Wednesday, December 23, 2009


ENFP( Extraversion, iNtuition, Feeling, Perception)...

My type...


-keenly perceptive of possibilities
-energize and stimulate through their contagious enthusiasm
-prefer start-up phase of a project
-tireless in the pursuit of new found interest
-anticipate the needs of others and offer them needed help and appreciation
-bring zest, joy, liveliness, and fun to all aspects to their lives
-best in situations that are fluid, changing, allows them to express their creativity and use their charisma

According to Wikipedia,

ENFPs are regarded as Champions, one of the four types belonging to the temperament David Kersey regard as the Idealists

Know who you are, here...

Friday, December 18, 2009


Well well well, finally a blockbuster. A screamer. A MUST-WATCH!! James Cameron made another spectacular movie that hopfully, breaks Titanic's record.

Sam Worthington, the Terminator hunk, portrays Jake Sully, an ex-marine, is paralzyed waist down from wounds sustained in combat. He is selected to participate in the Avatar program as his identical twin brother Tom was killed. Arriving from Earth to Pandora in a six year journey, Jake awakes from cryosleep to the planet which is rich in unobtainium.
Jake Sully in Avatar mode

Avatar, is defined as a character, or someone you portrayed in another world or dimension, be it a game or etc. So the Avatar program is some sort like a creation of a character which resembles the natives in the Pandora, which is known as the Na'vi and combining it with human genome that enables a human to control it by channeling their thoughts. He however, must be asleep in his real body. Another reason of the usage of the Avatar is human race are unable to breathe in the planet of Pandora.
The floating mountains in Pandora

Originally used as a device to hold diplomatic resolves with the Na'vis, as their village is sitting on top of the planet's richest Unobtainium source, Jake however was being told to infiltrate the Na'vis by gaining their trust and finding their weakness, so that the Colonel will know where to strike the natives hard. However in the process, Jake realise that he had fallen in love in the greenery of the planet(and also Neytiri) and in the end switch sides to lead the whole Na'vi against his own race.
Ikran(the blue flying beasts) battling the choppers


Great plot, great linkages, owesome 3-D effects. You can't ask for more. Everything in Pandora, even the blades of grass, are works of 3-D.

1st, break the gross record. Then, it's on to the Oscars!!!

Sunday, December 13, 2009


Boys of twenties, nearly men
Played on a patchy field with sand
Yet they find it oh so grand
As if playing for supporters at the stands

Legs that weren't as sharp as they were
Speed of running not that sheer
Yet these we consider mere
Cos everyone, every friend is here

Goals weren't the utmost target
It is the time we could never forget
It is the teamwork with each team mate
And the errors and jokes together we made

There were times when the sky pour down
Made the pitch murky muddy brown
Yet it did not made us frown
As mud on us felt like king with a crown

I always miss the time that I played football during Holidays with my brothers at Esplanade. It is that special feeling that I will treasure and hope for more every coming holiday...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009


My holidays countdown has just reached 10+ To be specified, its 19 days. SHIT... I rather grow moss then to face life back at Penang... Let me grow, let me rot... Just stay 19.... Everyday...

Saturday, December 5, 2009


I have wasted almost 20 days of my holidays... and 20 more days to go... Waste all or save it now? Blog also left to grow grass liao... so long baru update... But also one of the fact that I'm moodless, and somebody monopolizing the internet....


Friday, November 27, 2009

What Did I Do For One Week

1. Exercise... A lot... But I'm still not satisfied...
2. Eat all kinds of foods in moderate amounts...
3. Watch movies in DVDs that are long outdated(most of them are good, better then current blockbusters hitting the cinema, not to mention the drama LOST =="')
4. FB... mostly playing a new game called Tycoons. It s interesting though, and I don't have to be in front of the CPU all day... =D
5. Practice songs that I want to learn
6. Well if I'm lucky, then maybe go out once in a while or every week for a football match...

It's damn boring... But I can't inject some fun or excitement like going on a trip because most of my friends aren't in rainy Taiping...

But I know when school reopens, I'm gonna miss holidays like HELL...

