Total Eclipse Of The Heart

Used to dislike this song. But am now loving it! Powerful, nice lyrics, and full of... sadness?

(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit lonely
and you're never coming around
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit nervous
that the best of all the years have gone by
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit terrified
and then I see the look in your eyes
(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn around bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

The Poem Bug

I got bitten by the poem bug
It is on purpose, not random or luck
It makes my hands flow with poems
Or wacky sentences, with rhymes and rhythms

It all started with nothing to do
Then this idea pop out of the blue
Why not write something about me
Write it as in writing it in poetry!

Through the years, the poems flow
As the size of my blog posts grow
Thoughts, stories or random ramblings
Problems, conflicts and even sweet tidings

Once again, the mood is back
As I pull these works out of my bag
Why it's back, I need not mention
Thanks to "her", she's my inspiration.

Waking Up

Waking up is the hardest thing to do
In dreams I'm king while reality a fool
Life so empty while I wished it was full
But what to do, I ain't got a clue.

Waking up is the hardest thing to face
Life is complicated like mind bending maze
One must be up to the challenge and craze
Or else you'll be stucked, stunned and fazed.

Waking up is the hardest thing to swallow
Cos the fruits you reap might not be mellow
Doesn't matter even your sweat pours and flow
Heartbroken you are like an arrow from a bow

Waking up is the hardest thing to admit
Cos anything about me, you don't give a damn shit
But why oh why does my feeble heart beat
Maybe it's possible, that our hearts may meet...

On Horoscopes - The 13th - Ophiucus

Another post on horoscopes. Although I state it clear again, that I don't really believe in them, but I do think, that they do play a part in life. A small part. A part we call, FATE.

Now recently, there is a controversy. The 13th zodiac, Ophiucus, arises and somehow thwarts our believe in our original horoscopes. There might be a shift and breakdown of the calender, causing some of us to a changed horoscope.

Ophiucus, the snake annoyer. Guess he's annoyed plenty of you people.. XD

I know many people are kinda sad with this situation. Some even distress. I'm not saying that you should not be. Hell I'm a proud Aries myself, and suddenly you want me to be a Pisces? Be a fishy guy? NO WAY! I'm a sheep for life. A CUTE ONE TOO! XD

But when it comes to luck, destiny, I do not believe a single thing about it. Okay when it comes to prevention, I somehow earmark it. Hell I do not even read the daily horoscopes now like I used to. But I'd do go through the yearly one's if they are posted on Facebook.

Why I don't believe? Why should you not believe too much of it? Each horoscope spans for around 1 month. So that means you share the same fate, luck destiny with all of those who are born in the same month. Okay for you maybe a month is nothing. But logically speaking and making assumptions, you WILL share the same fate with 1/12 the population of the entire Earth's population. If you picked up a 5 dollar bill today because of your luck, does that mean the rest of the 1/12 population will pick up money too? Think again.

Many people think that greatness is born with life. If you are born a leader, you will be a leader. EXCEPTION HERE! I'm the odd Aries who prefers to be a follower rather a leader. I'm not the one with fiery temper that would be ablaze easily you to hell everytime you piss me (but please don't make me angry, that would be the last thing you'd wanna do XD).

Yes. Every horoscope has its own strengths, and weakness. So what if I were to changed and improved on my weaknesses. Will that make me an alien of all the Aries? Would I need to change my horoscope to the one's that fit my new personality? No. I'm born as an Aries. I will die as one too. No matter how I may "mutate" as I improve or change in my whole life.

Some people rely on their horoscopes to shape their personality. I wouldn't say that it is wrong. But to actually want to act like the mold of your horoscope is actually quite dumb and illogical. If your horoscope signals today as a day where you'll have a windfall, would you invest your money into competitions, or bet them and really believe in luck? Or maybe you'll spent your whole day searching the ground for that 10 cents to justify the horoscope's claim?

No doubt luck plays a role in life. But one's destiny and course can be easily altered, if you realise how great you can be. Be the master of your life, and not let others be your master. Aladdin would not have be a prince if he continued his life as a street rat. He need not be a brave courageous Aries to be the hero that in the end vanquish Jaafar and be Jasmine's fiance. So does Hercules.

