爱，之所以甜蜜

Another freakin post in Chinese. Pardon me cause I think when it comes to love and relationship, some how it's better to be written in Chinese, despite the fact my Chinese sucks and I hate writing in Chinese.

爱情之所以甜蜜，不是自己去体会它有多甜；而是尽力地让对方觉得，它有多甜... =)

先声明。我非常佩服那些很坚守着自己恋情的人。特别是女生。我觉得，一个男生能够有一个那么地喜欢他，想他想到要疯狂，漂亮，聪明又能干的女朋友，会是很幸福，很幸福。

我一生人遇过不少这种类型的女生。甚至大多数，都是算蛮熟的朋友。看她们与男友被时间和距离煎熬，往往会被她们的 loyalty 吸引，甚至有时还会因为她们那么 loyal, 而产生好感。

自从上次XXX后，我在感情方面，有时候，真的太理性化。要考虑这个那个。但考虑到来，幸好每次做的决定，是正确的。但我也必须知道，考虑太多，是不好的。毕竟感情，是要以感性为主。恋爱时要浪漫时得浪漫。也不能抓不到对方的节奏而破坏整个情景。

但是，当感情出现问题时，往往解决的方式也得靠理性。问题就是问题，必须追根究底，并不是抱抱两下，吻吻几下，问题就解决了。有时候，解决问题并非需要什么秘诀。只需要一点点的改变，和牺牲。

爱情，永远都和牺牲扯不掉关系。一位妈妈有多爱自己的儿女，从她怀孕九个月，生下他们，养大他们，都是在牺牲着。毫无埋怨地牺牲着。

对。身为一个男女朋友，或许牺牲不是一个必要。或许，选择放弃，也是一个比较容易的结局。但如果不禁风吹雨打的感情，还叫做爱吗？

很多人认为，恋爱，是甜蜜的。我认为，恋爱时，大多数都是在烦恼着。但是，就是因为能够为一个人烦恼和痛，然后看到另一半因为你的付出而感到幸福。这，才是我所谓的...

* this is my point of perspective. Not necessary the truth... =) and my chinese sucks!

Questioning Men's Point Of View On Religion

Almost one week I posted. Again it's a sudden update. This is a very abrupt post. And it might be sensitive. But be assured that at the end of the day, I mean no harm and this is only MY POINT OF VIEW.

No doubt, everyone has their own believes and religions. It doesn't matter if you're an atheist, Buddhist, Muslim or what so ever. Each and everyone has their own God or deities, which may differ, but when it comes to moral values and the path of righteousness, most of the time, it is the SAME.

However, about a month ago, I did found out some unbelievable facts. It seems that for some religions, if you're not a follower, or do not believe in the same God as they do, you are bound to Hell. ( In layman terms, if you believe their God, then welcome to Heaven)

I personally find that quote or statement or requirement, bizarre! Just because of a belief, one can book his place into the gates of Heaven, even though he or she has sinned more than a none believer!



But halt, wait! Was that stated by the religion? Is there any saying that proofs the believe of the One True Creator guarantees the passage to the Garden of Eden?

Or merely, there are the words of Men, who long time ago, manipulated the minds of non-believers to spread religion?

If God really did know that The Earth circled around the Sun, then why did Nicoulas Copernicus was condemned to death by You-Know-Who? And they did it in the name of THEIR GOD!

The man who postulated a comprehensive heliocentric cosmology,
Nicolaus Copernicus

Similarly the 9/11. It was done in the NAME OF GOD!

Hell, did God ever wanted you to do that?

Or, is it what YOU wanted, and put the words into YOUR GOD'S MOUTH, and made it look like what HE said...

Food For Thought...

ps* If it is true that I am destined to Hell for not embracing certain religion's God, then I will take Death and the passage to Hell like a Man. At least, I won't be going there alone...

I fear not Death nor Hell. =)

Peace. And mean no disrespect. If any statements are harsh or proved wrong, please do rectify and a thousand apologies. Again, I meant no harm...

Next Semester...

For your information, my next semester would be entirely based on my internship. And guess the company I got.....

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Fat die me lo... T.T

The Law Of Ueki (植木の法则) review

Few days ago, I finally finished this 51 episodes-anime, The Law of Ueki. And my, was it a fabulous one!

Plot of the story is roughly about, the current God of Heaven wants to pick a new candidate to succeed him. Among the so called "deities", who are chosen as one of the candidates, must choose a high school student ( or roughly someone in that age) as a contestant of a fighting tournament, giving him or her a specific power or ability, and fight other contestants. The winner of the tournament is granted a "blank zai" or blank talent, which grants the winner any talent he or she wants. The deity in charge of the tournament winner would hence succeed as the new God.

Ueki using his ability

Ueki was one of the contestants. His deity in charge was Kobayashi, his home room teacher. Kobayashi never did wanted to become a God. In Ueki's case, he was actually testing Ueki's justice by trying to give him an ability. At first Ueki declines to have powers. But after a demonstration which Kobayashi destroyed a tree, Ueki asked for a power which can turned rubbish bits into trees.