Boy oh boy... aren't we humans ironic and complicated... =D

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Letters From Iwo Jima

It has been a long time since I watched a good movie. This is a 2006 film. It's about a story of Japanese civilians conscripted to defend the island of Iwo Jima. That time it was WW2

Iwo Jima is just a small barren island, but as you can see here, it lies directly between Japan and the Philippine. If the US managed to gain control of the island, the US would used it as their base to attack Japan. So containing the island was vital.

But as Japan had earlier suffered losses, the mainland was unable to lend in support to defend Iwo Jima. So it's up to the soldiers there to defend for their lives. Although they were no match for the US, but it was the sheer fighting spirit that overwhelmed me...

Ken Watanabe as Army Lt. General Tadamichi Kuribayashi

But on the other hand, there was one scene where they were lectured to identify US medics and told to bring them down. It's kinda cruel and I somehow reject this thinking.

This film is definitely worth watching. Although it's in Japanese, but it was directed by Clint Eastwood and Spielberg was one of the producer. So it's definitely Hollywood-class...

By the way, it's way better then 2012... XD

Monday, November 23, 2009

River Flows In You a.k.a. Bella's Lullaby-Yiruma/ Edward Cullen

This song is so sweet. If you're a Twilight fanatic, then you can feel that Edward has channeled his feelings and thoughts for Bella in this lullaby. How he would risk everything to protect her, how he would even make the most hurting but best decisions to keep her safe...

Why do I say so? Cos for some reasons, I always think of "her" everytime I listen to this...

Saturday, November 21, 2009


First of all, I would like to say that, this movie, is not to be hyped. It does not deserve such attention. All I can say is the effects are awesome, but the plot, it's too slipshod. Not flowing. Why? Cos in the end, after watching, you'd think back, hey, this started in 2009? Why suddenly jump so fast?

But other then the plot, the characters, those portrayed, are the people who we see today. Those who are selfish, those who fear death so much. And the frantic actions men take when disaster strikes, as they get ready to defy God, defy Judgement Day.

It is not the main characters that teaches us lessons, rather the minor characters. The Lama, Charlie the nutcrack...

Carl Anheuser, the President's Chief of Staff


When is it the time to care for each other, to understand each other, if not now? For when disasters really strike, humans cowardly flee and forget the true meaning of humanity, the day we stop fighting and caring for each other, the day civilisation lost it's true meaning.

And for Charlie, who died in a volcano eruption in Yellowstone, at least he got a chance to witness Earth's fury and beauty, right before his very eyes, but for those who viewed from the universe, it's just a speck of smoke.

Die with pride and honour, rather then live by carrying thousands of sins that haunt you the rest of your lives...


Thursday, November 19, 2009

Ah Pek and The Pope

This email I got from my mum...

About a century or two ago, the Pope decided that all the Chinese had to
leave Italy . Naturally there was a big uproar from the Chinese
community. So the Pope made a deal. He would have a religious debate
with a member of the Chinese community. If the Chinese win, they could
stay. If the Pope wins, the Chinese would have to leave.

The Chinese realized that they had no other choice. So they picked an
old man named Ah Pek to represent them.

As Ah Pek was not conversant in Italian language, he asked for one
condition to be added to the debate.
'To be fair', he said, 'neither side would be allowed to talk'.
The Pope agreed.

On the day of the big debate, Ah Pek and the Pope sat opposite each
other for a full minute.

Then the Pope raised his hand and showed three fingers.
Ah Pek looked back at him and raised one finger.

The Pope waved his fingers in a circle around his head.
Ah Pek pointed to the ground at where he sat.

The Pope pulled out a loaf and a glass of wine.
Ah Pek pulled out an apple.

The Pope stood up and said: 'I give up. This man is too good in
religious knowledge. The Chinese can stay.'

An hour later, the cardinals were all around the Pope asking him what
The Pope said, 'First I held up three fingers to represent the holy
trinity. He responded by holding up one finger to remind me that there
was still one God common to both our religions.
Then I waved my finger around me to show him that God was all around us.
He responded by pointing to the ground and showing that God was also
right here with us.
I pulled out the wine and loaf to show that God absolves all sin. He
showed me an apple to remind us of the original sin.

