2012 New Year Resolution

Really I'm not the kind of guy who writes down my New Year Resolution (nor do I really have one yearly!). But making one for this coming year, well... At least I try?

Ok. Here they are. They aren't specifically high standards though. But achievements nonetheless!

1. Learn guitar
2. Graduate peacefully
3. Be more mature (that's a bit subjective. Haha!)
4. Get ripped (Oh oh oh! 6 packs!)
5. Practice and play the piano more often, learning more songs. Learn 4-5 new songs for the year(depends. If I'm super free, 10 would also be easy)
6. Do not ever be as dumb as year 2011, where you put your one year waiting for 2 girls who doesn't give a shit to what happen to you. BE SMART!
7. Be more proficient in English, wheter it's speaking and writing. In other words, READ MORE!
8. Learn and brush up Korean. You can only take up to 2 levels. That last level, well could probably sums up to your own.
9. Try not to get into any traffic mistakes... :)
10. Learn how to be more time cautious and be more time management. Time is the essence. Discipline is THE KEY.

'''~~~Good Bye 2011 & Welcome 2012~~~'''

:)

Though the fact that I have been single and never been in a relationship, that doesn't mean I'm gay nor "Bi".

I am a normal guy, who DOES get attracted to girls.

Every now and then, when I have no one on my mind, like the current situation me (means no crush or liking towards anyone) writing this post, I always think of the requirements and qualities I set into choosing a girlfriend. And of course keep on reviewing it...

But as I have stated before here, you can state as much as many requirements you can. But when the right one comes, and when you really really like him or her, you tend to ignore the requirements you set.

What I would really like to say here, in this post, is rather a finding of my own self. A finding of myself, towards the tendency of girls that attract me... Haha! NO JOKE!

Well I have been in crushes with girls.... since standard 6 I think. Well standard 6's memory is kinda blurry now, the most I can remember back in form 1. Over the years, crushes come and go, years passed, from secondary school to Matriculation, and then to University, the same and lame old me, still failing to get into a relationship (but still normal as I still like girls LOL).

I've had crushes on many types of girls. Girls that at first, I couldn't find a similarity, a pattern or a trend that makes me have a crush for them. I mean there's gotta be a reason, even one, on why a guy likes a girl.

Well actually I kinda figured out the trend a few days back. Haha. It's like so slow right. And erm, it's not the outer beauty that I'm so "shallow", nor inner beauty (some girls that I have a crush on just makes me regret or say "alamak" at myself after getting over her). It is also not the size of their bosoms, their attitude (attitude is important in choosing a girlfriend, but I'm talking about attraction here~!), or the size of their @ss (get the word?)

Big melons. So what?

One hell of an @ss. So what X 2 ? (self mumbling control control control your..)

I'm also quite astounded by the trend. Although I've been aware of "it" being what I am attracted to, I'm surprised that it has been a trend for all these years.

The answer? simple. And it kinda explains why I use that emoticon alot...

:)

Yes. A smile. HER SMILE!

It's not just the girls that I have crushes on attracts me with their smile. Even the female celebrities that I like, adore, love, and some who did became my celebrity crush also have beautiful smiles that melt away one's heart.

I would of course like to post the photos of the girls that I did crushed on since form one until now to really justify my point, but it's kinda their personal photos and using one's photos without permission is... well not that good. But to those who really did know me, even if you did just know one crush of mine, you've gotta admit that their smile are just too... argh... SWEET!

It doesn't matter though, whether their teeth are straight or not. It's just that when they smile or laugh, they never or seldom close their mouth. They laugh out loud, showing their teeth, whether perfect or not, still feels attractive to me... :)

Used to be celebrity crush - Linda Chung :) Love her smile

Current girl that got me over my heels surely has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. She's truly an angel from heaven.. OH~~~!!!!

TADAAA~! IT'S HER!

The angel that fell from Heaven

Told ya her smile is perfect~


When you google Yoona on Google Images, most of the time you'll always find her with a smile

Laugh out Loud, and melt my heart ~!


Y U Pout lips Yoongie~~~?