Aladdin. Brave, courageous. One of my favourite characters =)

Always remember. Winners make their own luck. Random luck can be do without. But when it comes around, be sure to HOLD IT TIGHT and make the use of it!

星座-王力宏

Look carefully... XD



山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化

如果说女人才十二种不同
爱情不会给我二十年的头痛
那么心动之前记得开口
问一问星座才能进攻
可惜感情远比星星复杂
身在其中换做谁都无法自拔
一肚子的疑惑谁能回答
爱情印正在星座神话

信不信心诚则灵
天空把答案都藏的好美丽
倒可以多点信心
我为了了解爱的神秘下定决心
谁中意星座话题
快告诉我山羊女应该怎么搞定
可惜好像没有机会
bala bala bala now wait

山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
女人的心千变万化

古老的发明如今疯狂流行
是否因为太多人曾为爱伤心
不期望爱只是需要机会
宁可牺牲一切甚至是命
努力研究魔羯座找寻线索
该怎么说该怎么做该怎么掌握
像个学生一样努力用功
下次爱情能一路顺风

信不信心诚则灵
天空把答案都藏的好美丽
倒可以多点信心
我为了了解爱的神秘下定决心
谁中意星座话题
快告诉我山羊女应该怎么搞定
可惜好像没有机会
可是我还是在坚定

ok 大家知道了吗
其实很简单
我那所谓的她的星座我讲过了,
知道吗?
不知道
what
讲过了
但是
ok ok ok 我再说一次
come on 大家听清楚 come on

山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座
金牛双子巨蟹座
狮子处女天秤天蝎射手座
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座(oh)
金牛双子巨蟹座(我不懂这些星座问题女人的话题)
山羊水瓶双鱼牡羊座(oh)
金牛双子巨蟹座(魔羯座是她的星座)

He Is The Dark Knight

A bat sign aloft the dark sky,
A shriek of terror, a distress cry;
A flutter approaching evil's legion,
A black bat silhouette, Gotham's guardian.

Peace and justice always disrupted
Fighting for it this man knows no tired
Be it the Joker, Riddler, or Penguin Man
The cape crusader vanquishes them at the end

Still some who perceived him as the villain
Blamed for crimes, slaughter and disdain;
Yet he took the blames without complain,
And took no praise, no accolades gain.

Everytime when the signal is lighted,
Fear not that it may not be sighted;
Bad guys out there, better flee and flight
You'll have no chance against Gotham's Dark Knight

What happened last week?

A week has passed since the start of my new life at KL. It's my internship semester. I'm 'lucky' to say that I was chosen to join food manufacturing giants Macfood, who are solely in charge of Mcdonald's franchise raw ingredients all over Malaysia, Singapore, Middle East and some other countries as well... Think of the capability and the production volume to cater for such a humongous market!

As I had promised myself, more photos! ORIGNAL SELF TAKEN PHOTOS! Let the pictures do the talking ;)

The dress code to enter the production line. It's a must to obey the GMP (Good Manufacturing Process)

One of the trial project which I'm involved in. It's called the lettuce head soak. I call it the head shower. XD Temperature of chilled water at 4 degress Celsius!


LETTUCE! The shreds that you find inside every McDonald's burger. Handpicked and packed. ALL TOUCHED BY ME!!! XD

Proof that it's all done by hand...

I did not have the chance to take photos from the burger and chicken patty line. Hopefully in the future! More photos can be found here

Weekend was also well spent. Saturday morning was a hiking trip up Bukit Saga. Surely one of the most challenging hikes of my life! No photos are available as bringing a phone on a hiking trip is sometimes a burden... Up there, are retired oldies who enjoyed nature's gift. They built simple huts up there, and lived half of their days on top. Ah, what a way to live a retired life!!

Then Sunday was a trip to Ampang TTDI, where a housing project is on it's final touch ups. Managed to snap a few wonder photos from a model house...

One of the bedrooms...

The TV room or lounge on the second floor

The master bedroom (only a portion of it!)

The cute baby room~!! *personally like it a lot!

Study room

seashell themed second floor... beautiful!

A shot of the garden surrounding the house

What a well spent week it was. It was also hectic, but at least, that week, definitely opened my eyes and senses!! =)

More to come, more to share! Stay tuned!