He had an answer for everything. What could I do??'

Meanwhile, the Chinese community also crowded around Ah Pek and asked
him what's happened in the debate.
'Well', said Ah Pek. 'First he indicated to me that all Chinese had 3
days to get out of here. I raised my third finger and asked him to f*@k
off, and that none of us was leaving.
Then he pointed that this whole city would be cleared of Chinese. I
showed him that we are staying right here.'
'Yes, and then???' asked the crowd.
'I don't know', said Ah Pek, 'He took out his lunch, and I took out

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Nice Email!

I got this very nice email from my friend... So true, and so touching...





2. 半年後發現,他居然可以跟一個只認識三個月的女生步入禮堂,






















































Friday, November 13, 2009

What To Do...

ALWAYS, Do the right thing, the right way

DON’T, Do the right things, the wrong way

IF NEEDED, Do the wrong things, the right way

STUPID, when you do wrong things, the wrong way

SOMETIMES, there are things which aren’t wrong, but not the right way

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Go The Distance

No matter how hard, no matter how tough, a dream is a dream. A target is a target. Dare to dream, dare to achieve. Reach for the stars, be among the stars.

I Will Go The Distance....

By the way, this is my best Disney Cartoon... =D

Thursday, October 29, 2009

One Piece

There are times when stress builds up, tensions accumulate, we seem to be diverted from our course, our dreams... we tend to give up before knowing the consequences or the results...

Thanks for this Anime, I got back up and fight...

Their's is still an never ending journey... Mine starts in 6days time...

I wanna be... THE PIRATE KING!!!!!

Monday, October 26, 2009


Actually this happened quite a long time ago, but in this sem... Here's a story, true life story, about me, that I wanted to share...

On that very day...

I was rushing for my food analysis project. So when everything was done(we had our discussion in the TEKUN cafe), so I saw one of my junior calling me over to do a survey. A survey from Pharmacy school it seems...

It was a survey about death. Death in the sense of, asking the opinions of us, in what condition we hope to die in, and in what condition we are willing to die. Don't mess these two up. The first one means, how will you choose to die, for example, bedridden, sick, suffering from pain, unable to carry out daily activities and so on. Of course sure wanna die in sleep rite? No suffering...

The second one means, you are put into a situation, from best to worse. It is to determine which situation that you choose to leave the world(as the situation gets tougher and harder, you might think: Walao eh, like this ar, die faster better) kind of situation... :D

Well, at first I didn't know that I was going to take such a hard survey. And a serious one... XD Cos when my junior called me over, I just heard the last word he said.

"After you finished this survey, got RM10 arr!!"

"Sure anot?"

" I already taken lo... SEE!!!"

"I'm on"

So I had to wait till my turn for the surveyor to survey me. Then only I realise what survey I was up to, why people took such a long time to finish this survey.

It started by arranging about 2o situations, by personal point of view, from favourable, to well, nightmare...

The situation is only based on 4 criteria(I think), so its just either can, merely,cannot, no, little, alot. It was very very confusing.

Then came the hard part. I'll give an example. You are unable to carry out daily activities, have mild pain, and bedridden. Would you choose to live or die. I chose to live. Here comes the second part. You are given a chance to live five years in a better situation, let's say, you are not bedridden, but are unable to carry out daily activities, mild pain and bla bla(means you are just one point better then the previous situation.) or to live 10 years in the worser condition. If you choose the worser situation, then continue with subsequent questions where the chances to live in a better situation in a longer period increases, till the difference of the period is half a month.

I was very serious in that quiz. I pondered and thought. But in the end, I always ended up choosing to live longer. Even the surveyor, I don't know whether she thinks I'm joking, told me I was very optimistic, and in her survey statistic, well, let's just say I'm the critical value on the far side of the graph XD.

I learned that, death isn't the way to avoid any kinds of pain and torture. We can die anyday if we want(that would be suicide), have sudden death(murdered or maybe times up?), but in the end, we are going to live in this world once, LIVE ON EARTH ONCE! Minus the reborn thingy if you out there are so religious.

