Thinking back my years, till this moment I'm blogging, it's impossible to find that I'm still single... I mean, I have always been single... I have never been in a relationship... LOL... I'm a real failure in relationships... OMG...
Well, there are times that I almost succeed, but, in the end, I still end up failing though... Sweat... Even in 1st year of university, where a relationships can pop up in 2 months, but it just did not happen to me...
People say I have good qualities, really typical good BF traits(dunno whether they lying or not la XD). Yeah, there are pretty girls where I find hard to resist... But speaking of relationship, eternity comes to my mind. A lot of people do not agree with this. This may be too old-fashion for people today...
Since my last attempt fail, there is this phobia, or should I say the sense of reality... I know most girls are insecure, they tend to flirt around even though they are in a relationship. How would I trust a girl like this to be my girl friend? How would I be loyal to her, bear no suspect when she is attending to other guys? Sure she may be gorgeous, but what is the point having a girl friend you have to share with other people?
Sure there are those who make me feel secure, those I think I can maintain a relationship if we both trust each other... But if the other half does not believe in love can be stronger than anything, surpassing the barrier of space and time, it would not have work out either...
A flower needs not to be the prettiest in the garden to attract me... But once I have it, I want it for myself only, not with other bees and butterflies fluttering around...
And when I say I want it, I want it forever...
2 comments:
loyal guy like u is hard to find d i guess.i still find guy flirt more than girls. hmmm.
hahaha.. im in the kind of flirting mood these days...XD... It's not about loyalty though... it's about the right thing to do... haha.. ur bf is loyal to you too...XD
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