So that also kinda explains why I LUURVE YoonA and not Seohyun. Although Seohyun is indeed pretty, has really good inner and outer beauty (you'll know if you've watched "We Got Married" really a perfect wife to have), I'd still choose YoonA over her...

Also pretty, and angelic

But her smile will always come second to...

My Yoongie~~~ :)

So it is proven, and published hereby, on the 29th of December 2011, 1.11am local time (+8 Singapore, Kuala Lumpur)

That I, am attracted, very much, to a woman's sweet smile. :)

;)

K-pop - Rising Music Genre

Classical. Jazz. Traditional. Rock n Roll. Pop.

Music. What it was. What it has become. What it will be. It changes at a drastic pace. Genres are even more than the one's mentioned above.People from the older generations, our grandfathers, ancestors, probably never did not R&B. And maybe our fathers and mothers don't even regard rap as an alternative music genre. Alternative? HAHA! R&B has since became one of the main music genres of today's music. Not to even mention club hits which are fast rising meteorically.

Davichi. Man their voices are AWESOME!

I don't know how many you guys out there listen to music，or songs. For me, I NEVER pass a day without a song. It's almost impossible to even imagine a day without music. Even if that dreaded day come, I'll just sing with my own voice to make sure my days are never MUSIC-LESS.

And again, I don't know what genres you guys prefer either. But from what I see, apart from English pop songs, most people are also affectionate towards pop songs of their own mother tongue. Expected. But do you guys ever have an additional preferance? Or should I say an alternate genre of preference? A genre that, makes you special from the rest?

CN BLUE. Rock band style :)

Classicals are awesome. Opera is also good too. I'm proud to say that I'm a big fan of Il Divo. I know pretty much of their song lyrics, although most of them are in Spanish or Italian I-Don't-Know.

But one specific genre that I would like to highlight here, is actually K-Pop

Yes. K-pop or Korean Pop. I started to get infected when I liked this one girl. Yeah before that I did heard a few songs from TVXQ and Wonder Girl's Nobody, but they never left an imprint or got me intoxicated. But the first song that I really paid attention to the lyrics and the melody was Lee Seung Gi's "Will You Marry Me".

Maybe it all started out in how to win her heart. I admit I kinda despise Korean Music that time. Who are they to reinstate Pop? Who are they to dance and sing in such swagger and style that only the great late Michael Jackson was the one who reigns over the world of Pop? Plastic face. Autotune freaks.

Super Junior. Super singers + Dancers. MJ should be proud :)

So you can imagine how hard it is to listen to a Korean song at first. A song in a language I never knew at all. Maybe a genre I never even considered as a genre. A genre that I never did cared. A genre that I thought why even people think it's a genre. I youtubed Lee Seung Gi's "Will You Marry Me".(because that song was on her msn's "playing now").

Music starts. OWH! HORRIBLE! OMG! I CAN'T STAND IT....

But I ended up asking her for her favourite songs. It almost ended that way. Having a list of recommended songs from a girl you like in a messaging history.

Days passed. I never did have the urge or feel to further investigate the songs she recommended.

Until one day, I came across SS501's "Deja Vu" and "Ur Man" unintentionally. I don't know why this 2 songs actually injected some antibody towards my detest towards K-pop. So I re-listen to "Will You Marry Me". 1st time. Hey not as bad as it sounded. 2nd time, wow, actually quite nice. 3rd time, google lyrics. Hell that's sweet. The rest is history. That was how I went from hate to love.

SS501. The first injection of truth and acceptance

Since then, K-pop has become my main genre in music. Yes. My secondary genre is English Pop. Heck I never did update myself with Chinese Pop, unless Jay Chou or Lee Hom.

I found a genre, that offers songs with awesome bass beats, "move like Jagger" dance moves, catchy tunes, awesome ballads, lovely and "melt your heart" or "break your heart to pieces" lyrics. Gone were those negative points I once had for K-pop.

Maybe some of you may claim that I went K-pop crazy because of that girl that changed me. I wonder how true was that myself too. But almost one month ago, after knowing that she already had a boyfriend, I started asking myself. Will I stop K-poping? Will K-pop be the reason that I will never let go of he? Should I continue K-poping?

