Normally, as we are all mortals, we usually uphold the normal sayings or principles or cliche sayings when it comes to love principles.

1. Love has no right and wrong

I myself have been trying to take this saying or principle into a test. And there are times where I swiched sides along the way. But in the end, up till this very day, I still believed that love has it's right and wrong. It will always end when one or both individuals have comitted something wrong that cannot be forgiven, or maybe it was out of something so small that the other person could not even forget... Whoever breaks the tie in a relationship, is ALWAYS wrong. Nuff said.

2. Fate
Sounds so like some romance love story. I for one never believe in fate. Our paths are not fated to be what they are. Rather it is up to us to shape our own destiny. But maybe people nowadays just watch too much love drama... "I'm sorry, we're not just meant t o be together." Hello? This is a real life scenario, not some lovey dovey story. Besides, chances are he or she will never get back to you after you've said that. It's definitely one of the lamest and most unsophisticated reason of all...

Okay I don't know why I blurted out so much crap that I never intend to write, but I guess it was some way to finally get to make me say what I want to say.

My principles of my own LOVE life (which haven't occured yet)

1. Like ->Love = Loyalty

Of course. At first you start having a crush on someone. Then you like him or her. Then probably you get deeply and madly in love. But then again, feelings do somehow weakened and gets diluted as time goes by. This is where loyalty comes in. Our fathers and mothers have done miraculous efforts to maintain their relationship (well mine does!) compareed to nowadays where it is much easier to keep in touch with each other but then relationships seem so much more fragile.

For me, if I really like a girl, then there is no point considering other girls. No plan B nor plan C. Just plan A. Even though at times, plan A may be deemed to fail. But I'd still hang on to plan A. No backing off and letting go. No. My heart and head just doesn't allow that.

2. NO 3rd party

One of the principles that seldom adhered by others. Most people don't care about it. They come, they like, they conquered and they snatch. And a lot of relationships end because of 3rd party involvement with one of the individuals who are already in a relationship. Plus relationships nowadays are so weak and fragile, it's almost like no big deal someone breaks up and gets on with another person. Well no not for me.

I will never gatecrash someone's relationship. Even if it's gonna hurt.

But then again, gatecrashing a relationship is not a sin. It's just a choice to be a better man rather than some animal who are merely following their feelings and lust, should I say?
I myself have had crushes on girls who were in a relationship. And I felt proud that I chose not to gatecrash.

And to that special girl who has been running around my head since the first day we've met, you can count on me. I'll be willing to give up my final year at my University aka the sea, where there are a thousand of girls aka fishes swimming around waiting to be caught.

Because I choose you... :)

Well let's just see how I can cope with it for one year... ;)

Readers, wish me luck and strength!!!

그리워해요 공주님...

Thursday, September 15, 2011










*唉写得好没feel。爱睡了。Feel 不在了... >.< 写到很随便...

Saturday, September 10, 2011


As much as I would like to hide and deny, which in fact I can't, the new semester is finally commencing. There goes one hell of a 4 month break... 4 month break of nothing, emptiness, yet PAINLESS AND PROBLEM-NESS. Never had I experienced the true meaning of Bruno Mars' The Lazy Song up till my break.

Yeah new semester. New challenges. Bla bla bla. New problems. Ah quit the bad and undesirable "News"...

New reformatted lappie


Yeah I HAVE JUST became a Windows 7 user... All these time I was the so loyal Windows XP user. Notice that I have tons of games on my desktop. Yes I'm a gaming dude. No games I just can't study... =D

And notice that I am using Chrome and Firefox all together. WHY? Because I don't know what's up with Chrome and Firefox. Chrome crashes when I load too much browsers, and Firefox just can't load my Grooveshark player. Sucky. Chrome is to load and stream my Grooveshark player while I do my online thingy using Firefox... My old Firefox on XP never did complained of over work... Noob Chrome... -.-

So it can all sums up that not all that is new is good.

That's why I'm gonna welcome the new semester with the same old me...

Well perhaps with a slight change. After all, who can stay the same after 10 months away from notes and lectures huh?

Anyway, as much I would like to hate the new semester, I'd still say, nay I shout it out loud!


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Stop and Start

I stopped doing a lot of things...

I stopped reading like a nerd which I used to... Which in some ways is bad because I sense my English plummeting into the abyss...

I stopped playing games for long hours. I grew bored of games...

I stopped writing poems... Owh man... That was like one of my talents... No reason or commitment to write one...

I stopped blogging frequently. Used to be a chatter and always blogging. Don't know where the enthusiasm has gone...

I stopped having perfect spellings. Never did ever relied on the wriggly red lines to correct my spellings. Not any more...

I stopped doing daily routine of push ups and sit ups. Lazy and just recovered from a fever. I'll get that back when semester starts...

I stopped playing football for quite some time. Never did have the mood or timing where everyone is free.

I stopped self learning Korean online. I keep on thinking that I will eventually learned it when I take Korean classes when semester starts. Now that it clashes with my core courses chances are I might have to drop it. Let's hope they changed the class time...

I started listening to Korean songs. And yeah, I don't move like Jagger :) (I shuffling once a while though, not everyday XP)

I started to realize that my mind is still not sure on what I would be. Well I have things planned out, but chances are large they may change. Unless... ;)

I started to realize, that feelings can fade and disappear. But it can also get stronger...

I started to realize, that you may be far away from me by distance, but never far from me in my head. You were always there, right there and never left, since the day we met.

I started to realize, everything I started to do, it DOES has a connection to you...

I started to realize, that you might not be the one girl in my life. But that doesn't give me the right to stop believing it wouldn't happen!