So if we are going to live here once, why not live longer, whether it's only a month, a day, an hour, or even till a minute?

Death may take away pain and fear, but it also seperate us from who we love, forever, even the memories that we had together...

So, what say you? Life, or Death?

Friday, October 23, 2009

Love Story Meets Love Story -Jon Schmidt & Steven Sharp Nelson

O-M-G.. It's even better then Love Story Meets Viva La Vida... But I like the Viva La Vida part...

I'll post two of them, for the sake of completion. Enjoy it... !!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

When I Look At You- Il Divo

I heard this song while driving, and I thought, hey, is Il Divo singing somebody else's song. After Google-ing and Wikipedia-ing, its originally by my all time favourite group... Il Divo... This song, is for the special, her...

I used to think that I was strong
I realise now I was wrong
Cause everytime I see your face
My mind becomes an empty space
And with you lying next to me
Feels like I can hardly breathe

I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonite
But please turn out the light
Cause I'm lost everytime I look at you

And in the morning when you go
Wake me gently so I'll know
That loving you was not a dream
And whisper softly what it means to be with me
Then every moment we're apart
Will be a lifetime to my heart

I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonight
But please turn out the light
Cause I'm lost everytime I look at you
Lost everytime I look at you~

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The Tip of A Pen

Humans aren’t perfect creatures

Born with weakness features

Humans change as time goes by

That doesn’t mean we say goodbye

All those memories, laughter and cry

Are brought to the grave when we die

We have much to think much to learn

When we make decisions before we turn

For every path we choose is taken,

We left the other path forever forsaken

The heart of human is so complicated,

So it’s up to us to be sophisticated,

To think of other’s situation and thinking

Before we react to hurting feelings

Lessons are learnt when something is wrong

So let me tell you where I go wrong

The words we speak is sharper then a sword

It breaks the fragile heart inside its fleshy fort

This is to apologise for my post on The Breaking Of The Fellowship. I found out what I did was wrong. Friends are always friends, no matter what happens… Friends forever, friends for life…

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I Ask Myself...

I ask myself,

Do I think of you these days,
No matter study, work or play,
Yes, I say, it’s a very firm yes,
Only thing it’s increasing, not less

I ask myself,

How is every fairy tale’s ending,
Prince and princess both embracing.
Am I worthy the prince of your dreams
Or I’m just the ugly toad unseen it seems

I ask myself,

Why did I ponder and wait,
For I thought the feeling would fade
Nevertheless, I became aware,
I’ve fallen for you, it’s true, I swear

I ask myself,

What is the strength I have in me?
To make myself worthy to thee.
Never thought I felt so empty
How in the world can I match with thee?

As the yellow sun sets from afar
Purple velvet sky lit with stars
This poem is written for you
As your name in this poem I seal.

It took me one year to forget my tragic past. Along the road, I played and took things lightly. It took me almost one year to really found out that there is someone out there, who makes my heart filled with yearning and desire to see her, everyday...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Breaking of The Fellowship

It is as foretold in the trilogy
Happy times passed by so fastly
Even though what we had was kinship
Sadly comes the breaking of the fellowship

Maybe it was me who changed
But to me you all felt so strange
Being so childish and so selfish
Happiness no more, left anguish

Friends are ones who look after each other
But it was you all who did not bother
As the group grows larger and larger
It is when friendship turns weaker and weaker

Times we had were so like a family
Those were the times so crazy and happy
But when comes love and complicated relation
It turns the gang into a mechanistic organization

Love is great for the one who realize
If you don’t realize, then don’t you despise
Beauty helps turn heads and eyes on you
But it is the personality that brings true love to you

Poker, poker, which cards to pick
Arranging them in a sequence to trick
A true player keeps the best of his card
Compared to those foolish who readily discard

You had everything in your hand
Beautiful castles, which you turned into sand
It’s your choice, don’t ever regret, don’t ever frown
As what goes around comes all the way back around