After sometime, the truth came. She was just one of the girls that made my heart skipped a beat. Yes and got me to listen what I hate in the first place. But it was not the reason on why I fell in love with K-pop. Yes I took Korean at first because of her too. But now I wanna learn Korean to sing my favourite K-pop songs, and actually use it to communicate.

BRING THE BOYS OUT~!

I know it is very hard to make someone to like a song sung in a language that they don't even know. So I can't help it if people hate K-pop like me in the first place. So maybe that's why Chinese will always support Mandarin pop. Indians will always be stuck with Bollywood. But what I have seen K-pop do is, growing and rising in such a rate, that many singers and groups has gone global, performing in countries like U.S, U.K, Brazil, where peple there don't even speak or know a damn word in Korean. Ask yourself. How many Asian artistes can perform in their own mother tongue in concerts where people pay to hear you sing in a language they don't even understand?

Yes. Maybe I'm biased. I have long forsaken the future of Mandarin pop. They only sing. They only know ballads. Only a handful are band groups. They are way behind in terms of international standard and global domination. It seems harsh. But please correct me, the day when a mandarin singer/ group that will actually stir up a storm like SNSD.

SNSD. Girls Generation. Global Icons

Maybe to went head over heels over her, was a mistake. But to have went gaga because of her and then to fall in love with K-pop was one of the best thing I never knew what I was missing all this time.



*peace music lovers :)

G.NA

Sick Of "IT"

If I were to have a wish right now, I'd wish I'd never like someone again... The thing about liking somebody is, I fall so easily, yet find it so hard to forget whom I like.

It has happened all the time. Since puberty struck, I have been falling over for girls and in the end, tending my broken heart EVERY SINGLE time.

I've had enough. Please. Take away my heart. Turn me into a soul-less creature. I rather stay ignorant and know nothing about L-O-V-E.

Fuck this 4 alphabets in this spelling. If not for this four words, my life would definitely be happier.

I'm done... I FUCKING GIVE UP!

We Got Married - YongSeo Couple

I'm currently watching the Korean Variety Show 우리 결혼했어요, or known as We Got Married in English.

This is a variety show, where they pair up Korean celebrities and they will "act out" as a couple.

YongSeo couple is one of the most popular couple ever emerged out from this show. YongSeo derives from the name of the couples - YongHwa Jung from the boy band CNBLUE and SeoHyun from SNSD or Girls Generation.

I'm currently up to episode 34, and yeah, they look perfect and sweet together.

Apart from believing that sweet and romantic love actually existed, there are also many lessons that can be learnt.

Reciprocity - Give and take is the rule of thumb in a relationship. Different people will always have different view. And being a couple, it is a must to always give and take.

Initiative - It is already the 22nd century for God sake. Apart from the fact that maybe guys usually must be the one's to ask a girl to start a relationship, other things can be initiated by the girl. One episode that really took me by surprise was SeoHyun automatically grabbing YongHwa's arm while they were walking. True you don't see girls doing that alot. But that actually struck me hard that, if a girl does do that, oh my god that guy or boyfriend can be so proud and happy!

Frank - It's always the best to keep a relationship straight and clear, without lies. There should be no secrets between couples - if there should be, it shouldn't be a lot! One could really end up hurting the other half real bad if he or she doesn't know the truths or knows it through other sources or people.

Emotional - Not as in being angry or mad, but to show true feelings to the other half. If you really miss him or she, just express it or say it. If you're mad, then tell in a subtle manner instead of giving a cold shoulder. Being a couple doesn't mean your other half is psychic and is able to know everything that you think...

Forgiving - Humans can never escape from errors. We all are bound to make mistakes. So if the other half does make a mistake once in a while and apologise, then it is always okay to forgive and forget. Same thing happens the other way round too. He or she should be able to forgive you too~

200 days

I really don't know how to start, or what to write...

Is knowing someone for 200 days something to celebrate or to be happy about?

I don't know... Because most of the time, we don't really count the days the person has came into our lives.

Even our best friends, and maybe our parents too...

Yeah we know our parents have been there for us since we were born. But for exactly how many years and days, if it was not your birthday today? You still need to count...

