Sometimes I just don't know what to say...

Talking to you is different than talking to other girls. I need not really think or plan when I talk to other girls. But with you, I really need to plan what I wanna say the next time we chat.

Girl you just shut my mind down if I were to chat with you spontaneously.

I would have love to chat all day. But hmm.. sometimes I just run out of things to say.

Or sometimes, I'm scared that you might be terrified of me... =/

....

*The only thing I CAN do is to wish you good morning and good night princess. Cause it's one of the ways I want you to know that you're ALWAYS on my mind, without needing to say IMY...

UEFA Champions League 2010-2011 Season Finale Review - F.C. Barcelona versus Manchester United F.C.

So hence end another season of football. The Champions League has always been a perfect way to end a season.

However, not so perfect if you are a Man United fan. If you haven't know yet, F.C Barcelona thumped Man United 3-1 to get hold of the Ol' Big Ear trophy - the holy grail of European club football.

So as a Man United fan, it is a heartache to watch the whole match, where we couldn't really match Barca's style of play.

True that the referee was sometimes more prone to make decisions in favour of Barca, but even if we were to put in the best referee in the world, it would not have helped much either. Barca are truly a masterclass.

But then again, the happiest thing about watching Manchester United is not that they are always winning. It's when they get beaten, tossed and turned over, you still love them and are willing to get heartbroken over and over again when they fail to win. I always say I love Man United like a man love his wife.

And I think I've proven that... =)

Evolution, or Mutation?

One theory has stated that men evolved from apes, our precursors. I don't quite believe in this theory, but compared to believing God created everything, then I'll just stick to the previous theory.

This post is not about God or religion. Rather a way to start my topic. Evolution. A change in physical or mental for the better; in someways also creating a new species if we look from the point of view of science. Birds evolving from dinosaurs, men evolving from apes.

Mutation? A change too. However, rather a forced one due to circumstances. From the point of view of sciences, mutation is caused by radioactive compounds that somehow temper with the DNA or nucleic acid arrangement.

Evolution.

Mutation.

Evolution of the human race. No doubt that we have become more and more advance if compared to the past. In the past, Icarus was treated as a joke and died when he tried to fly. Now flying seems to be a norm. Yes. Though the evolve is rather the evolve of science and technology, but in the end, it must be credited to the human brain that made this all possible.

However, although Science has been evolving all this years, sadly to say that the human nature is mutating all the time (for the worse). Kids nowadays are showered with more than what they need. And yet for them its still not enough. And also regarding moral values. Bullying your own friends, posting your heroic deeds on facebook, only to be condemned by the whole world.

C'mon. CUT YOUR FRIEND'S HAIR?? YOU KIDS ARE SINFULLY SICK TO THE CORE.

SICK!

And for what you wanna take handphones to school? And you create a page to counter the ban the school places on handphones... WTF...

Kids nowadays.... are MUTATED!

Facebook page for kids who counter the ban of using mobile phones in school

IPHONE SOME MORE...

Home

Some say that home sweet home. Home is everything. Home is where you don't need to hide yourself. A place where you can do what you want.

Not always for me. Sometimes, a home is just like a big cage with love. You mostly get what you want, but in the end you don't have much freedom. You can feed a bird in it's cage with the best food in the world, drink the freshest water, but in the end what matters most is to be granted the freedom to soar above the skies.

Maybe I was brought up in a "cage" where I was given more than enough. I never knew how "flying in the sky" was all about. Internship life changed me. Freedom given to a point where I could misused it, but ended up utilizing it to almost full potential.

Once you get the feeling of flying. Haha. You'll end up wanting to stay in the skies. I start to question the weekends I purposely came home during my university days. In the end, I realised I made a big mistake. Those were the time for me to fly up high. To test myself. To enjoy myself. To grow myself.

Not to say the feeling at home is torturous. But what I want to say is, when the time to fly comes, don't hang on to the cage. Lift your head high and spread your wings.

You'll be amazed by the height and view when you're up there.



*I know I'm still learning. I know what I do probably won't fit in your mind as perfect. But in the end, I'm learning. Learning does not mean following what comes out from your mouth as critics, advices or guidance. It is what I've gone through and realized, that actually makes me learn.

Pirates Of The Caribbean IV - On Stranger's Tide Review

Finally, another movie worthy on a spot on my blog (LOL!). The forth installment of Jack Sparrow's swashbuckling antics definitely fulfill it's promises for those who yearn for a pirate's life (that will be me~!)

Ready for the synopsis? Here we go~! Don't worry about potential spoilers. The plot is straightforward. Proceed to read all about it.