I think that there were times that we had were so, so happy. But, in the end, we tend to forget how we change and these small change which lead to big change, and then to uncorrectable change… There are times that I wanted to fire, but I kept my cool and saved your pride… We don’t see eye to eye this semester, so I’ve done my part by staying away by avoiding complications. A friend is always a friend, but to be in this gang, this family. Well, I no longer feel at home that I used to be. I’ve changed. So have you all. May the change be somewhat beneficial to you all and I…

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The Colurs of A Bard's Room

If I were to choose a very special place
In USM, with a thousand tastes
Not the hall, café or the classroom
It will be the place I stayed most, my room

This is the room the bard lived
Since the day the keys were received
The room offered him peace, relieve
Which built his faith and his believe

The first day he arrived at his dorm
Shocked to see it out of form
With dust and dirt here and there
Abandoned two months without care

Thus commence the vigorous cleaning
First of all furniture needs a wiping
Don’t forget the fan on the ceiling
Last of all, the tiresome mopping

Compared to now the room’s amazing
Furnished and stocked with anything
Various cookies, tidbits and drinks
My oh my do I feel like being a king

The room is strictly kept clean weekly
But there are times when it is smelly
A little ventilation and some washing
Makes it again nice and refreshing

This is the place the bard is staying
Also the place for thinking and studying
When stress builds or times are boring
The bard makes poem and indulge in singing

“Time is the essence, exams are near
Time has been wasted but shed no tear
Grab hold of time, study till it’s clear
Build up that confidence and face your fear”

Saturday, September 26, 2009


Dear Ong Joo Parn, below are your love test result:

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. You give 75% and expect 25% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend. You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality. You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.


One week of raya break is about to end...

Looking back what I've done, I don't think I have done much serious thing. Facebook-ing, Futsal-ing, L4D-ing, Play-ing...


Most of all, sleep-ing, lazy-ing

Oh ya. I do have strange dreams this holiday. Is it maybe I slept too much? Very very wierd dreams that keep on repeating. So weird and scary even I'm afraid to write it out... Cos from my past experience, wierd dreams seem to be come a deja-vu... If these wierd dreams were to come real...

I usually crap in poetic rhymes. But so far, no mood... It has been a while since I the last time I crapped... Usually holiday is the time where I have a hell lot of crap to blog. But not this holiday...

Exams are near... I may be alot more better then the last semester for my early preperatiions, but deep down inside I know it won't suffice for me to get a Dean's list. But hey, this was what I promise myself at the start of the semester...

As the famous saying: When the going gets tough, the tough gets rough...

Time to get rough!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Ditch-ed Hitch

Another out-dated movie review. I watched this yesterday. And I was, hey, that was sooo like me, I mean Alex 'Hitch' Hitchens (played by Will Smith)

It is wierd, damn wierd to be able to read what the opposite sex is thinking. Sometimes i see that as a blessing. That made me some sort of counsellor or someone to spill their thoughts to when they are in a dilemma (mostly girls!). And it does cross their minds what a wierd guy I am, always guessing everthing right. Some of my friends are not even those I talk to face to face before. Most of them are known through the Internet.

So, it's normal that there are times I see relationships as a known ending to me. I won't try knowing it's never gonna work. I know what the girl is thinking by the way she replies or every move she takes. Why? I've gone through it over and over and over. So what do I do? Simple, I just pick the right move.

Yeah, maybe I am Alex. Cheated in college by then a girl whom he loves... Now, well I myself am not sure what I am.

The only difference... He is the one who creates chances for men. I'm the one who rescues it for the girls... Cos girls are the one's who usually end relationships. But sometimes, ending it is the right way. If the guy they are having sucks like a pig... That time, no comment...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

New Divide

This song is awesome! And also the MV... Linkin Park Rocks! Man this song gets the adrenalin pumping!

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

Monday, September 14, 2009

Ankle, GG-ed

It’s painful even if you are a saint
When you get your ankle sprained
A quick shot of pain up your veins
Then you fall motionless on the lane.

You feel that you lost one of your legs
Can’t stand up although it’s a piece of cake
Until someone gives you a hand to take
You’d rather writher, slither like a snake.

It enlarges, swells like a balloon,
The colour is of purplish maroon,
Round and round like a full moon
Argh I wish it will go away soon.