Something About Love

Last week. Exactly last week. I did something. Something that requires much bravery. And stupidity. Confessing a feeling. Even though I knew, chances of failure, was imminent.

I gave her a shock. She probably did not see that coming. Neither did I, if I were to flashback time. I'd never thought, it would be her. Constantly appearing on my mind.

I'd never knew that, this poison, this virus, was so contagious, when my Kaspersky Bachelor Sercurity was expired and I did not install a new one. My system IS infected.

However, sad to say that she wasn't in. She apologised. Told me to forget her. Rubbed her off my mind.

As if I could. As if this kind of things can be nullified. As if my brain is a computer. I did not argue. But I had many to say.

You called me to rub you off. You said there was no chemistry. I can't deny, nor can I agree. If I were proud enough to ask back, I could have ask you to rub the "him" off your mind too. If there was chemistry between you both, something will have happened. Where is that something? Is it God's fate that you're waiting for?

I do not know whether that something between you and "him" on your mind will happen or not. But you knew that we had 0%. Total failure. Nothing. No end product. Nada. Seems like you know me a lot, while the truth is, I may know you more than you know me, yet still will not say that I've known the real you.

I'm not angry. Nor am I challenging you. And I do not want to change your point of view. It's your choice to choose the best. So far I'm the worst when it comes to this kind of things (0% success rate my entire life). But the way you say it, is like sending me to a hangman's noose without a question. Like I'm a destined loser.

I'm not also calling you to give hope either. But at least, a chance to prove. That's all.

I have you deep inside my mind now, but that doesn't mean that you're gonna be the one of my life. Anything could happen. Hell I may even get a foreigner as my future wife. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN. But we can't be sure that what will or will not happen. That's my point."

But then again, I do not object your point of view or ways to handle this matter. Nor do I want you to change. This post is just to express my views. Nothing more...

If everything in this world is fated by God, even if I'd really believe in Him, I'd be mad at him. He'd fated me to be broken up to pieces everytime when such matters arise. I'd rather have one time to learn through the process of a relationship rather than learning everytime I flop.

I know chances are as thin as a thread. Getting you is like finding a needle through a haystack. But I asked myself the same question again, everytime I fail. And I stick to the principals:

"You do not have to be together with someone when you like him or her. What truly matters is his or her happiness."

I'd wish for your ultimate happiness, like every princess in fairytales, for your bliss to be immortalized, for him to be your knight in shining armour. Even though I may end up in broken pieces again, I DO NOT CARE.

It is your happiness, and my heartbreak, to make my feelings, TRUE!

If God gave me a wish right now, I'd wish for that guy to be living happily ever after with you. I wouldn't wish that I was that guy. Funny huh. Guess I myself destined myself to be a loser.

XD

Life's Greatest Challenge

What is life's greatest challenge? Many people have their own views. Some may think becoming a millionaire. Some may think becoming a nation's leader. Some with lower aspirations, but also great dreams.

Everyone's dream depends on his or her limits. For a successful entrepreneur, earning 1k per day would be horrendous. But for a teacher or a normal clerk, it would always be a dream. Yeah an impossible dream, to get a daily salary like that.

Not to say that most people or some people do not have great dreams. Mind my words. Everyone's dreams and targets depend on their capabilities.

For me, life's greatest challenge, is nonetheless waking up every morning. Yes. Waking up from sleep. Waking up into the bitter reality, where you are nothing when you haven't achieve anything. Waking up to the endless problems ahead of you, obstacles that lie ahead unseen. After you're done and fully awake, you're ready to rule the world, and make your sweet dreams, a reality.. =D

I have no great dreams. But I do have my own dreams. Dreams that are so sweet, that I'd give up anything to make it a reality. I'm giving all I have.

Please, do come TRUE!

When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you..

It's still there

Although it is a failure, but a failure is the start of another action.

Phase 2....

I won't give up. I can't give up. Too much to lose. Too much at stake.

Waves and Torrents

I'm still a young boy. Still immature in many aspects. But tomorrow will be my 1st challenge in life, a challenge I have never been through, and it is a big one.

A big and long one.

And another hidden obstacle hide beneath this wave. Speeding torrents under the crashing sea water. Even I could survive under water with an oxygen tank, the torrents will also make things complicated.

What more can I do? What more can I say?

Only Heaven knows...