There are very few examples where you actually keep track on how many days someone has come into your life. Some couples even place a timer to automatically count their days they've been together... Seldom they count manually...

Well I did. And 23rd of November will be the 200th day we've known each other, and the days that have passed since we last saw each other... Time flies...

I hope you're alright with your life... And erm... Let's look forward for the 300th day shall we?

Keep in touch okay? :)

너무 보고싶었어요 ...

미안해요 공주...

On What Happened on the Bridge

This is an account of what I've went through during my marathon, some 22 hours go... No graphical details are available.

It all started well. I sprinted fast. I cut the crowd gracefully as music pumped the adrenalin throughout my body. I felt unstoppable.

Then came the normal fatigue we all experience when we do somtime for quite some time. I can hear myself panting during the interval break of the songs of my playlist. But it was all good as I was used to the fatigue, since I have been experiencing much worse or it seems normal during my thorough training.

I paced as if the wind was blowing. I charted 1 hours exactly for reaching the point of the bridge where we were required to turn back.

Then, the 1st test arrived.

I got a slight tingling in my stomach. My undigested dinner was churning. It was something slightly spicy, so it slowed me down. And yes. There was this urge to go to the toilet. But I have to move on. I slowed down and continue at normal speed once the tingling feeling was gone.

I prayed, even though I never did believed in God. Soon after the tingling was gone, another pain came. My singlet was drenched, and the jogging motion was making it abrasive against my skin(my nipple to be precise!). The chilly wind makes thing worst as the abrasion got serious I had to make this wierd action, pulling my singlet and making sure there was no contact. I've had enough of the abrasion pain. I took off my singlet, and ran upper part naked.

Then the ultimate test was looming. I was running non stop, and my legs finally took its toll. Cramps happened. I really have to stop running and walk carefully, before getting into a jogging motion again. At first it was just the calves of my left leg. Soon it got worst. The both calves of my legs were equally susceptible to cramps should I not be careful of my pace.

Although there were ice stations, and also pain reliever sprays along the way. it did not did any good. My body was totally out of sodium. Every step was a cramp pain for my muscles. However, I jogged on and stop, vice versa, everytime the cramp struck. My legs weren't listening to the orders my brain gave out. It was as good as dead.

The cramps got worst and worst as I continue to push myself. When I reach the 3km mark from the finishing line, I was totally flat. The only thing I can do to keep moving was to walk in giant strides. Any slight jog would just cramp up my legs. I grimaced for every step I've took.

Until the finishing line was in sight, I started to jog again. The pain was overwhelming, but I kept pushing myself to run towards the finishing line. Scared that I may be disqualified for not wearing my singlet (as I did said I was naked) I quickly pulled it back on. But my head got into my arm's compartment of the singlet. I was laughed by the crowd... HAHA...

It was not easy to finish the marathon within the time limit. well probably I finished it 30 minuted earlier. But still, my target of acheiving it in 2 hours and 30 minutes remains elusive. The pain and tests I suffered along the journey, really has dampened my speed and spirit. But good thing was, it did not stopped me from moving forward.

I never stopped to sit down, or take a breather. Even if I stopped, it was to take the drinks prepared. The slowest I got, was not for resting in the middle of the marathon, but it was took walk, but in a jiffy manner.

I so wanted to win the medal and certificate. That was my dream. My target. And I vowed not to stop or rest once I really achieve what I have set out to do. This, I have manage to do. And yes, I'm proud for what I held on so strongly, in which in the end made me got what I want.

As I have said in my previous blog. No distance is too far. No time is too long. If you have the heart and will to do it, you'll avhieve what you yearn in life.

*P.S. If it was not for a playlists of adrenalin pumping song, I think I would not have made it. Thanks :)

Counting Down to The Penang Bridge Marathon 2011

The International Penang Bridge Marathon is roughly 13 hours away.

I may feel a little nervous. But not panicky. Maybe it's because I deem myself fit and had gone through vigorous training?

Yesterday a friend asked me why I decided to join the marathon. And err.. I kinda don't know how to answer her.