Sad thing I did not get any ice
Although ZHENG GU SHUI is suffice
Imagine my howling and terrible cries
As the burning medicine is applied.

To recover will take a long time
Before I can run, jump or climb
God oh god hasten my recovery
Or I think the pain will drive me crazy

Kakiku.... Woo~ T-T

Friday, September 11, 2009


Actually not MIA, it should be nothing to write. I don't seem to have anything to crap... But holidays are coming, that time, I blog till I puke... XD

Thursday, August 27, 2009


I’m absolutely, totally pissed off today

Everything does not seem to go my way

So it’s normal that my temper frayed

Oh my goodness, what a day

Minor management test tomorrow

Yet what I’m studying I don’t know

How in the world I can be mellow

Notes leading me but I can’t follow

Today’s dinner supposed to be eat out

God damned rain came, my plan put out

Thinking of going out at night for supper

Good old rain came pouring at the double

Thought of playing games on my laptop

Suddenly a rumble came from the top

Lightning and thunder singing a duet

Pulled out the plug before it was too late

What more of USM hotspot

Better call it a broken teapot

Line was in its usual inconsistency

In other words it is known as lousy!

Tests here, assignments there

My oh my, how I HATE this nightmare

Make me GERAM and make me scare

God oh god wonder how I’ll fare

Written by JP_ONG (J0k3r P03T_On9) 12.04am. I’m PISSED!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


Now here my friends is the chance
To watch phrases, words sing and dance

A poem of something thou request
A topic free for all, thou to suggest
Hatred churned poem or love conquest
Twigs and branches I’ll turned it to a nest

Pick the most melodious singers
Choreograph with the most graceful dancers
Give me the words, phrases that most matter
And I will make it into a show simply spectacular

First of every poem goes for free
A gift to you, a test for me
If thou want more poems from me
Let’s talk business with a reasonable fee

My poetic mind is making me crazy again… So I’d think of making use to it… If my poem is too deep, well here’s the translation. I’ll be writing poems for YOU, yes Y-O-U. About anything Y-O-U want. Drop me the request if you want. And of course, give me words or phrases that you want me to insert to the poem. Maybe you want your darling’s name inside the love poem, or cursing the hell out of somebody. Every first poem from me to each of you is free… If you want more from me, then let’s talk business. It won’t be expensive… It should be less than RM 5. Originality guaranteed. No plagiarism… Oh… maybe I should not be that good… 1st 10 poems are free… But one can only get it free once…

Saturday, August 22, 2009


Thanks KKY... Now I'm an illuminati... Have to set my targets and priorities right...

Friday, August 21, 2009

My Taste - A Gift or A Curse?

People tend to listen to all kinds of music. From unknown singers till hearthrob artiste. I favour the best. Taiwan King of Pop Lee Hom, Jay Chou.

People tend to play all kinds of applications or games in facebook. Some so dull that it just requires alicking here and there. I favour the best. Playfish's Pet Society, Restaurant City, Country Story, and Crazy Planet.

People tend to enjoy eating at McD's. I favour taste bud tangling Itallian dishes(Pizza Hut will do the trick though, no need for DOME!)

Most guys tend to always be in a relationship. Out goes the old one, in comes the new one. Every month a new one. My last attempt ended chasing for empty air for two years.

EVERY GIRL that I target are already unavailable or in a brief moment of time, will turn unavailable. So if you girls out there are scared not able to find someone, convince me to target you. You will meet someone very soon.

MOST think I'm stupid, SOME think I'm complicated. I think myself of having high taste. Sometimes way too high. But it is in my blood. If you want something, why not aim for the best?

Failure is now so normal, that it keeps encouraging me to push for even higher achievements...

But some how, I do doubt my limits and abilities...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Linda Oh Linda

I'm really blind, really lost... Life is meaningless without you...

So pretty...

Sunday, August 9, 2009

A Tale of Tomatoes

If I were to choose between a cherry tomato and a strawberry, I’ll definitely choose a cherry tomato. Weird huh. Most people would choose a strawberry though…

They say strawberries are sweet, tomatoes sour

But the truth is most strawberries are sour

One is a vegetable, another one a fruit?