Plot goes on to which Ueki is revealed as a Heavenly Being ( as in someone who lives in Heaven) but is thrown down to Earth by his father in order to win the tournament for himself ( Ueki's biological father thought of choosing him as his candidate for the tournament) but unfortunately, he was not chosen as a candidate. As a Heavenly being, Ueki can use the 10 treasures ( weapons used for offences and also defences).

Climax of the anime is of course the battle at Heaven. Ueki made up his own tag team, and was one of the few teams allowed to continue the tournaments further. Although his group members were relatively much weaker than the other teams, however with team work, believe and trust, they miraculously got to the final stage, battling Anon, a Hellion ( the opposite of a Heavenly Being).

Anon, the ultimate antagonist

All's well does ends well. Ueki defeated Anon, and in the end, went back to his old life as a high school student, with of course, a talent of his choice... =)

已经很久，没有这种感觉了

已经很久，
没有这样的感性了
心好像飘飘然
好像，麻醉了...

已经很久，
没有那么的痴情了
日夜都常想起一个人
就是那么地徘徊在脑里...

已经很久，
没有那么的开心
和一个人谈起话来，
宁愿熬夜，抗拒想要闭上的眼睛

已经很久，
没有那么的紧张
当自己听到，
看上你的人，不单单是自己

已经很久，
没有那么地注重
带在身边的手机，
每条讯息，都希望是妳发来的

已经很久，
没有这样的感觉了
直到我遇到妳，
我也从来没想过，我还可以再喜欢上一个人...

Words of Wisdom

Love is like a butterfly, the more you want it, the more elusive it is to get it; Problems are like mosquitoes, the more you hate them, the more they SUCK!

-jpthedarkknight-

Kaspersky Bachelor Security

If you are looking for something regarding anti-virus, you can navigate away right now...

Back to the main topic

Yes. I currently have this anti-relationship software installed, since the "last nightmare". I vowed never to get hurt again, vow never to do something stupid again, and cry for nothing.

Good thing about this software is, it gave me 2 years of one hell of a single life. Along the road, there have been crushes, but it all went by and passed by smoothly, just like when you insert an infected thumb drive into your computer, the anti-virus sounds an alarm and most of the time, succeeds in removing the malicious malware.

Bad thing is, I feel that it's expiry date is around the corner...

Worse part of it, I think I found a "virus", who I would willingly let it take over my system...

GOD.... WHAT SHOULD I DO???????

T.T

Perspectives

Again, I dig out an old topic to discuss. Maybe not under the name of perspectives, as I don't want my posts to be the same as the title of my friend's( Khaw Wen Pin's) blog @ http://pinadelaide.blogspot.com/

But still, I used the word...

On the date 09 October 2010, I was in Taiping, as usual to spend my weekends. I have known that there will be a talk going on. An important one ( I presume)

But I chose to ignore the bloody talk and went back just as usual. One, because I trusted my group to help me in whatever situations. Two, I wanted to bid my friend Chee Wei Teh a farewell before he went back to Germany. Three, to meet up with MMU Cyber kaki's...

Things got worse when I found out that there was a case study, with a whooping 20% weight on my overall course. Thinking that there is nothing to be done, I laughed and ignored the matter...

Things got even worse when I found out that it's due date was on the coming Friday. I panicked, I sweated. My mood turned 180 degrees.

My head was turning, spinning. I gotta do something quick, fast! The way I replied my group in MSN, was somehow unacceptable. I even went to the extent of accusing them, making them scapegoats.

But then, after a while, I thought again. This time, with logic. I chose to came back, even knowing that there would be a talk. I did not ask for clear information regarding the assignment. Based on this two facts, it is already enough to condemn me a ZERO over the 20%. I deserved NOTHING!

I gradually accepted the fact. Although measures and initiatives to find a group is still on going, I have been guaranteed a life saver from my group that they will breach the rules to include me as one of their group members...

I know my group members aren't as "trustable" as others, but there are the one's that I have or got to lean on when there is a need to. Well surely they aren't quite good leaning materials, at least they are willing to pull me up when I fall down. I should be thankful for that...

And in the end, they are doing what other groups aren't doing(saving my god damn pathetic ass)

Again it goes with the title of this post. If we see things differently, the world, is actually not a bad place to live... Be positive, rather than passive.

And also, judge or see things based on logic and reality, not based on negative feelings...

*pst I was going to take that 0 marks like a man when life line drops in... GOD BLESS ME =D

Countdown for Finals and Sem Break

Current countdown for the final exam is 30 days, exactly one month. 46 days to semester break...

Again I'm doing the countdown thingy. To me, every portion of life is about looking forward for something. Whether good or bad.

I have count down for my tests, the FIFA World Cup, and my holidays. The good thing about it is, everyday when I change the numbers on my msn messenger, I'm aware that one day has passed by. How did that specific day went by? Was it a happy day?

Human brains are complicated and sophisticated. But we can never get more complicated than life. Life is always full of sadness and pain, that will make us weary. But happiness can definitely change things around, make things a little better...

I have realised a lot of things. Some I do tend to forget. Some I was lazy to post on my blog. But I know, the most important thing I have learn about life, is to always be happy, and to do the things you like most...

Study mood hasn't really quite kick in. And I don't plan to aim high this semester... A normal and peaceful semester is what I want... =D