Or maybe I know, but I just did not say it out. I said that my friend asked to join. So I joined. Partially yeah, that would be one of the reasons.

But the main reason is, I wanted to give myself a challenge. I wanted this to go into one of my lifetime achievements. I wanted to prove to myself and the world, that when I, set myself on to doing something, I will do it.

Training wasn't easy. I started off vigorous training late, prolly 2 weeks ago. I started off lumpy, stopping everytime I went out of breath.

Days went by and I sense the improved stamina in me. I felt the adrenaline pulsating everytime I push myself to sprint harder, numbing the pain and soreness of my legs that have been awesome although I push myself very hard, until that I was kinda limping while walking.

And of course, I wanted to let "her" know that, no matter how far we can be, no matter how long it takes, I'm gonna get to her.

Missing her and running a marathon has some similarities. Missing someone hurts and is torturing, So is a marathon, where you push your body to the limits, go through the pain and fatigue level.

Sooner or later, after running a while, you kinda get used to it. Getting used to the pain and strain. Same goes for thinking of somebody.

There are days that I don't feel so much torturous when I'm thinking of you. Not that I don't like you anymore. It's just that, I have already gotten used to it.

It is the same everyday. Since the day we met. Until this very day, every moment.

I'm gonna finish my marathon, I'm gonna graduate from my course, and I'm gonna get to you. If there is a chance. A chance, like a Penang Bridge Marathon, to prove my worth... :)

No distance is too far. No duration is too long...

You Know You ARE a SONE

~Sunny, Tiffany, Sooyoung, Seohyun, Yuri, Yoona, Jessica, Hyoyeon, Taeyeon~

You know you're a Sone, when their songs keep playing on your mind

You know you're a Sone, when you're mesmerized by their songs and dances

You know you're a Sone, when you can differentiate ALL 9 members with ease.(this is still kinda complicated, but yeah, I can differentiate)

You know you're a Sone, when you wanna know more about them, watch variety shows about them.

You know you're a Sone, when you think they are considered among the world's most hottest and prettiest girls. (In my case however, only Yoona is on my list-top 5. Other members do make it to the list, but not all XD)

You know you're a Sone, when you have SNSD wallpaper as one of your desktop wallpaper(my desktop wallpaper changes every 30 minutes, so that's why its one of them)

You know you're a Sone, when given a choice to choose, example SJ, Big Bang, CN Blue and bla bla bla, you'll choose them without a doubt. (I started with Big Bang and then CN Blue. But SNSD is just a poison too potent. Plus its more normal for me to say I like SNSD rather than boy bands. At least there is an opposite sex attraction XD )

You know you're a Sone, that maybe their songs may not be that awesome, you still rate it 5 stars. ( The Boys rock man! come on! BRING THE BOYS OUT~!)

You know you're a Sone, when K-pop news has anything to do with them, you'll definitely READ THE NEWS!

You know you're a Sone, that when somebody says they're not naturally pretty or cute, you just don't give a damn to what they say. They are awesome just the way they are.

I know that I'm a Sone, when I spent almost a significant amount of time to write this blog, and thinking of all the points and truths to prove that I am...

소녀시대 좋아해요~~!!

In Time - What It Taught Me

Watched In Time. And erm. Hmm. It kinda changed me, a little should I say?

I’ll cut the synopsis. It’s better for you to not know anything about a movie before watching it. Movies that don’t really featured in trailers if you’re an ardent cinema go-er. This is the type of movie where you go in blank, and come back out knowing the story. Something like Inception, where you don’t know a bloody single thing but when you come out, it’s like wham, cool story.

How does it change me? Hmm.. Well it kinda jolts me to life, where it made me realized that time can be so important. That when people do know that they have a timer ticking day by day as they pass their lives, they would be trying to do anything, whether by hook or by crook, just to prolong their lives.

Yes. That sci-fi world is kinda like our world. Only thing is the value each world place upon is different. There without time, you die. But in the real world, without money, you can still live on. That’s the difference.

The whole idea of the film is to place time as the ultimate subject, of ultimate value, and a tangible asset which has taken over what we have in this world, known as money, wealth. People work to credit time in their lives, pay for meals using their time. It’s all about time.