To tell you the truth, both are fruits

People cherish strawberries, despise tomatoes,

Putting it in the same category as potatoes,

But be it a cold or a warm weather

A tomato’s skin stays soft as a feather

Classy desserts strawberries are,

But a tomato’s range is even far,

Excellent in an appetizer, blends in a salad,

Thirst quenching drink till the sauce for fillets

Tomatoes were once thought poisonous fruits

Only fed to cows and goats as food

From spaghetti sauce till tom yam soup

Without you it as if there is a missing loop

Without strawberries a cake is still a cake

Without a tomato what else can we make?

You range in size from big to small

From bright red till the golden orange of fall

Compared to strawberries the latter with most call

But in forever in my heart, you always stand tall.

For most people, a strawberry seems like more useful than a tomato. But if you think again, you can find a tomato doing a strawberry’s job, except on a cake ( If there is, please let me know). Yes, every one of it is sour. But it is the consistency of its taste and texture that will never let me down when I pop one into my mouth…

Saturday, July 25, 2009


Why is this song called Vincent? Cos it was written in the remembrance of the great artist Vincent Van Gogh borned 30th March, which means we share the same birthday. It's such an irony that Vincent only manage to sell one painting during his entire life. His works only became well known after his death. I do admire him a lot, but I don't wanna be like him... To be precious after I have left the world...

Maybe another reason I chose this song was because I am currently watching 溏心风暴(outdated). And oh... Linda just melt my heart...

LOVE YA.... Muacks~

Starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey

Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the
Darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils

Catch the breeze and the winter chills

In colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry night
Flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze

Swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain

Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's
Loving hand.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you
But still your love was true

And when no hope was left in sight on that starry
Starry night.
You took your life
As lovers often do;
But I could have told you
This world was never
Meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls

Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes
That watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met

The ragged men in ragged clothes

The silver thorn of bloddy rose
Lie crushed and broken
On the virgin snow.
And now I think I know what you tried to say to me

How you suffered for your sanity

How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
They're not
List'ning still
Perhaps they never will.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Weekly To-Do List

1. Gonna get myself to the gym... Build up that muscles before Redang... ^^
2. Study, study , study...
3. If there are enough people, then I may be coming back home every week... wee~^^
4. Finish Eclipse(it's almost at the end)

Morph Morph Morph, Change Change Change, Build Build Build...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

The Forgotten Poem

How I wish I was Davy Jones

With that eerie cracking tone

With my ship mates and my friends

All aboard the Flying Dutchman

Why I would want to be like him?

Cos he has no heart it seem

Long has he been hurt by love

So it was sealed like a treasure trove

Or do I look more like double O seven

With wine and women anywhere is heaven

But the only love Bond has seen

Is in the name of Vesper Lynd

Resign from 007 for her

Hope to preserve a love forever

Never knew that she was a liar

Broke Bond’s heart never mended forever

Love hurts me, grinds me

For taking away she I cannot see

But you where the sad part is

Is her calling herself His

I try to forget, delete, erase

But it was you that made me amaze

How in the world would I ever face

Without that smile on your face

Since the last time we met

News from you keep making want to be dead

But in the end I rise again

With that thought that we will see each other again

I mend my heart over and over

Yet never able to find a new lover

It’s the truth till now I cannot cover

I love you xxx forever and ever

That was the me last time, the me when I was love sick... LOL... It took me 15 minutes to come out with this... I just thought, well, since this is the last poem I wrote about love, just post it to get my loyal blog readers' comments...^^

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


LOL... it's purposely... There is no such word as nocturnel... only nocturnal or nocturne... I change it cos i wanna talk about both of it. One because I am awake and i mean wide awake, and two, its one of the song Jay Chou wrote...

The feeling, is kinda complicated, but I know how to describe it. It's like the feel is still there, but the person you have feelings for is not the person who was... She changed into someone else, someone I don't even know... Like a stranger...

I know, it's just the nostalgia, the disturbing thought, when I have nothing else to do, the mind starts to simply think...