Story kick starts in a scene where Spanish fishermen caught a man, who claimed to be the crew of Juan Ponce de León in their nets. The man seemed to be alive (after 200 hundred years since Juan Ponce) so they brought the man to their King. Upon meeting the king, the man saved from the sea passed a battered note book to the King, displaying the details of the ultimate location of this movie - The Fountain of Youth.

Words then spread like fire that the Roman Catholic Spanish began their search for the fountain of youth. Meanwhile Captain Jack Sparrow came into the scene as a prisoner who was doomed for the gallows. Never thought Josahmee Gibbs appeared as a replacement while Jack imposed himself as the Head of Justice of the trial. He sentenced Gibbs to life imprisonment so that he could break Gibbs out during the journey. Never thought that the crown forces held him as captive to foil his plans.

Caught~!

Jack was then led to see King George II, who is enraged that the Spanish are actually going to seek the Fountain of Youth. So he pledge Jack help guide an expedition to the location, knowing that Jack has the map. Jack then meets his old nemesis, Barbossa, who turned into a privateer in service of the king and as the captain for the expedition.

Jack escaped from custody and began searching for an imposter that was using his name to search a crew destined for the fountain of youth (which led his location to be known and to be captured before this). He soon finds out that the imposter was actually Angelica, his old love.

The pretty Penelope Cruz as Angelica (Angel in Spanish)



Blackbeard - The pirate all pirates fear

Angelica then set Jack up and brought him aboard the Queen Anne's Revenge, Blackbeard's ship. Angelica is actually the daughter of Blackbeard, the antagonist of this film. Suspecting that Angelica is lying, Jack plots a mutiny with the crew, but foiled at the moment Blackbeard stepped out of his cabin.

"I can point names and say fingers!"

It was then be known that the ritual for the fountain of youth requires the water from the fountain and a tear from a mermaid, drank from the silver chalices of Pounce De Leon. Hence the hunt for a mermaid commences. At Whitecap Bay, Blackbeard and his co managed to capture a mermaid named Syrena after a series of fight with a swarm of man eating mermaid.

Then when all was set, the search for the fountain of youth began. Blackbeard's crew were somehow later than the Spanish when Jack found that the Silver Chalices were missing. But never did he know that Barbossa had already been there waiting for the right moment.

Fountain of Youth, here we come!

Both Barbossa and Jack sneaked into the Spanish camp and stole the chalices. And then Jack led Blackbeard to the fountain of youth with some luck. While Jack surprised Blackbeard by teaming up with Barbossa, who is prophesied to kill Blackbeard, the Spanish arrived to destroy the Fountain of Youth, claiming that no one should live eternally other than God.

Stealing the chalices... SHHHH~~!!

Barbossa stabbed Blackbeard with a poisoned sword, and while Angelica tried to save her father, she accidentally cut herself with the poisoned blade. Jack however saved Angelica in time by tricking Blackbeard into drinking the water that was destined to give up one's soul.

Scene ends where Jack dumps Angelica on an island, while Gosahmee Gibbs got back The Black Pearl from Blackbeard's ship.

The best of the best, has got to be Captain Barbossa. He claims Blackbeard's ship and re-lived his pirating days once again. =)

Captain Barbossa

Plot ***
Acting ***** (Johnny Depp rocks)
Scenes **** (Cool graphics)

Overall ****

Not fantastic, but good enough. Plenty of sword fighting and cannon. Not to mention Queen Anne's flamethrower~!!!

Amazed - Lonestar

One nice song, with beautiful lyrics...

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

~music~

Every little thing that you do

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
ooohh~
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

-Untitled-

A lot has happened since yesterday. Yes. Yesterday since I went up the Genting with my friends for a final get together session, before I finally end my internship life for good.

Something unexpected happened. Something that led me to rethink. Reconsider. And also changed part of how I feel, and think.

Why can somebody treasure and appreciated you so much, can talk and chat about so many things, while the other can just treat you as nothing, even when it comes to caring.

Why what we talk in one day, be more than what I talk to you in a year?

I have been waiting and waiting for you to change, and somehow mend the ties that was severed due to unforeseen circumstances. But, in the end, it did not kinda happen.

Why did I went and took her number, and changed my 4 month life and perception?

Perhaps it's really time to let go...

Perhaps, you were right...

I deserve better....

*A miracle happened. It changed my perception and the reason that I have been living through this 4 months. Yesterday's night, was undoubtedly, the HAPPIEST DAY for me, in the year 2011...