Funny how we people here sometimes tend to take things simple and easy. And slow. It’s always like, there is still plenty of time, why rush and so on.

But the difference is that, should time is made tangible, that would be a whole new story, where time travel is then made possible, since time in our world is not a measure of wealth, rather a measurement of longevity, and sometimes a requirement to do what we want.

But hey, to be honest, at least people in that world value time more than we do. Every seconds count. They are afraid of death, because they know it’s coming when their timer starts to whittle down to the dying seconds. What about people in our real world?

They drive like daredevils. They smoke. They overdrink. These are the kind of things that will take away a bit of your life when you do it. Maybe they don’t know it. Or maybe they just don’t know when their time will come…

I’m neither drinker nor smoker. But what this movie did taught me, was to treasure each and every single second of my life. Cause compare to them, I’ll never know when my life will end. And if it’s tomorrow, I don’t wanna regret for not doing what I want or achieved anything great before I leave this world. Or maybe cursed the time I wasted when I could have done something good.

Time… Future… Something to look forward to, or something to hide from?

My Degree :D

What to do when I’m finally done?

In a 4 year degree that was never fun

Living it was like being pointed by a gun

As if I was never gonna see tomorrow’s sun

Never ever am I going back or continue

In this god forsaken expertise or field

For if I do, I’ll probably end up killed

Or the worst, where my life gets sealed

Life was never easy in the beginning

But wait till you see THAT shit whose been waiting

The loads of notes and pressure leave you crying

While the job advancement means actually nothing

Yes they say eating is a heaven, its bliss

But they never know that food production ain’t a sweet kiss

For the working environment is nothing better than piss

As it evaporates your dream clouds into dissipating mists

*I’m so looking forward to my graduation, and then I can kiss degree buh-bye and hasta la vista~!

* I know it sounds very degrading. I don't actually hate it that much. Apart from the stress that's making me abit... wacky? XP

* Writing a poem does not require a hit or inspiration. It's in my blood I realise. Thanks to that god damn years I've spent reading which make thinking of vocabulary that rhymes, not that hard :D

Love Quote

如果能够不爱你，那该多好，我就没有相思的苦，没有守望的累；如果能够不爱你，那该多好，失去你，我怕迷失自己，得到你，我更怕你哪天会离去；如果能够不爱你，那该多好，我就不会有醋意，不会嫉妒你身边的花花草草……纵使不爱你有多么好，我还是毅然决然地爱上你，没有你，再好又有什么意义

Translated would be:

If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I need not suffer the delusion of thinking of you day and night, nor wait until I wear out my strength till the day we meet ; If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I'm scared of losing my mind if I can't have you, I'm terrified of the day that you might leave me even if we should be together, If I were to have a choice not to love you, how good will it be, I will need not be jealous, and envious of all the girls/ guys that swarm around you... Even if I have a choice not love you, and even if it's gonna end up good, I know I'm still gonna fall in love in you. Without you, no matter how good it will be, it will always be meaningless...

OMG who ever thought of this quote is WIN... EPIC !

Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez

BE WARNED THAT THIS SONG IS POISON. MOST PEOPLE KEEP HITTIN' REPEAT PEAT PEAT PEAT PEAT PEAT... Don't know what it means, well listen... XP

[Verse 1]
It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

Nice song to sing to a loved one? Yes. Definitely. Me gusta :)

Uncertain

I don't know whether I will continue blogging or not. Ok wait. The correct word should be I don't know whether I will be able to frequently update my blog or not...

It feels like the enthusiasm that I first have since I started this blog has been diminishing. I don't know why. As I am also aware that friends keep on deactivating and stop blogging, I started to think, is it just merely a trend?

Of course I will always force myself time to time to add a thing or two here, but I think with Twitter around, which enables me to post virtually everything I'm doing, sometimes blogging just runs out of topic. Furthermore, it doesn't require to beautify, unlike a personal blog.

Nawh I'm never closing down my bloggie. But I sure pray hard that the "kick" to write awesome poems and other stuffs comes back.

It is a gift to be able to write with flair. And I don't wanna lose this gift :)