I know I'm ready for the next one, I'm affirmative of that, but I don't think I want that so fast... I'm afraid I cannot give, afraid of commitment, afraid of failure and erm... you know...

It's seems like even the prettiest girl can't tempt me to stay in USM for the weekends... I prefer to look forward to go back home Taiping every week, if I can... Wahahaha....XD

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Forever Love Story

Thinking back my years, till this moment I'm blogging, it's impossible to find that I'm still single... I mean, I have always been single... I have never been in a relationship... LOL... I'm a real failure in relationships... OMG...

Well, there are times that I almost succeed, but, in the end, I still end up failing though... Sweat... Even in 1st year of university, where a relationships can pop up in 2 months, but it just did not happen to me...

People say I have good qualities, really typical good BF traits(dunno whether they lying or not la XD). Yeah, there are pretty girls where I find hard to resist... But speaking of relationship, eternity comes to my mind. A lot of people do not agree with this. This may be too old-fashion for people today...

Since my last attempt fail, there is this phobia, or should I say the sense of reality... I know most girls are insecure, they tend to flirt around even though they are in a relationship. How would I trust a girl like this to be my girl friend? How would I be loyal to her, bear no suspect when she is attending to other guys? Sure she may be gorgeous, but what is the point having a girl friend you have to share with other people?

Sure there are those who make me feel secure, those I think I can maintain a relationship if we both trust each other... But if the other half does not believe in love can be stronger than anything, surpassing the barrier of space and time, it would not have work out either...

A flower needs not to be the prettiest in the garden to attract me... But once I have it, I want it for myself only, not with other bees and butterflies fluttering around...

And when I say I want it, I want it forever...

Friday, July 10, 2009

I'm Back!

Sweat... by the time everyone read this, I'm already back in USM... It's been a year now, and what a year it has been... Ready to kick start my new semester when I get back... Kick my notes's ass, not forgetting to mention the small test and Finals...

I finished New Moon... Yay! Now I know why girls like Twilight so much... Altough I'm not in a relationship, I do now the feeling of romantic...

Best quote from the sequel of Twilight...

"Before you, Bella, my life was like moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

"My heart hasn't beat in ninety years, but this was different. It was like my heart was gone-like I was hollow. LIke I'd left everything that was inside me here with you."

Okay, its not a quote. A paragraph... ^^

Next comes, Eclipse

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Gundam Seed -MeTeoR-


furete temo tsumetai yubisaki
They touch, although with icy fingertips
kooritsuita tsuki ni terasarete
Illuminated by the frozen moon

hibiwareta kokoro ga moetsukiru yoru o dakukedo
My flawed heart still embraces the night, even as it burns

isshun no kanata de kirameita omoi ga ai nara maboroshi
ni shitemisete
That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a
split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision

hanatsu hikari sora ni ochiru nozomu dake no
netsu o sasagete
The light is freed and falls through the sky,
sacrificing its warmth only for hope

shini yuku hoshi no unda honoo ga saigo no
yume ni yakarete iruyo
The flame that's born of dying starts burns
on in this, my final dream

furitsumoru tsumi wa yasashisa ni toge wa emi
ni kaete yukeru nara
If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to
kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile

chiru magiwa no hana no todokanai sakebi nimo nita
Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls
inori no hakanasa ga motomeru setsunasa ga futari
no deatta toki o yurasu
The pain that searches for the fragility of a prayer
stirs the period when the two of us met

nageki hikari nami ni nomare itami no naka kimi
wa mezamete
The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves,
and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken

kizutsuketa kara dekiru kizuna ga kodoku o ima
egaki hajimeru
This bond that could be created because we were hurt
is beginning to paint over the loneliness

sosogu inochi kizamu hana de kimiyo douka boku
o tsutsunde
Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you
have left -I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them

hikari wa mata sora ni ochiru nozomu dake no netsu
o sasagete
The light again falls though the sky, sacrificing
its warmth only for hope

kuzure ochiyuku ayamachi no hate saigo no yume
o mi tsuzuketeruyo
This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final
dream continues on